Chapter 55: Since, She is a human
Chapter 55: Since, She is a human
Christian
I am pissed. I am so pissed right now.
Yesterday, I was shaking my head as I again smelt Mason, Bryan, Jacob and Dan again near my cabin
after a long run along the border. For the past few days they have been following me, either of them
was always following me. My wolf was annoyed at them but never willing to even acknowledge them. I
ignored their presence again and went directly inside the cabin.
I was surprised to catch my Heaven, my mate standing there in flesh. It took my breath as her sweet
vanilla with rose perfume hit my nose and I couldn’t take my eyes off her. She lost her balance as she
saw me and fell on the hard wooden floor of the cabin.
“Ouch..”
“Heaven.” I held her up straight against me. ”Easy… Easy” I checked her if she had hurt her but she
was fine. Touching her body sends strange tingles to me, it always had but does she get those tingles
too? I always wondered if she felt the same pull towards each other and had the same feelings as me.
In a couple with both supernatural creatures, the feelings, attraction, lust, love and bond is the same
but she is not like me.
“How come you are here?” She moved a step forward to touch me but I took my steps back. I can’t
keep touching her and not do anything. My wolf is driving me mad to mark her and mate with her right
now. “What are you doing here?” It was taking all my strength to stay one foot away from her,
especially when she is looking tempting to make me throw her on the bed and be rough with her all
night.
“Chris, I am sorry.”
“Sorry for what?” I need her to leave. Tonight is the full moon. I controlled my emotions, my wolf all this
time with her because we were never together during any full moon and full moon is making me mark
her which I don’t know what will do to her.
“I am sorry for breaking your heart, I am sorry for breaking up with you.”
“And?”
“And what?”
“And for being here.” She should be sorry for being here, she is driving me mad with her smell and
beauty. Did I tell you she is dressed up to seduce me? She is wearing that white dress with plunging V-
neck which gives me a great view of her chest. I drooled over her as my eyes ran down and stopped at
the hem of her dress which rested just at the knees and I wonder how smoothly it runs off her milky
legs.
I noticed her moving out of this cabin.
‘Make her stop! Do anything! Our mate is leaving us.’ My wolf growled.
‘You want to mark her, you might kill her.’ I snapped at him. ‘Let her leave, I can’t kill her.’
‘Stop her… I will not mark her’ He begged me as he whimpered in pain seeing his mate leaving.
‘Huh?’
‘I promise, I won’t mark her but just don’t lick her spot if you can.’
“And you are done with your apology already?” Here I lost all my control over myself.
“You don’t want me here but you still want me to apologize, How?” I took a step forward carefully as I
still don’t trust my wolf and she took another.
“I told you to go and you’re leaving. That’s it. You’re done with me. No extra effort, nothing?” She took
one more step and here is my cue to take over. “Leave!” I ordered everyone outside to leave.
Her eyes were filled with tears which refused to fall off. I gave you a chance to leave this cabin Heaven
and you chose to stay. Now, you get to bear with me.
I caught her in between as she was about to open the door and leave. I pulled her into me and sunk my
nose into the crook of her neck to heal the wounds of heart with it. She pressed against the wall as I
looked up and into her eyes.
“I never told you you can leave yet.”
I took her small face in my hands, I could feel my wolf pushing through me to take control yet he was
trying his best to stay away for tonight. I brought my thumb to trace the softest lips. She melted in my
arms as she clutched my arms tightly to prevent herself from falling. I couldn’t control more and
captured his lips in a kiss in haste. I put all my emotions in that one kiss.
It was alright for the whole she was out of my sight although my wolf was driving me mad. I spent my
nights on her balcony, which was possible until she masturbated in front of me. I went to touch her but I
had to leave. The same night we had another rogue lurking around our borders. Only I, Ethan and the
witnessed patrolling officer Sean knows about this one. This rogue isn't the same as the one we had
poaching around our borders during Heaven and my first date.
I can’t let everyone know about this since I can’t have everyone panic when they have bigger deals
coming their way. A Human Luna is not an easy thing too. I have been patrolling most of the border
myself now despite the on duty patrolling officers.
