Moan, Ava! R-18

{Telling Her Past 2}

Ava POV

A light gasp escaped my lips.

“I shouldn’t have let her explain everything to me. ” I thought and wiped my tears.

“The news was too heavy for my mom and me. It took a toll on Lucky also but my stepmom was angry my dad had to die because my younger brother said he was bored. My mom was hospitalized but she couldn’t make it. They passed away that night. The shock was just too heavy. I cried, I cried because I know that was the end. I was left alone. ” She paused and burst into tears.

“This is the reason why I don’t want to say my past Ava! It’s too broken and it hurts. The memories, everything happened so fast. ” She yelled out in pain, my hands trembling as I made movements to pull her closer to myself.

My heart breaks down and the world suddenly feels hot in my body.

“I buried the people I love, my mom, dad and my brother. I was alone with those cruel bastards. A few weeks after the tragic event, things weren’t as good as usual. Made up my mind that I won’t have shit to do with my dad’s mistress. On a snowing afternoon, my dad’s lawyer came with an announcement. Lucky and I was the one at home but his mom wasn’t. ” She paused and stood up, she slowly walked to the window and she kept her face that way. She had her back turned on me and continue.

“That’s when I knew Lucky is one hell of a bastard. Obviously, he’s one. According to my will, dad had everything in my name and my brother’s name. I got to know how rich my dad was that day. He has a lot of oil companies and car dealing companies. None of it was in the country we were staying as at that time— ”

(Interrupted) ” Wow. Your dad did the right thing. ” I uttered and smiled. I finally see reasons to smile.

“Yeah, he did but he didn’t because it put me in grave danger. ” She uttered and walked away from the window. Her movements back to the refrigerator made my head rotate 360 degrees. Curiosity was eating up already.

“My stepmom came back home late as usual. I was in my room when she called me out. Getting to the living room, I met Lucky and three other huge men. Innocently, I asked why I was called and she pointed to the men. Just her words, TAKE YOUR TIME ON HER. I was thirteen, in my puberty stage. I didn’t understand what that meant until I saw myself on the cold ties. ” She paused her words and looked at me.

Seriously, I have been crying loudly. I couldn’t bring myself to imagine how traumatic it was. Madam Nada rushed to me, she chuckled at me and started consoling me. I can’t believe I ended up being consoled.

“I’m sorry for making you remember that traumatic event. ” I mumbled with a trembling voice.

“It’s fine Ava. I should have explained everything a long time ago but I didn’t. But that’s not stopping me from not explaining everything Ava. I just want you to know that the closest family is the quickest devil. ” She uttered and I nodded with the words sinking down my brain. She cleared her throat, which indicates she was ready to go further.

” I was raped by three men. My stepmom and Lucky watched how I was brutally raped. He smiled and took videos but his mom deleted them all. I wasn’t the Nadaline again. I didn’t know who I was again– I became trapped in the world of void. Nothing couldn’t bring me back. My stepmom will leave for months, away from us. Leaving Lucky and me to take care of ourselves. ” She took in deep breaths as she ran her hand through her hair.

I didn’t know what I was feeling at that moment but I felt wicked. Gosh! My fragile self became buried and I felt wicked, cold-hearted, I was boiling for vengeance.

“Do you for once want to get back at what Lucky did? ” I asked and she took a deep breath.

“I always wanted to and I did by taking away his mom. ” I uttered and I arched my brows.

“To where? ” I asked and she looked at me after chuckling.

“Where she sent my families. ” She whispered in my ear and my blood dried up instantly.

“Why didn’t you do that to Lucky? ” I asked and she looked at me.

“Be a good girl Ava. Being cold isn’t for you. ” She uttered and I rolled my eyes at her.

“Lucky also raped me when his mom was away as usual. He raped me countless times after that. I was trapped in his arms. He will have sex with me anytime he wants—”

“Why didn’t you run away to your mom’s relatives? Perhaps, run to someone’s place. ” I asked with tears on my cheeks, some had dried up while some were still fresh, I looked at her with sympathy.

“Don’t look at me with sympathy Ava, I dislike it. That’s the reason why I didn’t go to my mom’s relatives. They look at me with that creepy sympathy. With those, SHE’S AN ORPHAN, GIVE IT TO THE POOR CHILD glares. ” She took a deep breath and she looks calm now.

“I was patiently waiting for the day I would clock eighteen years old, enough for me to handle my late dad’s business. But from the age of fourteen to eighteen, I became Lucky’s sex toy. Every day is sex. He walked inside my room one day and told me he wants to schedule the hours he wants me—”

“He did that! ” I exclaimed and she nodded.

“It became something I can’t do without having a day. He scheduled seven hours if he’s less busy but if he is five hours. Sometimes, he tied me up, perhaps chain me to his bed. For a whole seven hours, I’m tied and he would fuck my pussy till it became tired and drained… His friends will also do and go. But everything stopped when I clocked eighteen, with the help of my dad’s lawyer, I was able to disappear from his clutches. But the damage didn’t. ” She whispered the last past and I sigh deeply.

“So now, you are an addict. ” I asked and she nodded.

“So back to my questions Ava. What happened between you and Lucky in that room before we met you? ” She asked and my heart skipped.

“Telling her won’t be relevant. She has gone through a lot, and bringing mine will be one hell of a problem and worry. I thought and looked at her. ”

“Nothing but he didn’t tell me about his doings towards you. So he lied. ” I uttered and she nodded.

“His words are lies, none of it is real but made up. ” She uttered and hissed loudly. I stood up and walked to the refrigerator to get a chilled drink. I definitely need it. Her eyes followed my movements as I walked to the refrigerator.

“You know you can hear anytime. That’s why she adopted you. She called you her daughter. ” My instincts kept whispering and I shut my eyes.

“Madam Nadaline. ” I called and she hummed as she stared at me.

“I want to tell you something important. ” I said with a serious face.