The Cold room of thoughts
Lily’s POV
I watched as Martin drove off leaving me by the road side. To say I was surprised by everything that just took place would be an understatement.
The way he looked at me and acted around me was very different and unusual or perhaps I was just overthinking everything at the moment.
But I can swear that I saw a look of admiration and love in his eyes or perhaps he had been thinking of someone else while he was with me. That should be it, I’m sure of it because Martin had always avoided me and nerve sort to approach me for any reason.
I had concluded a long time ago that he hated me. So this sudden behavior was really shocking , perhaps now that I’m married to his best friend, he’s just trying to be civil with me.
I continued walking for a while enjoying the warm breeze on my skin until my feet began hurting and so I stopped walking. I stood by the road to hail a taxi.
I stood there for a while wondering if all the taxis had agreed to not pick me up or they were on a strike. I brought out my phone from my bag with the intention of booking a ride on Uber. I was already tired of standing here by the road.
I shuffled through my bag in search of my phone before a black SUV stopped in front of me and two bulky men dressed in all black, jumped down.
They stormed towards me with fury in their eyes and I attempted to flee when rough and strong hands gripped my hands, dragging me in to the car.
“Let me go!!!”. I screamed on top of my lungs, my eyes searching around for anyone who could help me but it appeared that we were alone because everyone acted as though they couldn’t see me or I was an actress in a movie and this was just a scene where I would be kidnapped.
I continued screaming and thrashing around but it was useless as they held me firmly and dragged me like I weighed lesser than a feather into the car.
I was flung into the back seat of the car where I was met with a familiar face.
I stared in shock at the sinister grin that was on Chase’s face. I was a bit relieved and scared at the same time.
I was relieved that I wasn’t kidnapped by a Total stranger with the possibility of being killed or worse raped. At the same time I was scared of my captor. Although he wasn’t a stranger he was sure capable of executing both.
I had been ignoring the Calls from my father and the rest of my family and so I wasn’t aware that Chase had been out of the hospital.
He looked more alive that he was in the hospital and secretly I wished it wasn’t so.
The car started moving and i panicked trying to decipher where we were headed, the hateful glare Chase directed to me did not do to ease my nerves, in fact it skyrocketed.
“You thought you could hid forever, hmm?” Chase said to me chuckling deeply and his hands scratching his rough Chin.
It seemed he hadn’t shaved in forever, his eyes were darker than ever and his hair longer. He looked really scary if you were to ask to me.
I sat silent, with my body shaking uncontrollably, tears streaming down my eyes and my hands twisted on my thighs.
“It seems someone has forgotten her manners so soon. When I speak to you, open your dirty mouth and respond back to me. Are we clear?”. He held my chin roughly and I screamed, nodding my head profusely as more hot tears streamed down my eyes, going into my mouth. The salty taste was home.
He chuckled darkly at my trembling state and I felt the car come to a stop. The door was pulled open and Chase got down first before pulling me out and dragging me like a rag doll into my father’s house.
I was thrown into the house and I fell on my face due to the force. I felt Chase’s hand on my hair, roughly pulling me up and i screamed from the pain.
“Little Lilly is here”. Chase said in a sing song voice. My eyes moved around the familiar room and it looked and felt so dark and gloomy.
My eyes finally rested on my father’s figure that sat on of the cushions.
“Daddy!!”. I managed to struggle out of Chase’s tight grip and sprinted towards me father. I had never been so happy to see him as I was now.
I jumped on him but before I could wrap my arms around him, a forced had pushed me flying across the room. “Get away from me”. Came my father’s voice as he flung me away.
I was sure that my intertwined twin in another universe must have felt the pain that came from the cracking of my ribs and other bones.
“I had always treated you with love, despite the circumstances through which you came to me but this is how you repay me now?”. He took slow steps towards me. His face morphing from sorrow to anger and I gulped in fear, hugging myself as I scurried to hide behind a table.
The attempt was futile as I was roughly pulled out and I came face to face with my furious father.
“I’m so sorry dad, I wasn’t aware that Alex did that to Chase. Please believe me.” I cried and wailed profusely like a he goat who was denied food.