We sent Sean to check everything about the rogue and he found nothing. Since then I have been trying
to think of a strategy to protect my pack and prepare for the coming war. I am taking all the extra
security measures to protect my pack and my future Luna. I have been running around the packs and
talking to their Alphas to know if they know anything about either of the rogues.
I still have no current whereabouts about the werewolf ex-boyfriend of Heaven’s. I can’t believe my
mate had any werewolf before me in her life. Everything is getting messed up even more day by day. I
don’t know how rogues keep this low profile in the same city without any packs’ protection or
knowledge.
But I know they are related to each other. The ex-boyfriend, the first rogue from the first date night and
the recent rogue are related. We had rogues lurking around before but each time we either get them
before anything happens or we track them down to investigate. If they entered my territory I kill them
with my very own hands if not and they claim to just trespass after the baddest ass torture we leave
them outside our borders to die.
I did let go of a mother and son duo without any harm because she claimed that she was just looking
for her lost son and they left but I did keep an eye on them for sometime.
For now I need to gather some army to fight, I have to make things better with Blake’s pack soon. But
he doesn’t even pick my calls or let my messenger enter his territory.
Since she left, I have been driven crazy by everyone one or other and now my Heaven is right in front
of me driving me crazy but good crazy.
I held her up from the ground while we kissed each other deeply and showed our emotions to each
other. I moved us towards the bedroom. I was midway when I felt myself shifting and felt my hands
turned into claws. I pulled away from the kiss and let her stand.
I realised I am about to shift and the last time I shifted in front of her, she was scared. I can’t scare her
this time. So, I asked her, and I pleaded to her to leave as I tried pushing the wolf back.
“Leave.” Of all the days she had to take the step today only when I might be forced to mark her which
might kill her.
Instead of leaving or running for her life, she took a step forward. I could smell fear, anxiety. I saw small
beads of sweat over her forehead as she approached me slowly but I pleaded her again to leave.
“Leave” My voice was betraying me as it was so feeble that I barely heard it with my heightened
senses.
‘I am sorry. Please don’t let her go.’ My wolf whimpered in pain as he retracted back. I know he just
wants to be with his mate but he can kill her, he might not want to but he can.
She was finally leaving when my wolf almost cried in pain of separation. He can’t bear it, I can’t bear it
to lose our mate, our Luna. ‘She will leave us tomorrow, make her stop.’
‘But you want to mark her.’
‘She is crying.’
I pulled her back to me as she was pressed against my chest, I felt better, my wolf was relieved. It was
like she was the only medicine to my misery even if she is the pain in the ass.
After that I didn’t let her go for the whole night. I couldn’t control myself and went rough with her. She
enjoyed it, I know she did by the way she screamed each time she came for me.
I forgot to take her pleasures into consideration, I forgot to take a breath before going for the second
round. I forgot if she was comfortable in the position. During midnight, I almost marked and sank my
teeth deep inside her skin but it took every bit of my and my wolf’s willpower to not. I avoided her neck
the whole night. We didn’t say a word to each other for the whole night, I didn’t know what I should
have said, I just wanted to say thank you for staying and make her say sorry for leaving me. I know she
was sorry for what happened and I was sorry for what I did last night.
Early in the morning, I was happy to wake up beside her again. Even though I slept for less than 2
hours, I felt fresh after a long time. I didn’t want to leave the cabin or leave Heaven for a minute. I
wanted to make up for the time we lost and make today all about her.
After having her whole night for myself, I still wanted more but then I remember she must be sore from
last night and it would be better to leave her for tonight. After breakfast, she left with her parents. Bryan
still protects her by following her. You can call me an asshole for stalking my own girlfriend but all I
want is to protect her.
‘Will you be able to resist?’ My wolf mocked me. He is calm too now. After a long night and a lot of
mockings back and forth we finally made peace. We assured each other that finally Heaven is not
leaving us.
‘Will YOU be able to resist? You wanted to mark her last night. You got no say, buddy.’
