Scarred Alphas

Chapter 32

Garret stares at me as if I was

something to examine.

“Is that even an option?” I ask

Garret.

“Na. He will never let you go so you need to be ready for anything he throws at you. Listen, you want to be on his good side? Just make him happy.” He says. “Don’t argue and do everything he tells you to do.”

“Make him happy…why?” I

ask him

“Because…it will help you

survive him.”

“But…why should I start

now? I ask.

“Huh?” He is obviously

confused because I am not

talking to him. I am talking

to myself now.

“Why should I now start living to make someone else happy when all I have done all these years is rebel against

my own oppressors

damming the consequences? Why change now? I have

only changed one horrible pack for another…”

Garret seems stunned at my

words.

I give Garret a peace sign with my fingers. “Thanks for the advice,” I say and walk away leaving him still

confused.

I wanted to go for a run tonight with Colt but how am I supposed to when

Serge won’t leave my side?

I look around for Colt but I

don’t see him anywhere. Not that I was going to talk to him. I don’t want to bring

attention to us like that.

I notice that people look at me, tempted to approach me

but I don’t want to make

conversations. I am not good at doing that.

I turn around and scurry back to the house, making my way up the stairs and into my room where I close my door. I take in a deep breath feeling relieved that I

am alone.

I immediately take my clothes off and put on

pajamas, making myself

comfortable and then I turn

on the TV. As the night keeps

going, I am hoping the

whole time that Warrick

won’t have someone come

get me but soon the noise of the festival outside quiets

down, and then later on, it is

over. I feel relieved.

I brush my teeth, getting myself ready for bed. As I come out of the bathroom

brushing my teeth, I can see the shadow of Serge from

underneath the door. The

guy has been standing there

all this time and I feel bad

that he has to do that all

night.

I finish brushing my teeth, then walk over to my TV and

turn it off. I almost have a

heart attack when from the

shadows, Colt comes out. He

immediately puts a hand on my mouth before I can gasp. He places a finger across his mouth telling me to keep quiet. He then slowly pulls

me to the doors that lead to

the balcony where he takes

me out and closes the door

behind us.

“He won’t hear us out here,”

Serge whispers.

“What are we doing?” I ask

him.

“You wanted to go for a run.

Didn’t you?”

“Oh, yeah but can we?”

“Yeah, as long as Serge thinks you are in the room… unless you want him to join us?”

“No. I am tired of being

watched besides, I want to go

with just you.”

“Oh? And why is that? Is it

because you like me?”

I squint my eyes at him. “You already know that.”

He softly laughs as he picks

me up. Before I can ask what is he doing, he jumps from the balcony to the bottom

floor and immediately puts me down.

“Act normal and don’t worry.

If anyone asks, I am

guarding you as I am

instructed to do and we are

just going for a run.”

I nod and start following him. The guards that are set up at the edge of the forest

look at us once and then

don’t pay us any mind. We

find a spot behind some

trees and start taking our

clothes off.

“Don’t you look over here!” I tell him but I am only

joking. He has seen me completely n*ked so I don’t feel any embarrassment anymore…unless he intently

stares.

He starts laughing. “Really? I have seen it all but I’ll respect

those wishes if that is what

you want.”

I turn to him and stick out

my tongue then I shift and take off running. Soon he is right next to me. I don’t

know this territory like he

does so I let him lead.

During our run, I give control to my wolf who starts jumping on him as we run, playing. I am sure Colt’s wolf

is also in control and he

starts playfully fighting her off and trying to get away from her. It is cute to see

them like this. To see how

not just us but also our wolves get along. It almost melts all of my worries away.

After a while, we end up on a

cliff that overlooks the forest.

The forest is so big that I can

even see an end to it even

from up here but in the

distance, I can see sharp

edges of boulders and rocks.

Colt shifts and I do the same.

“Where are we?”

“We are still in Warricks

territory but we are close to the edge. He points out to a

tree that towers over the

others in the far distance. “A

few feet away from that tree is the end of the territory. But do you see those rocks

over there?”

He points to the sharp rocks

in the distance that almost

make a wall and I nod.

“Those make it impossible for anyone to leave or get in through there. So there are

not many guards around these parts.”

“So…we have more privacy?”

“Yes,” he says turning to me.

“So I can do this then?” I pull

him and k*ss him. I have no

idea what has gotten into me lately that I am this bold but

I like it. Maybe it is because

we are in this situation

together and I don’t want to

waste any more time.

He immediately relaxes and

k*sses me back but I can feel

him smiling as he k*sses me.

I pull back to look at him.

“Yes,” he whispers. “We can do exactly that.”

I smile but I look around.

“Are you sure though?”

“Yes. No one will come here

unless they are actually looking for us.”

“Good,” I say but I then start

to panic when he pulls me down and sits me on his lap.

