CHAPTER 37: THERE WAS BLOOD
CHAPTER 37: THERE WAS BLOOD
LILY’S POV:
18+ ALERT AHEAD!!
I spat on his face and his eyes closed in reflex. He paused and brought his hand to his face, he cleaned my saliva from his nose and in between his brows then he looked at me with a mischievous look on his face, I gasped in shock as he put my spit into his mouth, licking his fingers.
“Yo-you’re a psychopath”, I whispered in realization. Nikolai wasn’t human, he was a bloody monster!
He laughed freakishly at my expression and his eyes became hollow, before I could think about what just happened, Nikolai shifted from where he was sitting and grabbed my neck, slamming his lips to mine, kissing me like he was trying to punish me for something. I struggled in his grip but he didn’t let go, he took off his seatbelt and mine, bringing me closer to him.
He bit my lips causing a moan to escape from my stomach. It was as if my moan fueled his desire the more, his hand found its way under my polo shirt and to my left boob, he massage it in my bra aggressively.
Maybe I was stupid, I don’t know but I kissed him back, trying to match his velocity. He groaned as I sucked his tongue, I was touching him all over.
“Mmm Nik… Nikolai”, I moaned out his name as he found his way to my bare boobs, how he unhooked the bra was still a mystery to me. He groaned in pleasure as I called his name.
His fingers were playing and pinching my nipples, making them hard. He fit my left boob in his palm and pressed it, giving me more pleasure.
‘Was I bewitched?’, Maybe I was, because what other logical explanation could there be that I was here, kissing Nikolai, letting him fondle with my boobs, making me wet and giving me things Troy never gave me.
I had completely forgotten what brought us here, how I just discovered he was responsible for my dad having a hard time, how it’s his fault I was separated from my Papa and what kind of sick person he was. Maybe I was sick too, I should be yelling at Nikolai, cursing him and his next generation, I should be furious at him and find a way to run from him, but I couldn’t… it was as if I was trapped with him or I want to believe I was trapped with him.
We were still involved in an intense kiss when Nikolai groaned in pain as I touched down his torso, he immediately detached from the kiss.
“Are you okay?”, I asked in pure concern, I was scared I might have hurt him during the kiss. He closed his eyes and sat back properly, he held his abdomen and breathe in and out.
“Nikolai, did I–“.
“It’s fine, it’s fine”, He cut me off.
“You don’t sound fine… let me see”, I said and tried to take a look at why he was holding the side of his abdomen, groaning like he was trying to suppress something, Nikolai held my hand back and I struggled with him.
Finally I was able to shift his hand and suit jacket one side and I was greeted with the sight of blood, his white shirt was bright red.
“JESUS CHRIST NIKOLAI!!”, I exclaimed, covering my mouth with both palms and looking at the bleeding spot. He sighed and covered the suit back, preventing me from seeing such a sight.
“It is not a big deal–” He tried saying.
“Not a big deal?!! You are practically bleeding, you might die!”, I scolded. How can he not value his life? Does he feel like dying?!
“This won’t do, let’s go to the hospital now–“.
“Lily–“,
“We can go see my dad after you’re treated”, I said as my thoughts were all over the place.
“Listen Lily–“.
“WHAT? DO YOU WANT TO DIE?!!”, I shouted at him and he just looked at me and I sighed. I don’t even know what came over me, I just don’t like seeing blood.
“I can’t go to the hospital”, He explained softly.
“Why not? You could bleed to death”, I said to him as tear was coming down my eyes.
“I know, I know… we would go back to the mansion and have Lev call Nate, okay?”, He reassured me and I nodded.
“But can you drive back”, I asked him.
“Yes Lily, I haven’t died yet”, He joked but I just frowned.
Now I understand why Lev wouldn’t let him drive here, why he mentioned something about an injury, why Nikolai groaned in pain when I hugged him.
‘But why did he endure it just to drive me all this way to see my dad?’, I wondered.
I felt guilty, why and how did he get hurt?
***
We got back to the mansion and less than 10 minutes after calling Nate, he was already here.
Nikolai was in his room and getting treated by Nate, I went back to my room to rest.
‘Looks like I won’t be seeing Papa today’, I said to myself.
Immediately I sat down on the bed, Irina bashed into my room, looking furious.
“Don’t you know how to knock?”, I asked her.
“Shut your vile mouth!”, She snapped at me, I just sighed and shook my head. I wasn’t in the mood for all her drama and tantrums.
“What are you doing in my room Irina?”, I asked Irina patiently.
“What did you do to Nikolai? Because when he left here with you, he was perfectly fine! How come he came back with so much blood on his shirt and a wound?!”, She yelled. I can understand she was worried about Nikolai and so was I, but I would not take it if she is trying to blame me for what happened to Nikolai.
“Are you trying to blame me?”, I asked her, standing up and looking at her red face.
“Who then should I blame? Huh?!”, She asked, opening her eyes wide. I scoffed and looked at her pitifully.
“Leave my room Irina, I don’t have the time and strength for your nonsense” I said to her and she smiled in surprise.
“So you have gotten so bold huh? Are you forgetting your spot in this mansion?!”, She said.
I smiled faintly, I was so tired and all I wanted to do was to rest. It was my birthday today but I wasn’t feeling it.
“You are nothing but a hostage, purchased for its commodity”, She said and smiled wickedly.
I frowned, how did she know I was sold and bought? Did Nikolai tell her?
But I wasn’t going to let her insult me free of charge and think she has one up against me.
“And do you know your usefulness to Nikolai?… None! He just calls you when he needs some cheap girl to fuck and you come running anytime he calls you! He gets super mean and tries to kill you but you don’t mind, as far as you can keep the little thought in your head that maybe, just maybe he would look at you differently. Not as one of his numerous whore, but his girlfriend…”, I said and Irina snapped.
“HOW FUCKING DARE YOU?!”, She said and tried to hit me across the face, I held her hand and looked her right in the eyes. Even though she was taller than me, I didn’t see that as a problem.
“The only difference between you and those prostitutes Nikolai fucks is that they do it for the money, whereas you… you do it for free!”, I concluded, pushing her hand away, she rubbed the sore area and stared at me in shock.
“NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!!”, I commanded and she just frowned and left. I sighed, I was tired.
Nikolai still wasn’t done with treatment and he was refusing to go to the hospital for better treatment.
I could only hope that he was okay and not in too much danger. Was he involved in some type of combat resulting to the wound? Or was it an accident? It’s no wonder he was away for days and how pale he was when he came back.
“What dangerous stuff has he gotten himself into?”, I thought aloud.
‘Shit! Why am I even worrying about him! He has also caused many people to suffer and loose their lives, He deserves it… right?’.
Irina has already drained the little strength left in me, I jumped on the bed and off, I was in sleepville.