“Shut up. I should have gotten rid of you when I had chance but not to worry. I’ll make sure you pay me back, however I please if I may add, everything I’ve done for you and your pathetic mother. That is a promise Princess.” He said mockingly with a grin on his face before He dropped me to the ground and stormed out of the door.
I laid on the ground in shock at what I heard from my father. What the hell was going on?. Was this really all about what Alex did to Chase or was there more?.
Why doesn’t he believe me? And why is he not taking it out on Alex but me?.
I guess maybe I was the easier target.
What circumstances brought me to him?
I don’t really understand this at all
When did he really want to get rid of me and why?
Did he not love me?.
Why did he speak about my mum, his own late wife that way?. Did he not love her?, was their marriage not what it seemed like?.
what the hell was going on?
I had so many questions and I need the answers to them quickly before I loose my mind. My dilemma was interrupted by Chase’s dark chuckle.
“Now, I have you all to myself”. He said with a disgusting grin on his face. He moved towards me and picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder.
I thrashed and kicked but to no avail as he casually walked up the stairs into my old room and thew me on the bed.
I bounced from the force and that resulted in another annoying chuckle from Chase.
“Bounce those tits for me babe”. He laughed as he looked at me like a lion watching it’s prey.
My heart thumped loudly in my chest at the prospect of what was to happen and I cringed at his words and he moved closer to the bed, unbuckling his belt. He got to the bed and undressed me completely, leaving me bare before his eyes.
I continued struggling but I was no match for the great Chase. My struggle seemed to amuse him as he continued laughing while watching me.
I was done letting Chase have me against my will, and I promise that this time I wouldn’t go down without a fight.
I tried to make a run for the door but he grabbed me before I could even make it there and then He slammed me down on the bed with all the strength he could muster.
“I know how much you missed me and I won’t deny you the pleasure of having me”. He simply ignored my earlier failed escape and lined himself at my opening.
He rubbed his dirty penis on my vagina, an attempt to get me ready for him. If it were anyone else, even a mad man, that had performed that act, I would have a pool between my legs by now.
After doing that for while with no result, he gruffed and flipped me around, shoving his penis into my very dry vagina. Even the Sahara desert was an ocean compared to me now.
I screamed out in pain but my voice was muffled by a pillow underneath me.
“You whore, you spread your filthy legs for Alex right?, that’s why he came for me, hmm?”. He thrusted more harshly as he spoke.
A disgusting moan slipped out of his mouth as I struggled with him, trying to fight him off but it appeared he enjoyed it more.
“You told him right?, you told him how much you love my dick and he got jealous hmm?”. He continued spitting rubbish and I never for once stopped fighting him.
A stinging pain on my ass, released another piercing scream from my mouth.
“If only you were good, I would have been gentler, just the way you liked it”. Chase had spanked me again, releasing another scream.
“Fuck you, asshole!!!”. I screamed out through pain. I was in so much pain at this point and it seems my struggle worsened it and I opted to just lay still, that way it would end sooner and be less painful.
I decided to do just that.
” I know you’ll always remain my good girl”. He patted my head softly as I had stopped struggling with him.
The room was silent for a while, aside from the disgusting grunts that came from Chase. Soon enough, but just a little longer than I had wanted, he climbed off me.
I breathed a sigh of relief at the absence of his weight and irritating skin against mine.
“You’re just a dirty whore and nothing more so don’t ever think that because you spread your legs for Alex, he suddenly feels something for you. That would be your deceiving yourself “. I quickly looked around for a sheet to cover my naked body as fresh tears streamed down my eyes at his words.
“I am your brother and I wouldn’t deceive you or lie to you. I would always tell you the truth. And the truth now is that You would never be anything to Alex so get it straight into your dumb skull. You’ll only ever warm his bed whenever he wants.” He chuckled dryly seeing the impact of his words on me.
So now he knew he was my brother. He did not realize that when he was balls deep inside me. He was so disgusting and I want to puke in his eye balls.
He stayed silent for while watching me, as if contemplating if he should say something but decided against it as he walked out of the door, leaving me in the cold room of my thoughts.