Surrender Your Sensations

My chest was heaving deep breaths as I felt how my body burns with anticipation and need.

I placed my hand on top of his and he pulled me to stand up. There was a small distance between our bodies. I forced myself to disregard the embarrassing feeling of standing in front of Rupert without a single covering but the nipple tapes on my breasts.

He kissed the back of my hand before grinning at me.

“I like this distance,” I pointed out to the very close proximity where our toes were touching. From this distance, I could see his lips and his eyes. I like it.

“Hmnn … Really? I like it too. I could perfectly see how beautiful your naked body is.” He intertwined our hands and then gave me that menacing and lustful gaze, totally overruling my remaining control.

I gave in.

Rupert took me to his room. Blue and silver colors also dominated his big room. There was a study table on the right most corner where a desktop computer was placed, a big closet, a door which I assumed to be for the bathroom, and a big bed in the middle. There are three guitars hanging on the wall. Another desk was located in the left most corner where there was a vintage wooden phonograph and a cassette player. There were stacked cassette tapes as well. He also got a mini-fridge, a gaming chair, a bench and a shelf containing books.

Woah. His room was really nice.

I gasped when I heard the bedroom door close. Then, I felt Rupert’s presence behind me.

“You’re really a musician,” I said before closing my eyes when I felt his hands combing my long hair. “What are you doing?”

“Braiding your hair,” he whispered against my ear before I felt him pressing his bulge to my behind.

After a while, he was able to braid my hair. There were a few escaped strands, nevertheless, I was impressed by how he braided my hair. I didn’t know he would be good at this.

“It looks like braiding a woman’s hair was an expertise of yours,” I pointed out before I leaned my back on his bare chest. I almost moaned when he kissed the crook of my neck.

“Let’s just say I did it a couple of times.”

“You did it for a couple of girls?”

He chuckled before I felt him kissing my nape. “Ready to get fucked and wasted?”

“Bring it on, bad rockstar.”

“Hmnn… Bad rockstar? I like that,” Rupert said before he raised a fabric in front of me. This is the handkerchief he took from his pants earlier.

“W-What are you doing?” I was about to remove the cloth in front of my eyes when Rupert stopped me with a kiss on the shoulder.

“Just trust me, Meredith. I will make you enjoy this ten times fold.” Then he handed me the folded handkerchief.

He let me caress the fabric before he took it from me again.

Darkness completely enveloped my vision when Rupert placed his handkerchief to my eyes, blindfolding me. My other senses automatically heightened because of the absence of my sight.

The hairs on my nape stood up when I felt a hand on my behind, tracing the line in between my butt cheeks, down until it reached my throbbing and wet core in between my inner thighs.

My knees softened because of the tickle brought by Rupert’s hand that began to move up and down my slit accompanied by him sucking my back. I arched my back because of the mixture of savor and tickle. I almost fell if it’s not because of Rupert’s other arm that was wrapped around my waist, helping me sustain my balance.

“Ahhhh… R-Rupert! It’s delicious!”

Because I was blindfolded, I felt an increased level of pleasure. My sense of touch was on another level and the feeling of his lips and hand on my burning body was more intense. Maybe because I couldn’t see it… and my imagination was the one giving me the erotic images on how Rupert was pleasuring me right now.

I grabbed his hand in the middle of my thighs and I guided his finger to trace my slit and then I slowly entered it inside my wet core. One of my hands reached behind me until I reached his hair. I took a fist of his hair and pulled his face. I turned my face to the side and that’s when Rupert claimed my lips, giving me a scorching hot french kiss.

“So wet, Meredith. You’re so wet and ready. Hmnnn… Do you feel that? I put three fingers inside you, Meredith.” I felt his other arm pull my waist closer and he started rubbing his manhood on my behind. “Do you like it? I’m fucking you with three fingers.”

That’s why my femininity was so full. Ah! My legs weakened because of how he was pleasuring me. Because I could not see, the sensations would just be based on what I was going to hear or feel.

“Oh gosh, Rupert! Faster! Please do it faster! Make it deeper!”

He pumped his fingers faster and in no time I reached another release.

“Gosh, it’s delicious! It’s really delicious!”

