Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CALISTA RAYMONDS

I walk out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body. I just finished taking my bath and I felt much better.

It’s Morning and Chase had told me not to go anywhere so obviously my day will be bored as I just have to sit down and do nothing.

Argh! He’s so annoying and I wonder why he can’t be considerate for once.

I stood at the mirror and stare myself, smiling at my reflection I couldn’t help but compliment myself.

Looking at my reflection on the mirror suddenly reminds me of Emma. She use to compliment me every single day and tell me I don’t need to look at the mirror since I’m already beautiful.

I missed her so much and I wonder how she’s coping with me, and then my mind drifted to my parents.

They will really be tired of having to do the chores alone with no kid around to keep them funny. I wonder too, if my father had started drinking again.

He’s fond of being a drunker anytime he’s passing through hard times. I pitied my mother the most, she’s the one that’d be going through the most hard time.

I sigh, i guess it’s just some months more for me and I’ll be free, I’ll see my parents once more.

Chase’s words about hurting my father yesterday had really left a bug hole in my heart again.

I can’t even imagine seeing my parents killed just because of me. But I didn’t bring this to myself, my father did. And now I have to pay for his mistakes , at the same time, I have to protect them.

Sadly, I cleaned the tears that was already falling on my cheeks.

I deserve better, I had never for once in my life dreamt that I’ll be living under the same roof with a cold blooded man just so I can please him to not hurt my family.

Can’t he just forgive my father? Does he seriously have to make him pay this way?….

My hatred for him grew that instant as I cringe my hand together. I hate him so much , he’s just a cold monster waiting for some young flesh to feed on.

I wonder how his brothers even cope with him, thinking about his so said died girlfriend. I don’t think someone like him ever deserves to be love.

If he can’t treat somebody with respect , then he doesn’t deserve to be loved.

His girlfriend must have endure alot in his hands and I’m pretty sure he’d hit her all day.

Fuckin psycho! He’s a lunatic.

For the fact that he’s rich and have it all still doesn’t give him the right to neglect other people just because they’re under him.

I sighed…

The image of him running to him and me collapsing in his arms flashed in my mind. I hissed and try to wave it off.

That he saved me from rain doesn’t mean he’s a good man. He’s still a bad again.

Who in his right sense will take to a lady without respect of her feelings? He really need someone to put him to his place.

I stood up and move away from the mirror. My body had already dry , I don’t know how long I’ve been standing there lost in thoughts.

I removed my towels and trow it on the bed, and just then I heard the door handle crack followed by a step.. Chase barged in!

Rushing for the towel I had already dropped, I picked up and covered myself once more in it.

And this pervert didn’t even bother to look away! He just stood there and stare at me with his hand inside his pocket.

The feeling of Shame ran down my body as I looked away and stare at the floor.

What if he had seen my nakedness before I covered it? Of course he did!.

God! I wish the ground could open and swallow me.

“Hey! Who do you think you are? I’m a lady and I have my privacy, do you think it’s okay for you to barge into my room without knocking and stand there looking at me like that?” I yelled at him in embarrassment as I felt that’s the only way I can feel better.

He used his left hand to touch his lips as he smirks. I swallowed…

“What do you want?” I asked him and stare just at the floor as it seems to be the only place that my eye could fix on.

He took two steps towards me and then he stopped.

“What do I want?… Mmmmh, let me see” He muttered as his eyes ran down on my body.

He’s really a pervert! How can he look at me like that without feeling ashamed?.

“You…..” He said out of the blue, I raised my eyes to look at him in confusion.

“What?”

He smirked again! What’s up with him smirking before he say a word…? That even makes him look worst and much more than a monster.

He started approaching me and I had to use my hand to hold the towel tight as I kept taking a step back.

But he didn’t stop, I feel like I already lost my sense as the only thing I could feel is fear!.

What is this lunatic going to do to me?

No matter whatever he’s planning, I can’t let him take advantage of me.. I can’t let him touch me, it’s my body and even if he doesn’t have respect about how I feel, he should have respect for my body.

I stopped when I realize my back was already hitting the wall.

“Chase… What are you doing? Back off now! ” I yelled at him and made to push him but he didn’t bug.

His body seems to be cemented on the floor , he place his hand on the wall above me and raised my chin making me stare right into his dark eyes.

My eyes directed to his lips and I bite my lips instead…. He’s driving me crazy!.

“What are you doing Chase… Please back off.. I..”

Taken aback as I noticed something soft on my lips, it’s tastes like cherry and it’s somehow warm in my mouth.

And then my eyes widened when I realized something…. Chase had cut me shut by pressing his lips to mine.

This fucking pervert is kissing me!