The Tormented Soul

Chapter 22: hot hot shower

Darius POV

I was standing there on our balcony and my eyes followed Aleera when she just left me there. It was hard for me not to run after her but I have promised to give her time and I will honor it. I don't want to have intimacy with her if she is not ready.

I was standing there looking at her glass door. Some part of me wished she was ready. I want to give her all the love and satisfaction I can give her. The wild image I got inside my head did not help me in this time at all. I tried my best to push them away but sadly it did not work at all.

With this image in my head it got hotter and hotter and the only thing to help me to calm down was an ice cold shower, so I went back to my room and took a long cold shower. After I was done I grabbed my black sweatpants and put them on and was about to get into my bed when I heard her through the wall, I focused on the sound and it was a sound I did not want to hear in this way. It would have been better if we were doing the it together

She was moaning inside her room and I was turned on again just by her moaning. I heard Xander screaming in my mind go in there and help her. He was trying to get out and take over but I pushed him back.

'Xander, stop it, she is not ready.'

'Then why is she moaning like that right now in her room all by herself?'

"How would I know.'

'We both know that she will never be ready, if we go in there now and help her out she will love it and she will beg for more.'

"Of course she would like it but I will not go in there not until she asks me to. We have to respect her as she is still hurting. She is not ready. She will be soon, I know it.'

Xander was about to say something but I blocked him out. He was telling the truth, I or we would love to help her out, give her a night she would never forget, but I am fighting myself not to go into her room. I want her to invite me herself, I don't want to just rush in there and frighten her even more. She has told me almost everything she has been through and finally who she really is. Of course I was shocked when she told me her real name but being Isaac’s daughter did not bother me at all. It was the moon goddess that paired the mates and if she had paired us together she must have something planned for us both.

I still heard moaning from her room and I tried to block the sound out but it was hard not to listen, the sound was so amazing.

Aleera's POV

As I entered my room I closed the glass door behind me and pulled the curtains closed so he couldn't look in and another part of it was that I did not want to see him right now. It did feel weird to leave him out there after everything that just happened and what would have happened if I had not left.

I felt hot so I decided to take a shower to cool myself down. I stripped off my clothes. When I was about to take off my underwear I could feel that they were wet. I moved my hand over them when I hit something that sent this weird kind of feeling all through me. It felt so good that I couldn't hold in a moan as I closed my eyes. I stopped myself and slowly slid my underwear down while looking at how wet they were, I was shocked to see this but I let them fall to the floor.

I stepped into the shower and turned on the water, I let the water surround me. I enjoyed the shower so much and without thinking my hand moved down between my legs. I started to stroke my hand over my already wet pussy over and over again hitting that one spot that sent waves of pleasure through me. I

closed my eyes and moaned. I kept the same pace for a while and then I started to increase it as I felt more comfortable. As my pace picked up my moans got louder and louder but something was missing.

I opened my eyes and saw the removable shower head so I grabbed it from the wall and put it on the jet setting before I moved it between my legs and let the water come in contact with my pussy at the same time I did some circle movements on my nub. I closed my eyes again as my body was shaking. I added more pressure to my nub as I let my moans get even louder not caring about anything else but the feeling I was giving myself. I could not hold back anymore, I felt a tension in my lower abdomen and my body took control as my hand moved by itself. I had never done this before so I didn't have a clue how it worked but with this feeling I was giving myself I must be doing it right. I slid two fingers in me and slowly pulled them out just to push them back in again. I had to bite on my lips not to scream out from the waves of pleasure it was giving me but that didn’t stop the moans from escaping. Why is this happening now? Why did I not feel this before? I never had the flower and bee talk with my mother before but I know that this has something to do with that.

I felt the tension in my lower abdomen grow even more but I could seem to get over the edge. It felt like I was stuck and I didn’t know how to fix it. I was starting to get frustrated when I heard Pixie in my head.

'I can call for Xander so he can tell Darius to come here and help you out.'

'Absolutely not!'

'And why not? You know he's the only one that can satisfy you completely.'

'I know that, but I am not ready for him yet.'

'Not ready? You are literally standing in the freaking shower touching yourself!'

I blocked her out. She has killed my mode so I stopped what I was doing to myself and I got out of the shower. After I dried myself I put on my black neglige. I walked over to my bed and was about to climb into it to get some sleep when a knock on my door came, I already knew who it was. I walked over and opened the door and there was Darius standing with a smile on his face and I knew that he would have heard me earlier. I looked down a bit and saw a bare chest and black sweatpants.

I felt that he was looking at me and it was then I remembered I was only in my black neglige

"Darius" I said to him and I must have brought him back from his dirty thoughts.

He looked into my eyes. "Sorry, for coming to you this late when you were about to go to sleep."

"It's fine, did you want something special?"

"Can I come inside?"

I sigh, I removed my hand from the door and I pushed the door open so he could get in. He walked in and turned around and looked at me standing there in only my black Negligé that stopped just below my ass.

"So was there something special you wanted?"

"No nothing special. I just had a question."

"And you could not wait until tomorrow to ask me?"

He shook his head as a no.

"Then ask me the question so I can get back to bed." I told him.

It took at least a minute before he opened his mouth and asked me the question.

"Do you mind if I stayed with you tonight?"

"Here? And if I say yes, where are you going to sleep?"

"I hoped I could sleep next to you. I promise I will not do anything to you if you don’t want me to."

He wanted to sleep next to me the whole night? Why? I did not say anything back. I guess it frustrated him because he didn’t know my answer. I just turned around and closed the door and then walked passed him back to my bed. I removed the duvet and crawled under it.

"Don't just stand there. If you want to sleep next to me then get over here or get out." I said to him. I hope he keeps the promise he said to me about not to do anything to me unless I wanted him to.

I laid down on the right side of the bed and he went to the left side. After he crawled in he put his arm over me and got closer and held me close to him. He held me there and whispered in my ear.

"I heard what you did to yourself earlier. I hope it felt good for you."