I was about to remove my blindfold but Rupert held both of my wrists. He brought both my hands behind my back ‘then I felt him push me forward. My steps were careful and solely dependent on Rupert’s direction.

“Go ahead, Meredith. Take another step.”

Something hit my knee after my last step. I stopped and then I felt Rupert let go of my wrists only to say, “Raise your hands.”

I was heaving deep breaths as I felt Rupert’s presence behind me. The warmth coming from him was adding to the heat that I was feeling. I obeyed his command.

“Turn around.” Then, I felt his hands on the sides of my waist, guiding me to turn my body.

When my body rotated, I next felt a sudden push. “Ay!” I lost my balance and thought I was going to fall to the floor but I sat on something soft. That’s when I realized the bed was behind me.

“Why do I have to be blindfolded? Rupert, I want to-”

“This is what you call sensual play, Meredith. Your sense of touch and feel are being heightened with the absence of your eyesight. Sex and pleasure will be so much better when you can’t see it.”

Next, I felt him approach me. The heat coming from his body was enough to tell me he’s standing in front of me- Was he standing?

“Sensual play?”

“Oh yeah. Sex is so much beautiful if you feel it. Just feel it.” Then, I felt my body being pushed, until my back was lying on the soft mattress of the bed. “Surrender your sensations, Meredith.”

I was completely overwhelmed by the libido and intense heat when I felt Rupert’s soft and moist lips on my stomach. He kissed me there again and again. His lips were so close to my femininity.

“Stop teasing me, Rupert- Ohhhh!” He sucked my clitoris without any warning and my back arched because of so much pleasure. He ate and lapped me and again, my juices seemed endless. I was wet again.

The sensation climbed from the sensitive flesh in between my thighs up to my breasts. His wet lips traced kisses to my torso until I felt both of my nipples being released from the tapes. My back was being pushed to the mattress of the bed at the same time Rupert pinched and pulled my nipples. It stings, but after a while it drives me insane.

“Shit! Ohhh. Rupert! Suck them! Suck them please!”

He did not disappoint me. The next thing I felt was Rupert was now above me, wrapping my right nipple with his wet and hot mouth.

I let out a sigh when he started sucking on my right breast and then while violently massaging the other.

“Rupert! Rupert! Ahhhh… E-Enough. This is too much. P-Please- Ohhhh!”

I was about to remove my blindfold because I wanted to see him but his hand was so fast and held both of my wrists again. He raised them above my head while he sucked my breasts alternately like a hungry baby.

“Fuck. You’re really tasty and sweet, Meredith. Argh. Fuck. You don’t know how beautiful you are.” He kissed me on the lips before I felt him rubbing something in my core, it was his hard cock. “Your breasts are red, your lips are swollen and you’re so wet for me. Do you know how much you’re driving me crazy right now?”

“R-Rupert please. Uhmnnn… I want to see you.”

“No, sweetie. I want you to feel me.” He let go of my wrist but my arms lost their strength. It just stayed over my head.

“Oh gosh!” I felt his hands on both my heels.

The next thing I knew, my feet were being raised. A loud growl came out of my mouth as my behind was lifted from the mattress because my legs were placed on top of something hard and steady. When I felt Rupert’s hair, I immediately realized my awkward yet erotic position right now.

My hands were above my head as my legs hung over his shoulders.

“Rupert.”

“Surrender your sensations, Meredith.”

That’s when he penetrated my virgin core. I gasped and my legs tensed because of the pain that ripped through me. I almost screamed in pain but I stopped myself and just bit my bottom lip.

“So tight. Fuck. Meredith, you’re heaven”

“P-Painful,” I whispered, feeling how he was ripping me.

Shit. How huge was he, anyway?

“Hey, sweetie. Are you alright?” I heard the hesitation in Rupert’s voice. He even stopped penetrating me. I could feel the huge head of his shaft on the entrance of my core, stuck.

“Go on. The pain will go away soon. Don’t stop.”

He said I should feel him, then it includes feeling the pain because he’s so huge for my virgin cave.

“Fuck. No. I think we should stop.”

