Secret Doors

Portia’s P. O. V:

After Levi and I pay respect to mom we both decided to go home. He was silent and went straight to his car. That’s strange, he didn’t even talk to me. He starts his engine as soon as he enters his car. Did I do something wrong? I knock on his car window and he just looks at me. “Levi, what’s wrong?” I am confused and I needed an answer but he is hard to pursue.

“Levi please.” I tried to stop him from driving but he drives off so I quickly ride my car and follows him. It’s hard for me to follow him as he is driving a sports car and I have a regular type of car. I called him and almost beat the red light. I didn’t mind the ways we are taking. I just realize that his pursuing a road to my house. What does this guy is planning again? I’m afraid I did something wrong.

Our circus is way different from Sherlock and I type of game. If I gave up Sherlock to win back myself to Levi I will fight and lose myself. I am willing to cross the line if it’s for him. Even everyone might think this is crazy but with Levi, I am sure of what’s next even though we don’t know what comes tomorrow. Tears fell from my eyes as soon as I stop at my house he was about to drive off again like he just escorts me to my house.

But I get out of my car and block myself so he won’t drive away. He stops and I get near in front of his car and slam my hands at the front of his car. I cried. “What’s wrong? Tell me.” I mumbled in the middle of my sobs. “He gets out of his car. “Stop getting on my way, Portia.” He whispered cold and cuts deeper into my heart. “Why would you pay respect to mom and then hurt me like this?” I faced him and smacked his chest he’s been acting so weird lately.

“Then why would you let another guy kiss you? Where is your respect?” He throw a question like he didn’t want to stay. I was startled but I’m willing to explain until my tongue twisted in numbness. “He is my ex.” My mouth tells the truth. “Do you know how unrespectful it is that you let a guy kiss you behind my back?” He mumbled and he hugs me. “How I hate that guy for kissing you because I wasn’t looking.” He continues. I cried on his chest as I feel like I am a bad, bad girl.

“I wanted to slit cut his throat for trying to mark my land.” He said and carried me like a sock of rice bag to my house. What’s happening? I am so clouded I didn’t mind what was happening. “I wanted to erase his stains on you every time he’s hand shaking with you,” Levi said as we enters the house. “His eyes that add up insult to your past injuries. I wanted to shut it down. But most and for all, I blame myself for not marking you mine.”

The next thing I knew I am laying on my bed and he is on top of me. His eyes are only looking at mine and he never turned away. His lips catches mine and I was vulnerable to fight. His rough kisses were my punishment for not behaving well. But those kisses erased all the toxic environment I got through all these weeks. He then carried me and sit me on his lap. We kissed again but it was soft like it was taking me to cloud nine.

“I’ll teach him how to take care of you.” He whispered and it’s so dominant and the only way to escape on his thumb is to obey. This is our obsession from the very start. This might be strange but obeying his rules are my possession. He intoxicated me and this love made me crazy. He lifted me and bring me to the bathroom. He opens the shower and we both catch air as we stop kissing.

Here we are in the bathroom and only God knows where he would take me from here. No matter what he says and do, I only think of bad habits with him. We are again losing our religion I become his vixen and his voice is the only thing in my head. And he is the only one I wanted to listen to. The way we love and touch is unique and different from others but this is what makes us united.

Levi is the man who completes me as a woman. I am on the next level with him. He makes me do things that I usually don’t. If I lose the battle with Sherlock. I will wear my crown for winning every battle for Levi. But with Levi, I will fall from grace because he is the only one I will beg on my knees. He’s my pride and I become one with him. “I love you,” I whispered as we both hit the gates of heaven.

Levi laughs and it feels soothing. “Tell me that when you are not blinded by pleasure.” He said and to that my body surrendered to him. “Let’s get clean for real now.” He said and we both share the relaxing feeling of the water in the tub we fill in with secrets. “Stop making me jealous you brat.” He said and kisses my forehead. He then lifted me up and made me sit at the sink. “Let me fill the tub with clean water.” He smirked at me and winked.

I laughed as I realized what he means. After he filled the tub with water I throw some bath bombs and we played with bubbles. The shower feels relaxing. After he put a robe on me he carries me out and we both dry our hair. He wears the clothes that he left here. “I’ll cook.” He said and got out of the room. I was left alone and I lay on my bed. Thoughts of earlier made me blush and bit my lip.

I hide my face under the pillow. I feel shy all of a sudden. How can I be so wild around him? I get up from my bed and fix myself. I wore a big shirt and satin shorts underneath. I go down straight to the kitchen Levi is busy cooking so I didn’t disturb him. His sexy back is so tempting but I’ll behave in the living room. I opened the television to find some movies to watch later.

Levi then surprised me by kissing the top of my head. “I make some tea so you can relax for a little. I’m still in the middle of cooking.” He offers me a teacup and back hugs me. This is the most romantic feeling ever. These small times with him, just the two of us in our own little world. “Thank you.” I thanked him and get the teacup from his hand. He kisses the top of my head again. “I’ll just check the pork if it’s already okay.” He excused himself. How caring he is?

I busy myself finding movies as I let Levi do his cooking. I wish we can continue like this for a longer time. Where we don’t think of work and we don’t have to worry about time. After a few more minutes Levi then comes to the living room again and kisses me. “The dinner will be ready after fifteen minutes.” He said and put little kisses on his neck. “You smell so nice.” He compliments me which made me blush.

“Hey, you are making me shy huh?” I gave him a peck on the lips. He frowns and messes with my hair. “It’s true. What are you watching?” He asked me and put his attention on the television. “Just random. I’m looking for a movie that we can watch after eating.” I told him. “Hmm? Let’s watch some horror movies.” He suggested. “You sure?” I asked and he gave me a death glare. “Of course, I’m not a coward to creep out with just a movie.” He said and gave me a peck and go straight to the kitchen.

“I’ll just ready our dinner. Find one movie.” He said. How do I love this attitude of him? I focused on finding movies to watch. I prepared three sets so he can choose what. It’s Friday today I hope he will have the whole Saturday to spend with me. Maybe I’ll ask him later if he’s gonna stay here for tomorrow so I can wash his clothes or buy some for him.

After ten more minutes, he called me for dinner. “Portia, dinner is ready.” He half shouted so I can hear him. Suddenly I picture us having a family and calling us for dinner. It made me shy and blush in excitement. “Coming,” I answered and close the television before I go straight to the dining area.