‘But I controlled myself. You should be proud of me.’ He was exaggeratingly proud of himself for not
marking our mate. I was still hard from our makeout session before breakfast. I had my mockery
session going on with my wolf while we both shared our fantasies with each other about how we want
to devour, cherish and make love to our mate when Ethan knocked on the door.
We both groaned in unison for the disturbance.
“Come.” I allowed him and gave him my full attention. He locked the door behind him.
“Christian, I have been thinking a lot about the Blue Wolf Pack. It has been the fourth time our
messenger has been returned and this time we need to do something.”
“Why are you serious this time? It's not like he returned our messenger for the first time without even
hearing our message.” I shrugged him off but his face said there was more.
“Because he sent a message through our messenger. Quote: ‘To Alpha Christian, Wild Moon Pack.
This last time I have sent your messenger alive. Because neither I nor my pack will stop from calling
war for our Luna Olivia. Alpha Blake, Blue Wolf Pack.’ ” Ethan pushed the page with a message and for
the first time my wolf wasn’t growling. He wasn’t frightened of his pack or war but I got bigger fish to fry
like rogues and prophecy.
“You said you have been thinking a lot lately. What did you think?” He cleared his throat and sat up
straight in his chair.
“I was thinking this whole mess was created by Luna Celia and she was even sorry for what she said to
Luna Olivia, Mary told me once. So, I thought maybe we should give Luna a chance to make up for her
mistake.”
“What are you exactly suggesting?” I asked him as I started reading his mind and facial expression. He
is nervous with his own plan, how can he even suggest that to me.
“I was thinking of sending Luna there. She is a human, no pack member saw her with us when they
visited. And she will be sent there as a visitor who just came to visit the town and nothing else. She will
find Luna Olivia and talk to her. Since she is a human, no one will suspect anything.” I shifted in my
chair as my wolf got restless, measuring the risk of his plan.
He shifted in his own chair as he sensed my wolf didn’t like his idea of sending his mate to another
pack’s territory without any protection when the pack’s Alpha is threatening to call the war. I lost my
little bit of patience and stood up so fast that my chair fell on the floor with a thud.
“Have you lost your mind, sending your Luna to another pack’s territory when they’re threatening to call
the war. You don’t care for your Luna a bit. Everything was fake.” I slapped the table and sent
everything on the floor.
His face fell in obedience. I didn’t mean to use my Alpha dominance on him but I didn’t control my wolf
either. He took the signs and left. He knew staying here for longer won’t benefit when the matter is my
mate’s safety.
I am pissed. I am so pissed right now.
Bryan informed me Heaven has reached the office right now. I took a few moments before mindlinking
her. I am so thankful for the gift to mindlink my human mate. ‘Accept the offer, Heaven.’
‘You knew I will be offered this job again.’ I smirked because they were my orders to rehire every
person from the last five years.
I bought the company with the help of Ross. Ross didn’t care about the company and he didn’t want
anyone to step foot in this town as he wanted to hide a few things here in this town. Obviously illegal
weapons, drugs and other things. So, he decided to buy the company and wanted me to take care of
the company but I offered to make me a partner in the firm and let me handle the company while he
only enjoyed the profits. He agreed. I, Ethan and Ross are the only holders of this secret.
‘Yes. Now accept the offer.’
‘I can’t. You know even if I accept this, my parents won’t.’ It annoyed me. I was already pissed, my wolf
was on the edge of the turning and her excuses made me go mad. I lost control, I snapped.
‘Heaven, I made all the arrangements to make you stay here. You can’t even accept a job offer for me.
Oh Goddess, Heaven I don’t care how you convince your parents you’re staying here and that is final.’
I cut off the link when I realized it was my Heaven and I snapped at her. I didn’t want anything else to
happen that would make this worse so I tried avoiding her calls to me.
‘You fool! You shouted at my mate.’
‘She is also my mate.’
‘You made her sad.’ He was growling. ‘She had one thought of leaving me and I will rip you apart.’
‘You kill me, you die too.’ I chuckled at his comment but his next words made me stand up.
‘I better die without her beside me on the throne.’ He is right we can’t live without her. I can’t live
without her.