I immediately removed my blindfold because of what he said. I was stunned for a few seconds when I saw our position. Yes, my feet were on his shoulders and his face was in the middle of my legs. He was looking down on me, with a flustered face and his jaw clenched as if stopping himself from forcing himself into me.

“What did you say?” I reached for both his arms and then pulled him closer to me to see his face.

My feet fell off his shoulder because of that pull. He was able to catch them though and hooked my legs on his fine arms. Now, my legs were spread wide, his face was close enough for me to see his expression and half of his length was still inside me.

I looked at him confused.

“I think you’ll be hurt big time. We should stop this.” I felt him really removing it

I was quick to stop him. I held him closer.

I grinned before kissing him on his lips. I wrapped my legs on his shoulders and pulled his torso closer and so I felt his shaft going deeper inside me.

Our kiss lingered as pain ripped me.

He was halfway through when he ended the kiss and looked at me with so much concern. Because it really hurts, I could not hide it from the expression on my face. It’s like I was being divided in half.

“Are you sure? I really think we should stop.”

“When I told myself it’s better to stop, that’s when I know I should go,” I said, putting him into halt before he said, “Damn. You’re really sexy, sweetie.”

I closed my eyes when he suddenly thrust inside me. I felt something was really ripped inside and when he was completely buried deep inside, I let myself scream because of pain.

“Fuck. So tight and warm.”

He moved slowly. In and out. Deep then deeper.

“Ah, Rupert. Oh. Y-Yes, make it deeper.”

The pain subsided and I found myself writhing in pleasure under him as he pumped in and out, with so much aggressiveness and need.

The tension built up and then I released it when he continuously hit that delicious spot again.

“I am coming. Argh. The friction against our skins is driving me insane!” It didn’t last long when he pulled himself out from me and then released his essence to my stomach.

My mouth hangs open due to the abundant sticky and thick white liquid on my stomach.

He laughed at my reaction before saying, “I’ll clean you up. Don’t worry.”

And true to his words he really did clean me. He wiped off his cum on my stomach and then he cleaned my core even though I told him I could do it on my own.

Then, we laid on the bed. My core was hurting and I was so tired. Rupert, on the other hand, was like a child beside me. He was hugging my waist and then his head was leaning on my chest. We were both naked under the sheets but I couldn’t push him away. I like the warmth coming from his naked body. I was combing his disheveled hair with my hand.

We cuddled with each other for a while and I found this very intimate. I didn’t expect to have something like this on a one-night-stand.

“After this, I won’t remember you,” I suddenly said before smiling bitterly.

Rupert broke away from our embrace and then fixed her position on the bed. He aligned his face with mine and then raised his elbow to lift his body sideways. He looked at me in the eyes, confused.

“Why is that?”

“Just because.”

Gradually, his grin etched on his lips before shaking his head. He leaned his face closer to mine and then bit and tugged at his lip piercing. Why was he so sexy when he did that?

“I have a gig this coming Friday. Can I invite you?”

I rolled my eyes at him. Didn’t he understand what I said before? I said tonight was just going to be a one-time-big-time thing.

But then, he’s really asking me now to see him again. Just look at this man’s confidence.

I also leaned over and then reached for his cheek. My hand made its way to his lips, specifically to his lip piercing. I touched the cold metal while looking straight to his brown eyes. He got a boyish grin on his face and he even kissed each of the tips of my fingers.

I inhaled his natural manly scent while touching every part of his face, as if trying to memorize him.

Why do I suddenly fear forgetting him?

“Myself told me not to go,” I replied to him which made him sigh even more.

“That’s why you will go,” he said surely and I chuckled.

“Woah. You get my life’s principle right away, Rockstar.”

He was momentarily stunned. His eyes suddenly lost their expression like his mind went somewhere far away.

“Rupert?”

He blinked a few times before our gazes met again. He showed me his boyish grin again but the emotions in his eyes didn’t match it. I could see sadness… and pain.

“Hmn? Sorry. It’s been awhile since the last time someone called me a rockstar .”

I could hear the restraint in his voice.

“What do you mean?”

“Well, I was gone for almost a year in my band.”

I nodded before smiling at him. “But you’re now back. You’re still a rockstar, aren’t you?”

“I am a rockstar.”

“Well hello there. I am a survivor.”