Moan, Ava! R-18

{Can You Get CCTV?}

Ava POV

“Madam Nadaline. ” I called and she hummed as she stared at me.

“I want to tell you something important. ” I said with a serious face. Still standing in front of the refrigerator.

“Something important? ” She asked with this questioning expression on her face.

“Huh, ” I hummed and she called me to have a seat beside her.

“For a short period, I used to walk over. I was doubting if I should open up to her, about what happened between her stepbrother and me. But then, I remember her boyfriend. He took away her innocence. ”

“Ava. ” Her voice made me come back to reality and I stared at her, she was also staring at me.

“What the fuck is wrong you Ava? ” She sounded worried, I blinked my eyes and sighed deeply.

(Stuttering) “Is it okay for a nineteen-year-old girl like me to lose my virginity? ” I stuttered while uttering those words. She arched her brows and she chuckled. I guess she knows something is up.

“Why did you ask this question after my tragic story? ” She asked with a tone of curiosity.

“I shouldn’t have asked her this question. ” I muttered as I stood up but she pulled me to sit back.

“I’m thankful you asked… Did something happen between you and Lucky in the room? ” She asked with a cool and whispering voice.

“Almost. ” I managed to confess and her hand dropped from my shoulder in disappointment. Seeing her reaction alone made me tear up.

“I’m sorry, we didn’t. He tried to force himself on me. ” I lied with my eyes shut.

“Fuck! I know he’s going to try something like that. He can never change, no wonder he’s a porn star. ” She uttered with her teeth grit together. I stood up quickly, trying to reach for her hand but I couldn’t. She’s furious. What if she gets to know something happened this morning? I don’t know how she will react to the news.

And the man she trusted, her boyfriend is the one that took my innocence. I sighed heavily and took my seat back.

“Where did he touch your body? ” She asked and I looked at her with teary eyes.

“Will I make another lie? Making up another will result in another and another. This isn’t good. ” I thought with my head shaking visibly. I made eye contact with Madam Nada and she noticed something wasn’t right.

“He touched you, Ava! ” She asked with her eyes on mine, probably trying to read everything through my eyes. She’s good at knowing the truth just with deep eye contact. I became teary and it didn’t take long before I started tearing up.

“I’m sorry. ” I apologized in tears as I fell to my knees.

“Sorry? Wait, do you think sorry is going to solve the mess you get yourself into? ” She uttered with her voice trembling at every word coming out of her mouth. She runs her hand through her hair and shut her eyes.

“It would have been better if you had lost your virginity to someone you are in a relationship with. I will respect that— ”

“But I’m not in any kind of relationship! ” I interrupted with a yell.

“So losing it to that son of a bitch is cool? C’mon Ava! ” She whispered her last words.

“I didn’t know he’s a son of a bitch. I didn’t know he’s related to you. You, this is actually your fault. ” I blurted out and she looked perplexed.

(Shuttered) “My– fault. ” She sounded hurt as tears settled at the brick of eyes. It came down her cheeks in seconds.

“Had you told me about all these things, will what happened to me take place? But you didn’t say anything about it. Not even a tip of it. It’s entirely your fault. ” I paused and wiped my tears.

She stood in front of me, totally staring at me as tears streamed down her cheeks.

“You know, I once caught you watching his interview on autograph day with fans. I thought he was your celebrity crush not knowing he’s worse than that. Everything is your fault, you don’t want me around boys. You are too strict and possessive. You sucks! ” I yelled and stormed away from the living room. I was about to walk to my room.

“You better get a fucking CCTV, it’s not safe living alone. ” I uttered in a high pitched voice, with that, I stormed inside my room and shut the door angrily.

Her sobs took over the corners of the living room while mine took every corner of my room.