I told Bryan to check up on her. He informed me when they reached her apartment. But since then he
hasn’t mindlinked me again or replied to me. I am grewing nervous. My wolf was driving me crazy. He
was constantly reminding me what if she left us, what if rejects us.
I was pacing around my office when Bryan stormed in. He literally threw the door into the wall instead
of pushing it open. He was annoyed or angry.
“She is crying. My Luna is crying.” He whisper shouted at me standing in front of me.
My wolf snapped. He lost it all. I don’t know if it was because his mate was crying or because Bryan
shouted at him. He gripped Bryan’s neck and threw him at the wall.
“Why is she crying?” He is on the edge. I am about to shift. Bryan groaned in pain and stood up again. I
don’t care how my wolf is handling the situation because Heaven was crying.
“You made her cry. You made my Luna cry.” I was taken aback. My wolf growled at me. He wished to
kill me even if it meant death wish for himself. I took a step back and Bryan took a step front. “You
snapped at her, you left her in between to make a decision when she doesn’t even know why she
needs to stay. You want her to be the Luna to us, to our pack and will expect to fulfill her duties but
have you ever told her about her duties and your expectations, Alpha.”
My wolf and I both were ashamed of our mistake. We both expected her to be the best Luna when she
doesn’t even know what Luna means to a pack. We expected a human to be the best Luna, no wolf
had ever seen. We left her alone when she needed me because I was too indulged in my own pack
duties and ridiculous affairs.
‘We need to make everything right.’ I nodded. ‘But firstly put this skank in his position.’ Instead of
saying anything I just pushed my alpha dominance on him. His head fell in obedience but his back got
straight again and he spoke again.
“She needs you, brother. Don’t disappoint her, she is a great Luna already.” Damn, he used the same
bloodline, alpha blood in his veins to overcome my dominance. I need to complete the mating.
I asked him about Heaven’s job, if she is joining again but he said she has a plan. If it goes right, she
can stay or she will need to leave this town for forever. This plan is her last hope. I asked about her
plan but he said she didn’t say anything about it.
I tried calling Mary and Little to ask them about The Plan but they both also know nothing about her
plan. I wanted to use my Alpha dominance. But no, that’s not me. I ruled over this pack with an iron fist
but never with fear or arrogance.I want my pack to respect me, love me not fear me.
I decided to make everything right in the evening. I even brought her favourite lilies for her. But she
wasn’t in her room. Instead I can smell some other man in this house. I could hear her laughing and the
other man’s voices. I recognise this voice. He is the new CEO of DH Construction Company, Joshua.
What the hell is he doing here inside my mate’s apartment? Why the hell is my mate calling him Pinkie
Pony? And did he just dare to call my mate Starlet?
‘Where are you? You’re supposed to be in your room by now. And what the hell, why is the other man’s
smell here in your apartment?’ I snapped at her as I mindlinked her. I was losing it with another man, a
stranger in my mate’s house. She is laughing with him when she should have been to bed now or
atleast in her shower before we both slept together cuddling.
‘Heaven, answer me for goddess’ sake.’ I shouted as she refused to answer me.
‘Will be there soon. You can sleep or leave if you don’t want to wait.’ She spokes to me with arrogance
when she is laughing outside with another man. I get it she is angry with me and I am not here to mess
things up, I am here to make things better.
‘You can’t lose it right now. She is not alone with another man, they have her parents’ company.’
‘How can you be so calm? She was laughing with another man when she snapped at me just now.’
‘Because I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER.’ He is right. I calmed myself before replying to her.
‘Heaven, are you still upset with me? Please come to me, I want to make it up to you.’ I smirked as I
spoke in my sexist voice which can turn her on easily. I know I have my own effects on her body.
‘Stay inside, I will be there soon.’ She replied through the link. I know I made a step forward.
‘Okay’ I said like a good boyfriend. I don’t want to piss my lady anymore.
Even though I made some progress, I am still waiting for my Heaven in her room. I put the lilies in a
vase with some water as girls usually do with the flowers. I was trying to figure out my position for when
she comes while I waited. I can’t be naked when she comes. I am here to comfort and not have sex,
particularly.
I waited for a long time before she finally came to me but with a frowny face.