The Billionaire’s Unfulfilled Love

Hope Point Of View

Yuan’s whining woke me up early in the morning. It’s not because he’s doing miracles, but he’s dreaming.

“Uhmm.. Y-Yam? What are you doing here? I thought you were dead?” Yuan said in disbelief. His face was full of surprise.

I could only watch him in his sleep. But as I listen to what he says, I feel hurt. I feel like I’m being crushed little by little. Why so? At first I thought it was fine that my female rival was gone. Because he is no longer in the world. But it’s hard when you’re in that situation, you’re the one who’s next to you but someone else’s mouth is open and you’re looking for them.

I admit that I feel that Yuan loves me on the days we spend together. But, it’s hard to pretend to be happy. It’s just that it’s harder to be true when you’re hurting.

So sometimes it makes me think. Especially when it’s too much, that’s when you sit in a corner and ask yourself:

“Am I in the right relationship?” as if it’s hard to accept.

“Y-Yam, you’re so hard to forget. It’s like every time I sleep I dream of you. I know you’re not there. But why is that? You’re so hard to let go of.” he said. I just saw fresh tears falling from his left eye.

It was like cold water was poured on me there. I can’t seem to wait for the day when I forget to make myself happy. Yuan and I are happy, but I am not satisfied. I just want to experience what I want. I’m the only one who loves me.

I was sad to leave his side. I know he will wake up the next day too. But I also know that, when he wakes up, I’m not by his side.

That’s why I advise people who love. Love as long as it’s yours. Remember, people know how to get fed up when they know they are being ignored.

I know that Yuan and I have a long chance to be together. But how long will I wait for him to completely forget? How long will I put up with the nights he dreams of Hershey even though I’m by his side?

Repentance will take a long time. They don’t really know the value of something unless it is lost to them.

Falling in love is painful. But false hope hurts more. Especially if you think you have something to look forward to.

With every step of my foot. My eyes are constantly watering. Every time I secretly sob and cover my mouth. I feel various pains. I remembered the days and nights with him. Days and nights of great fun. However, the love we try to make pure can also end in the end. Who will not be hurt? If he still loves the past? Who wouldn’t cry if every joy comes with pain and suffering from what we thought was pure joy. You will also experience great sadness and tears. How painful is it to hope that you are the one who loves you? Then when it comes to the point where you love him, then he will make you feel that… he loves you just because you are there.

“I’m sorry if it’s only here. I’m sorry if I can’t be with you until the end. I’m sorry if I give up and suddenly leave you without saying goodbye. I hope you understand that I’m hurting because you love her more than you loves me.” I said sadly while crying. I left a letter on the table.

I quickly packed my things and put them in the suitcase. I immediately texted Luigi to pick me up opposite Everlasting Park. I just let Old Aurelius get my car. After it took me to Everlasting Park.

“Why? Why are you carrying so much? I thought we were just going to wander around so you were texting? What happened?” Luigi asked one after the other. His handsome face seemed confused and restless.

“I just want to go far. It’s tiring. I’m suffocating, best.” I said smiling but deep inside the pain was already painful.

“Huh? What nonsense is that, Hope? Didn’t you want to marry him? Why? Did you fight? Did you want me to spank you? Did you cheat? Did you get hurt? Did you get laid?” Luigi asked one after the other with concern. I cried even more because my best friend was so concerned about me. Maybe, if we weren’t friends, I might have fallen for him. Anyone can really fall for a Luigi Sanchez e. Very smart, very handsome, very beautiful body, smart, hardworking, talented, boyfriend material and above all. Good boy! I just don’t understand why, it still doesn’t work? Since then, he hasn’t been courting anyone or anything. He’s all about work and getting rich.

His network is already very big. He is another one of the Top 15 Young Handsome Wealthy Bachelor. The type you will love not only because he is rich but because he is very Hot Fafa!

That’s why we’re just friends. I vaguely fall for a friend. Also, I don’t want to ruin our friendship once we are in a relationship. I’m sure there will be many changes. Not only the one we joined but everyone. And what if we are one of those who don’t work? I’m also sure that it’s a waste that we choose something that shouldn’t be. Luigi deserves it, but not for me. Because if we were meant for each other, then. No, I met Yuan later but I still loved him like this. I kind of gave everything I had. Even though I knew that he had a child and was married before.. I was the one who messed up and interfered in his life but I didn’t think that I would be hurt more because of my rash decision and choice.

“W-What? Why are you crying?” Luigi asked confused. He immediately noticed if I had bruises or scars. But he saw nothing. I just laughed at his reactions.

“I’m fine. I’m just hurt, because every time we’re together. He remembers his ex. The girl he first loved before me. Even when he sleeps, he dreams about it.” when I tell the story. Luigi was silent at what he heard. He thought deeply and looked away.

“If only you loved me.” he said in a whispering voice. I only heard you because his voice was so weak.

“What did you say, best?” I will ask. He shook his head then nodded.

“No, why is he the one you prefer? There are so many others.” he said while taking a breath.

“I didn’t like him because I liked him on purpose. You know that? Your love at first sight and first heartbeat? It’s like when you meet a person, you already like them.” I said seriously. He just shook his head at what I said.

“Enough, Hope.. Because of your rashness, you will suffer. Everything is carefully thought out and planned.” Luigi preached.

“Yes, I don’t know. When it comes to love, I’m stupid. Instead of thinking straight, I just fall in love. I’m still dumb now.” I said in a sad voice.