Chapter 52
Ethan POV
I slammed the door of my room shut when I entered because I was so annoyed with Agatha, when did she learn to answer me like that? And what’s even more annoying is that she doesn’t seem to care if other men will touch or fuck her.
She should be thankful that I saved her but she didn’t. Women are really weird sometimes. If you show that you are concerned to them they will get angry.
I took the wine and poured it into the glass and then I sat down on my bed, if I hadn’t just been able to hold back earlier I would have really ruined that man’s face. When I look at Agatha, the viscosity and the grip she is doing on Agatha’s body is mixed with lust, so my head heats up immediately.
While I was drinking my phone suddenly rang and I saw it was Gian who was calling.
“Why?” I asked.
“Are you home already? I already took Belle to her condo. ” He said.
“Yeah.” I answered.
“What happened? You two had a fight? ”
“There is nothing new about it, she’s angry with me.” I heard his laugh on the other line.
“You can’t blame her for acting that way, you’re ignoring her almost everyday then you will show up your face in the bar and make trouble.”
“Whatever, I’ll end this call nowI’m so sleepy already and I want to rest.” I sighed and turned off the call without even waiting for what he would answer.
It’s not because I’m ignoring or I am treating Agatha coldly that means I don’t care about what she’s doing and I’ll just let another man touch her. I’m mad for what she has done to me in the past but I still love her, I’m just not ready to forgive her now because I am still hurting and I’m afraid to take a risk again.
And one more thing, I didn’t mean to say such words to her earlier, I was just carried away by my anger and emotions because even though she was the one at fault, she keeps on talking back to me. I know she’s not that kind of woman, I just got annoyed.
I finished the wine in the glass I was holding and went to bed. I was too tired from work.
The next day I woke up early because of my headache so I got up to get coffee. As I went to the kitchen I saw Agatha and when she noticed my presence she smiled at me.
“I made you coffee, I know your head hurts so don’t refuse it. The maids are not here today because they left earlier and went to the market. ” she said.
I nodded and took the coffee she made. If I don’t have a hangover I will not accept this
Coffee.
“Why are you smiling?” I asked her.
“Nothing, I’m happy because you didn’t refuse today.”
“As if I have a choice, I just have a headache so I came down here for coffee because if I just don’t have a hangover I won’t drink this.” I said.
I saw the sudden disappearance of her smile so I got up and brought the coffee to the pool area.
I sat down near the pool and soaked my foot in the water, as I meditated Agatha sneezed behind me.
“Ahm, Ethan what ..”
“What now?” I asked her.
“I’m leaving today, I will just go to my condo.”
I looked at her. “Why? To meet your man? That’s so cheap Agatha, does he not have a condo or he can’t afford to pay in a hotel?”
I saw the sadness in her eyes so I left my gaze. “Think what you want to think, I just told you.”
I laughed heartily. “I know it doesn’t matter to you if I agree or not so why are you still letting me know about it? And I told you that I don’t care what you do with your life because I’ve never been a part of that. ” I said.
“Ethan please, I don’t want to fight with you. I just came here to tell you. ”
“You can do what you want, that’s your life. If you want to leave then go and if you don’t want to come then no problem. I’m used to you leaving me whenever you want because you don’t listen to other people’s opinions. ” I promise.
“Are we going to talk about the past again? I thought you understood me and supported me in my dream. ”
“Yeah right, your dream. You may forget how many times you left me. ” I said.
She sighed. “You know the reason and I told you that.”
“You came back for what? Isn’t it to hurt me again? Do you think I didn’t know you were playing me again especially with my feelings? As far as I remember the last time we talked before you left was when you said that you don’t love me anymore. Then now you’ll come back and want me to believe that you still love me?”
I saw her tears dripping. “How many times have I explained to you, I was just afraid of what might happen because I might hurt you again, I know it’s my fault because I became a coward for not fighting my love for you but I said that I will do my best to make it up to you because I love you. I know I wasn’t fair to you before because I didn’t reciprocate the love you gave me so I can’t blame you if you don’t believe me when I said that I love you. I’m doing my best even if you keep ignoring me because I want to prove to you that I will never leave you and hurt you again. ”
“So it’s still my fault now if I am ignoring you and you’re hurting? Remember you were the first to hurt me Agatha, you were the reason why I am like this. ” full of resentment I shouted and walked inside the house.