Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

“Fuck it!!” Chase cursed immediately Calista was out of the room.

He had fuckin lost it that he didn’t even realize when he said those words to her. He swallowed and tried to calm himself down. The pain in her eyes when she said those words to her, it was readable.

And he wished he had sad that to her. But she was driving him crazy without even knowing.

She needs to learn the need to keep away from someone like him. He have lived a dirty life, life thar is just full of games and enemies.

She needs to just get rid of whatever she’s feeling.

He was holding his back too. As much as he had wanted to pull her up from the ground and have her wrap her legs around her waist, and kiss her tenderly.. he wanted to clean those tears in her eyes and heal the wound in her heart, but he couldn’t.

Not that he couldn’t, he didn’t want to.

It’s better to make her believe he’s not interested in her than in danger her life in his Dirty life. It’s true that she’s now a Mafia queen and she’ll learn how to protect herself sooner or later, but still… He have to keep her at a distance.

When he got home and was meet with the silence of the house, he couldn’t stand it . Actually, he had always walked into her empty bedroom to sit on her bed and just take in her scent.

He wanted to take in the smell to make him feel her presence, but who was he deceiving?

How happy had he been when he saw her sitting on his bed. He wanted to grab her and kiss her and tell her he misses her, but he didn’t see himself doing such.

There are some things to be considered.

Chase didn’t want to believe how much the past had affected him that he is even afraid to her someone telling him she loves him. But Calista doesn’t look like someone who’ll be giving up soon.

But Chase was determined, he had also wanted to make her see reasons as of why they couldn’t be together, why he couldn’t give her that one thing she wanted.

… But Calista is persistent and he hates it.

Chase went on to go to the closet, his body had always dried up. He put on his cloth which of course is an all black outfit.. then he picks up his cell phone and a pack of cigarette on the desk, stucking it inside his pockets.

He begins to walk out of his room, nut he stopped when he remembers something so he went to the drawer on his bed side and pull it open.

He brought out a tiny box inside it and gently, he opens it up to reveal the tiny necklace inside it.

As tiny as it was, it was as it was, it was shining and one could tell immediately that it was golden.

He was forced to sit back down and push his hair back, then stare still at the box. This necklace, he had bought it for Calista five days after wearing her that first one.

But he haven’t bring himself to give it to her.

He signed. He noticed himself acting like a weaken just because of this lady. The feeling were much more than he felt during his stay with Madison.

This one, it was strong.

He shut the box close and put it back in the drawer then walks out of his room shutting the door behind.

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“I told you, Do you think after you’ve gotten what your desire that I’m gonna let you ruin my plans?” Grayson’s voice was filled with anger.

It made Charlotte scared, scared that he was going to kill her already.

“I’m sorry Gray. It want my intention.” She was crying.

Charlotte couldn’t stop cursing herself what she had done to her self. There’s no one to blame, the only person to blame is her!

She brought this to herself and she is going to face it.

“What do I do with you right now? Kill you..!?” He laughs and Charlotte’s heart races are the thought of kill.

If Grayson wanted to kill her, he won’t hesitate to do that. Charlotte had watched him kill so many people.

So many people including Chase’s men who wouldn’t give him the informations he wanted. Back then, she had thought it was nice watching this people get punished by Grayson, but now it’s her turn… Charlotte wished she hadn’t known the Gotti’s family.

“I promise you Gray, this will never happen again.”

Grayson approaches her and held her by her neck, tightening his grip on her neck , chocking her, Charlotte cried for help, but who was she kidding?

Spiting on her face , Grayson continues. “You are going to help me finish up this desire of mine, and if you try to escape from me or say anything out… I’ll make sure I made you miserable! No one .. I say.. no one can save you, Do you get it?” He was yelling.

“Yes, please I can’t breathe.” Charlotte was struggling to free his grip on her neck but he was way stronger that her.

Had she thought she stands a chance against him?

The words of Grayson, she was not going to keep it. Once she’s out of here, she’s leaking out as much as she knows to everyone.

Chase is the only person who can protect her, she could have easily run to him for help but she feel disgusted about herself.

She shouldn’t be in front of the man she had watched go through pain and she still claims she loves him.

Her breath was almost leaving her and that was when one of Grayson’s men walk in, announcing to him that he was needed.

Charlotte thanked her God when he finally let her go.

“I’ve my eyes around you… I’m watching every moment and every movement of yours, don’t play me dirty.” Grayson whispered to her, sending cold chills.

And then, he turns and walk away.