“Yeah, good. No one will hear you scream in pleasure

either.”

“Oh shut up and just k*ss

me.”

“I’ll do more than that.” He

whispers before pressing his lips on mine.

He turns me around and sits

me facing him with my legs

around his waist and his

rising member in between

my legs. He caresses my back

as he k*sses me. His hand

goes up and down softly touching every inch of my skin, all the way to my ass. His tongue now dances

inside my mouth and I try to

match him. For some reason,

this turns me on even more.

I touch the rippling muscles

on his shoulders and trace

his arm. Then I slide my

hands down his hard chest

and abs.

I have never touched a man

like this before but I am

loving it. I really love his b*dy.

Slowly, he holds me tight and lies me on the ground

while he starts to k*ss my

n*ck and then comes back to

my lips. Suddenly, his b*dy

comes down on me and I

instinctively wrap my legs around him which surprises

me that it comes so

naturally. I push away from his lips to tell him to mind what he is doing—though I

am not sure I want him to—

but he whispers first before I can say anything. “I know. I won’t do anything you don’t want to do.” And then he goes back to k*ss me. I have

no fear. I trust him.

Suddenly I feel something poking me. I know it is his

member and it is hard as a

rock. It reminds me of when

I took him in my mouth. I

still can’t believe I did that.

He starts to slide across my intimate lips. Immediately

the contact makes me moan.

He takes his mouth from my lips to whisper. “Yeah, just

like that. Moan for me.” His lips come back to mine and I

moan again as I feel him stroke against my slit.

It feels so good. It is so crazy how different it feels from

his mouth like last time but

it is still so good. This man is

giving me new experiences

and I love it.

Now I hear him moan and

this makes me so excited. He

is the only man I have heard

moan like this and I love it.

He looks at me as he grunts. “Hgh…is this okay for you?” He asks as his hips roll making him look even more

s*xy.

“Y–yes,” I say with a whimper.

It is okay…but it is not

enough. It feels really good but I definitely want more…I

want more…

“Screw it, Colt. Take me.

Take me completely.” I

whisper.

His eyes widen in surprise. “Really?”

I slowly nod. “Yeah…I want

you.”

He completely stops moving and lifts to see my face. “Are you sure, Cass. Is this what you really want?”

Taking a deep breath, I nod again. “Yes, Colt. I am sure.”

I have never been so sure. I

want him to be the one who

takes me.

His lips clash with mine in a tantalizing and sizzling k*ss

and he continues to move

his member on my slit. He

starts to k*ss down my n*ck until his lips reach my erect

breast and he starts to suck

and lick, making me moan even louder.

His hand starts to slide down

my stomach. I feel him

grabbing his member and then I feel him pressin it against my core, giving a few soft thrusts but not going in.

Then he lets my breast go

and latches his lips onto

mine in a passionate k*ss.

This is when I start to feel

him slide inside of me and I

hear him moan. All the

pleasure I was feeling before is now mixed with pain.

“Oh…sh–shit…that hurts…” I

whisper.

“Do you want me to stop?” he asks pulling his head back.

“N–no…no, it’s okay.”

I cling to him in a hug and urge him to keep moving. I close my eyes and grab onto

his hair as he slowly thrusts

in and out of me.

“Are you okay?” He asks.

“Yeah…” I say. I find it so

sweet that he is checking in on me and not just mindlessly f**king me.

He is gentle and he watches me making sure that I am

okay.

Soon the pain is mild and all I feel now is pleasure. I start moaning again and he starts to speed up. His b*dy smaks

mine and I can even hear the

sound it makes. Then, he

changes the motion and I am

now seeing stars.

“You like that?” He asks and I

am sure he notices this by my sounds and my

expressions.

“Ye–yeah!” I manage to gasp.

He smiles and k*sses me

while I start to feel that rising feeling again he made me

feel last time he had his

mouth on me. I know I am

about to come but it is

different and just a bit more

intense.

I moan louder and louder

until that feeling bursts inside of me. My b*dy

shakes and I dig my nails

into his shoulder but he

clearly doesn’t mind. He

pauses for a moment and

smiles looking down at me.

“How did that feel?” He asks.

Catching my breath, I

answer him. “Very,

very…VERY good.”

He chuckles but then starts

to move again.

He lifts up, holding my hips in place as he dives into me over and over speeding up every time just a bit more. His grunts become louder

and his face looks just as

blissful as it is intense.

“I’m about to come, baby!”

He grunts out.

What am I supposed to say to this? “Yeah?” I ask feeling

dumb as I continue to come down from my own high.

“Yeah!” He moans and that is

when he comes. He gives a

loud grunt and one last big

thrust.

His b*dy slurps over mine. I

caress his hair as we both

take in deep breaths. He then

lifts his head up and k*sses

1. me.

I never knew this could be

this good. And I am glad it

was with him.

Now I want to do it again!