Chapter 18
Chapter 18
I stood there for what felt like an entire minute, stunned and confused and watching as he spoke to the person on the other end of the line. When he realized that I wasn’t moving, he grabbed my upper arm, led me over to the table and pushed me so I was bent over the table.
My already hardened nipples hit the coldness of the table and I hissed. I opened my mouth to ask what the hell he was doing when I felt him nudge my knees apart and settle between my legs. I let out a small gasp and turned to look at him. Instead of speaking, he just lifted one wet finger to his lips to tell me to be quiet.
My eyes widened as I realized what he was about to do and before I could speak, I felt his fingers wrap around my panties and in one quick tug, he ripped it clean off my body.
The sound echoed through the room and I heard him speak. At first I thought he was talking to me, but I realized he was talking to whoever was on the other end of the line. “I must have ripped something, it doesn’t matter.”
Two fingers entered me in one quick thrust and I had to bite down on my arm to prevent me from.moahing out loud. I knew that what we were doing was absolutely wrong but it didn’t stop me from clenching around his fingers and wanting more of what he was giving me.
His fingers moved at an excruciatingly slow pace and I thought I was going to go crazy. I was dripping between my thighs and onto his fingers and I could hear the sounds that his fingers made as they moved in and out of me. I would have been shocked if the person on the other end of the line couldn’t hear us because of how loud those sounds were. were!
“Please,” I mumbled out not wanting to take any more of the torture.
I heard rather than saw the phone being placed beside my head and Jaxon muted the call before wrapping my hair in his fist and tugging at it so my back was arched and his lips were by my ear.
“If you’re quiet while I make the call, I will make you cum,” he promised and then he placed 5 kiss by my temple and released me.
Before I could say anything, he had picked up the phone and resumed speaking. I didn’t know how he was so composed and able to hold the conversation while I was one wrong move away from combusting all over his fingers. I was determined to be good and stay quiet despite how hard it was.
I couldn’t stop the small whimpers and sounds from escaping but I did my best to hold down the loud moans. It felt like hours had passed before I heard Jaxon finally tell the person on the other end of the line that they would talk later. He hung up the call and placed the phone on the table in front of me. Sweat was dripping down my
forehead and back and I felt exhausted.
Jaxon pulled his fingers out of me and I whimpered from the loss of contact. He turned me around so that he could look at me and he cocked his head to the side as he looked me over. I was sure that I looked like a mess and before I could speak, he wrapped his hand in my hair and he kissed me brutally.
I let out a small whimper but allowed him claim my lips. His tongue slipped into mine and all I could do was let him ravage my mouth before he finally pulled back. He ran his hands through my sweaty hair and I saw the corner of his lips tilt up.
“You did so well,” he mumbled against my lips and all I could do was hum. “Do you want me to f*ck you now?”
“Yes,” I could have begged in that moment if he had asked me to and I heard him chuckle.
He lifted me by my hips and placed me on the table. My dress had been bunched up so my a*s came in direct contact with the cool wood of the table. Jaxon stepped between my legs and I heard the clinking of his belt. All I could focus on was the aching between my thighs and before I could process anything, he had entered me in one quick thrust.
I was so wet that he slipped in and I threw my head back in a scream. I had no need to hold back my sounds. anymore and I didn’t plan to. Jaxon f*cked me brutally as he played with my clit and I came around him on the second thrust. I was so wound up that it didn’t take much to tip me over the edge.
“I wonder how you managed to keep quiet for so long,” he mused as his “You are so perfect.”
ins settled over my exposed breasts.
It was like he realized what he had said because I felt him freeze slightly but just like that, it was gone and he was back to f*cking me. if I was in the right frame of mind, I would have thought more about it but I was focused on the height of pleasure that he was currently pushing me towards and I knew that in barely no time I was going to
cum again.
My fingers raked across his back and I pulled him impossibly closer to me. When I came the second time, I bit down on his shoulder and I felt him groan in my ear as he came alongside me. I knew we were being careless by not using protection but in this moment, all I could think about was how good it felt to come on his dick.
He didn’t pull but after he came. In fact, we stayed there like that for a little while longer; my head on his shoulder and his hands around my body as I struggle to reunite myself with my surroundings. I knew the moment was going to end anytime soon and awareness of what I had done was beginning to dawn on me. I didn’t want to hear him send me away. For one second, I just wanted to enjoy the comfort of my mate’s arms.
The moment was over long before I would have liked because Jaxon pulled away from me. He wiped himself
down and righted his clothes. I reached for wipes but he stopped me and I raised a brow at him.
“I want you to walk around knowing that I just came between your pretty thighs,” he said and my mouth fell open. “I want everyone to smell me on you and know exactly what you were just up to in here.”
I swallowed deeply but nodded because it was like my tongue was tied and I couldn’t form any words. He smirked when he realized what effect he had on me and then he turned back to his work. Just like that, the moment was over and I was being dismissed and I hated how hurt I felt even though I knew it was coming.
“You’re not going to say anything,” I began and he raised a brow at me from his chair as I finally got down from the table.
“Am I supposed to say anything?”
“That’s it then? We f*ck and then go back to ignoring each other.”
“What do you want from me Freya?” he asked with a sigh as he rubbed the edges of his eyes in what I could tell was frustration.
“We are mates, Jaxon,” I said and I saw him flinch at the word. “What is your problem with that word? Can’t you stomach the fact that I am your mate?”
“Freya, I don’t have the energy for this.”
“Of course you don’t,” I scoffed. “I’m not going to be your sex toy that you can use when you please Jaxon. I’m at person with feelings and emotions and I’m not going to let you use me like that and discard me once you’re tired.”
“If I wanted to use someone, you wouldn’t be my first choice,” he said and I felt the impact of his words like a physical blow. He must have realized what he said because he muttered a curse under his breath. “Freya, I’m sorry.”
I raised a hand to cut him off. “I see how it is. Don’t worry; you can have your first choice because I’m not going to be an option for you.”
Before he could say anything, I had stormed out of his office. I couldn’t wait to get to my room and clean myself up because the sticky feeling between my thighs was just a reminder of the bad decisions I had made.
I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going and I bumped into Aiden. He took one look at me and the corner of his lips curled into a smirk.
“I see you’ve been busy,” he drawled and I felt my cheeks heat up in shame. “Don’t worry; your secret is safe with
me.”
Hearing his
run.
sing tone only brought back the intense feelings of regret and before he could say anything else, I