The story of Alpha

Aurora:

I had to admit, the anger that I felt at that very moment as we entered the Estate was not one that I imagined that I would feeling.

It was far too painful, pitiful, and I couldn’t help but find myself feeling small.

The Lord Alpha was kind enough to speak to me.

I wasn’t dumb. I knew that he had other important things to tend to. But the Lord was kind enough to spare me a few minutes of his time, making sure that I came out with a smile.

“What is your problem, Aurora?” Dimitri asked, glaring at me.

His words still played in my ears, and I have been quiet since. But the dumb part was the fact that I couldn’t even explain to him why I was as angry as 1 was

Mostly because I should have known better. A lot better than to fall for whatever he claimed was he reality of something that was never going to be true.

“Nothing.” I said, refusing to give him the pride of seeing my pain in my eyes. It hurt to know that despite what I was doing, I was still failing at trying to at least get his attention as a wife or maiden. I didn’t expect to be his mate, but I expected to be more than just a fuck toy for him to ease his tension with

“Nothing? And I am supposed to believe that lie now?” He asked, and I shook my head, knowing that he was not going to drop the subject. It pained me to admit that despite all the facts, all the messages, and everything that I knew would be my reality, I failed to realize or understand that he wouldn’t be looking at me the same way that I looked at him. The man hated me, it was now clear to me.

“As long as you are aware that something is wrong, Alpha, then I believe that you would know the reason. However, considering that you asked, then there is no need for me to voice it out. Now, if you will please excuse me, I would like to go to my room and change. I am tired and it has been a very long day.” I said, choosing to lie. I did appreciate Natalia more than anything in the world today. For once, since I got married or was chosen to be with the Alpha, ONE person stood up

for me.

The Lord Alpha was kind to me, but I knew that it was due to the peace that was created with the bond that we made. This was something that was traditional between wolves when wanting to connect realms or grounds. My mating with the Alpha was going to do so, but right now, I did wish that it never happened or that I did not know of him and the woman that I once considered friend. Maybe, just maybe, things would have been different and I would have been respected, by both, a lot more than they do now,

They would be living in a fear of getting caught, and I was going to have an upper hand of respect despite being oblivious.

“Aurora, I do not like to be spoken to…”

“You do not like anything, but your word in the car were enough for me to just back the fuck away from you. You want me as nothing but a fuck buddy, then fine, it is all you are going to get, AFTER I have given birth to the baby. Do you want to go and fuck around with other women, then go on the fuck ahead. I do not care..”

“What are you talking about?” He asked, frowning in confusion. The door opened, revealing both Natalia and Ivan who froze at our sight and 1 glared at the man.

“For once, just for f**king once, look at me with the kind eyes that your beta looks at his mate. Be the mate that a woman wants to see while carrying your damn child. By the way, I didn’t want this child anymore than you didn’t, but I feel my baby growing inside me, and I am not going to allow a person like yourself to make me lose the ONE thing that is giving me a reason to breathe.” I said, glaring at the man. “Therefore, as long as you don’t want me in your life as a mate, and as long as it is just S** in your eyes as I shouldn’t be taking things into different accounts or think any more than they would be, then fine, just step the hell away from my life. The two of us are to proceed with whatever game..”

“You believed because I touched you a few times, that the two of us were going to be anything different?” He asked, stopping me. My heart dropped to my stomach as a tear fell from my left eye. The man studied my expression and I walked past him, avoiding looking at anyone as I knew that the beta and his mate heard this, as well as his maids who were now listening in from the kitchen.

“I was wrong with allowing you to touch me in the first place.” I said, standing at the bottom of the stairs for a second. “I should have followed my gut and just run away. Maybe, just maybe, both you and that f**king excuse of a friend, if I can call her that, would have had your own peace away from me. I would have had my own peace.”

The Alpha froze, listening to my words, clearly surprised by my reaction, but I couldn’t find the right words to describe the pain that I was feeling.

“Anyhow, if anyone needs anything, you can feel free to wake me up.” I said, looking at them over my shoulder. “I am going to rest after I have showered. I doubt that I would be missed anyway..