Tolerating The Player

“Yesterday was the last day of us being together which means you don’t have to tolerate being around a bitchy whore anymore because it’s game over for me Zachary” those words kept on repeating itself in my head no matter how hard I tried to forget it.

I shouldn’t be bothered about some words she spilled out of her mouth but the fact that I wouldn’t get to see her or touch her anymore baffled me and the thought of it baffling me was driving me crazy. I have never felt this way for no one and I’m not feeling any shit right now. It’s just my head trying to do some tricks on me.

I drove into my house but I couldn’t seem to come down from my car, I wanted to just fuck everything and get inside but I knew I still had a long day ahead of me, my fucked up head would probably still be thinking of her.

I closed the car door as I turned on the car’s engine and drove back outside the gate. I had no idea where I was going to go but I needed a place that wouldn’t give me the opportunity to think, a place with loud music and drink.

I shortly found myself parked in front of a bar, I haven’t been here in ages but if this would make my head think straight then I don’t mind it. I came down from my car and tucked my keys into my pocket before entering the bar.

“Look who we have here” Samantha, the bar attendant, flashed me a smile before leaving her position to hug me.

“I’m not in for these today Samantha” I shunned and walked to sit on one of the stools in the bar.

“You seem to be in a bad mood today, I thought you would want a little of these as usual” she said, squeezing her boobs that were almost out of her short tight black dress.

“Not today Samantha, just pour me some drink” I replied without looking at her face and I was sure she was surprised. I was surprised at myself too, I used to hit it with her whenever I was in a bad mood and happened to be in her bar.

It all started on a day when my Dad called me for the first time, even though I was really young I had managed to squeeze some fake ID in my hand. She noticed I was underaged and gave me a condition where I have to fuck her and she wouldn’t tell.

Even though she was really older than me, I still fucked her and ever since she wanted more of where that came from.

She poured some wine in a glass and passed it to me. I kept on drinking to the point that I lost count of how many glasses I had drunk. I was feeling a little tipsy so I decided to stop.

She noticed I was getting drunk and adjusted her top, squeezing her boobs even more tighter while letting out soft moans, she got closer to me and her hands were now all over me. Her hands slid down my chest and I realized where they were going.

I immediately stood up from the stool and left the bar. I couldn’t blame her for it though. I was at fault for going to an empty bar during the day and getting drunk.

I entered my car but my vision was a little bit blurry, I knew I couldn’t drive in this condition so I ended up picking the door and sleeping in the car.

A knock on my window woke me up, I rubbed my eyes for some seconds before I opened them. A police officer was standing in front of my window. Shit.

He gestured at me to shine down the glasses and I did so immediately, “you’re not supposed to park by the roadside talk less of sleeping in your car” he queried.

I wanted to talk but I feared that he might sense the smell of alcohol from my breath so I just sat there staring at him.

“I know you drank kid, you’re in the front of a fucking bar but are you sober now? Because you have to get your ass and your car away from this place else you’ll be getting a ticket” he said and walked away.

For a second I thought I was hallucinating bit it was real, perhaps his wife had good sex with him today, I brought out my phone and checked the time. It was 7pm already so I could go back to the house.

The officer turned his back to look at me and I started the car immediately and zoomed off.

It didn’t take me long before I finally got home, I went straight to my room and slammed the door hard even though no one was in the house. I laid on my bed facing the ceiling and tried to close my eyes but I couldn’t. The image of her in my room kept on appearing in my head.

I slapped the imagination off and tried to close my eyes again, “Yesterday was the last day of us being together which means you don’t have to tolerate being around a bitchy whore anymore because it’s game over for me Zachary” her words echoed In my head again. Fuck this would be the longest night of my life.

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“Hey Zach” Aurora ran up to me the moment I parked my car in the school’s parking lot.

“Hey” I replied but with a cold face, I wasn’t really in the mood to talk to anyone.

“Are you happy?” She asked and I cocked a brow at her

“Don’t act dumb silly, yesterday was you guys last day together. You don’t have to deal with that ogre anymore” she flashed her hair backwards.

I was already having a serious migraine from lack of sleep last night and I was definitely not in the mood for one of Aurora’s games.

“Yeah!” I sharply said and walked away from her, she seemed to be shocked.

As I was about to enter the school building I spotted Isabella and Maya coming down from their car. I felt a loud thud in my chest and I couldn’t stop but stare at her. She didn’t realize I was staring at her for a moment until our eyes met but she sharply removed them and walked into the school.

I saw Xavier walking up to her and giving her a hug through the school’s glass door. I guess she was feeling better now and I was here thinking I had hurt her too bad but she was clearly happy. I didn’t know how to feel about this but I knew I wasn’t feeling alright, it’s probably because of the sleepless night.

“What about her?” Aurora’s voice asked beside me, I hadn’t realized she was watching me.

“Nothing of your concern” I replied and walked into the school building.

I didn’t see her all through classes today, I was glad I didn’t have to face her but deep down a part of me wanted to just see her or touch her. Perhaps during lunch break. I tried to stay awake throughout the very boring class and it was shortly over.

I had rushed out of the classroom to the cafeteria, I wanted to be there on time so I would notice her walking in immediately. The cafeteria started to fill up but there was no sign of her or Maya. The table was shortly filled up with my teammates and Aurora, she was acting weird probably wanting me to apologise but that wouldn’t even happen in her dreams.

“What the hell am I even doing? I’m not supposed to have her in my mind” I said to myself and tried to focus on the fries I was dipping into the ketchup.

I suddenly spotted her and Maya walking into the cafeteria and stood up to meet them. I don’t know why the hell I wanted to meet them or why I was even walking towards them, no not them but her. Bella.

She noticed me walking towards her and tried to hasten her pace but I grabbed her arms and pulled her back to my body. She flinched and I could sense anger in her.

“Let me go!” She grinned her teeth and tried to free herself from my grip, the whole cafeteria was staring now. Shit I wasn’t myself, I didn’t realize what I was doing, hell I don’t even know why I walked up to her.

“I said let me go…” She suddenly landed on the floor. i had been holding her tight but when I realized people were staring I decided to switch the humiliation to her as I suddenly let go of her hand but she lost stamina and fell on the floor.

“You bastard!” Maya yelled and made her way for me but Bella held her legs and gave her a slight shake. Maya bent to pick Bella up and they both walked out of the cafeteria. I could see sadness in Bella’s eyes. Fuck it. Tears started to run down her cheeks as she stared at me, she immediately cleaned them and ran out of the cafeteria.

I turned to look at everyone’s faces and they were all laughing at Bella, I’ve just screwed up. I walked back to my table to continue my lunch but I wasn’t able to eat it as my mind wasn’t settled.

“She’s such a loser” Lam commented but his words took me over the edge as I stormed away from the table. I wasn’t going to look for Maya but I was going back home.