Raakshas - A human demon

Chapter 38- Traumatized

Raashas's p.o.v

I came back to my house with Pari in my arms. She is just in my shirt and her whole body is injured. I

can sense her slow breaths indicating her condition is worse. She is still shaking badly in my arms. I

have already ordered a lady doctor to come ASAP.

I entered the house when Abdul Chacha and Niharika came running. Both are shocked by seeing

Pari's condition. I can see their disturbed expression after seeing Pari's condition.

" What happened to her?" Abdul chacha asked worriedly.

I just ignored him and continued my walking towards my room. I am not in the state to say anything.

She was my responsibility and I have failed to protect her. I am an asshole.

I heard Niharika's worried voice," Is Pari alright? What happened to her?"

" Just stop showing off your fake concern. Everything happened because of you, bitch! Trust me, if you

were not Vedant's wife then I would have strangled you to death," I snapped at Niharika with too much

anger.

She replied lowering her head," I am sorry."

" Fuck your sorry and get lost from here," I roared and entered my room. I shut the door with a thud

sound.

I immediately entered the washroom and laid down Pari in the bathtub. I removed my shirt completely

from her body and I can see the brutality of those animals on my Pari's body.

Her whole body is imprinted with their handprints, bruises on her cheeks indicating they have slapped

her very hard. I saw some ugly bruises on her stomach and understood that those animals has kicked

her.

My heart cried out in pain seeing her condition. I can't even imagine what she has felt that time. I can

feel that rage is erupting inside me like a volcano. I am feeling like to destroy everything.

I would have killed Azhar then but I stopped thinking about his previous deeds. I need some answers

from him that's why he is still alive. I have ordered my man to break his hands which touched my Pari

inappropriately. I will show him hell later.

I know that there is going to be a big clash between me and Sarkar about this matter. I know Sarkar will

obviously order me to leave his son. But, I will not leave Azhar anyhow. He did a sin by touching my

little fairy. And I am determined to punish him. If it takes me to go against Sarkar then I am ready for it.

Azhar has crossed his limits and now I will cross mine.

I will handle every shit later. Right now I need to take care of Pari.

I washed her injured body gently and wiped her body with a towel. I made her wear a simple Cotton

frock and laid her down on the bed.

I am now stroking her hairs when someone knocked at the door. It's obviously the doctor.

" Come in," I said and a lady doctor entered with her medical equipment.

She checked Pari's whole body carefully and wrote down some medicine. She understood what kind of

torture Pari has endured. I can see her disturbed expression seeing Pari's body.

She said with her professional voice," She is badly abused. She needs proper care and rest. Give her

the medicines and take care of her. I hope she will be fine very soon."

I nodded my head in positive and ordered her to leave the room. She obliged immediately.

I laid down on the bed beside Pari and gently pulled her into my embrace. I said with too much guilt," I

am sorry, my little fairy. I am sorry."

I kissed her forehead and promised her," After this day I will not let anyone take you away from me. I

will not let anyone hurt you. I will always protect you. I will be your Raakshak(saviour)."

I closed my eyes and I can feel her soft breathing which are fanning on my chest skin. I have failed to

protect her once but I will not commit this mistake again.

Author's p.o.v

Raakshas was sleeping with Pari in his embrace. He is hugging her so tightly like his life depends on

this hug. He doesn't want Pari to go anywhere.

Raakshas's peaceful slumber was broken when he heard the water running sound from the washroom.

He opened his eyes and found that Pari isn't here.

He immediately stood up from the bed and went to the washroom. He can understand that someone is

having a shower. It didn't take much time for him to understand who is taking a shower. He can see the

steam indicating Pari is taking a shower with hot water.

Raakshas become confused thinking about hot water. It's summertime and the temperature is already

high. Pari should take a cold shower rather than a hot shower.

Raakshas opened the door and his eyes became wide like saucers seeing Pari's condition. He felt a

pang inside his heart seeing her condition.

Pari is sobbing and rubbing her whole body like there is no tomorrow. She is rubbing her body so

harshly like she wants to get rid of her skin. She wants to get rid of those dirty touches from her body.

Her body is now unusually red like her skin is burned. She is whimpering in pain but still, she is rubbing

her whole body.

" Pari, What are you doing?" Raakshas uttered worriedly and came under the shower.

A painful scream left his mouth when he felt the temperature of the water. It is unusually hot which can

burn the skin badly. Raakshas understood why Pari's skin is unusually red. She has burned her

beautiful skin because of hot water.

Raakshas turned off the shower knob and tried to touch Pari when she started screaming," Don't touch

me. I will not let you touch me."

Saying that she started going backwards and started throwing the bottle of shower gel, shampoos and

other things towards Raakshas.

Raakshas can understand that she is mentally traumatized. She needs genuine comfort to calm down.

" Pari, don't be afraid. It's me, Raakshas. I am your husband," Raakshas said softly trying to touch her.

Pari replied crying," No, I don't know you. Everyone is the same. You will touch me inappropriately just

the way they did."

Saying all this she started trembling due to fear and her tears aren't stopping from her eyes.

" I will not hurt my little fairy," Raakshas said emphasising the word little fairy.

Pari blinked her eyes a few times hearing the word and Raakshas hold her in his embrace.

He again said gently kissing her forehead," I will never hurt my little fairy. I will protect her and give her

justice."

Hearing him Pari collapsed in Raakshas's embrace and started mourning," They touched me

everywhere. They have tainted my body with their dirty touch."

" Don't cry, Please. Everything will be fine. I will punish everyone whoever has touched you," Raakshas

said with his anger-filled heavy voice.

Pari replied crying," I am now impure. They touched me inappropriately. You will not love me anymore."

This time Raakshas couldn't control his emotions anymore. He felt like his vision is getting blurry due to

tears. He can feel her uneasiness. After all, he is also a victim of gang rape. He can still remember all

those horrible memories which happened with him when he was just a little boy.

Raakshas cupped Pari's face in his palm and looked into her eyes lovingly. He kissed her both teary

eyes and said softly," I will love you always. It doesn't matter who touched you. It wasn't your fault."

" I don't want to live anymore. I don't," Pari said nodding her head vigorously. She freed herself from

Raakshas's embrace and run into the room hurriedly.

Raakshas also followed her and he became stiff in his place seeing Pari's madness. He said

screaming," Pari, don't."

Pari is now holding a knife in her hands and ready to cut her wrist. She said with her teary eyes," I can't

live with all those horrible memories. I don't want to live anymore."

Saying that she is going to cut her wrist when Raakshas said almost crying," Then, take me with you. I

can't live without you."

Pari is now looking at Raakshas with her teary eyes when he took away the knife from her hand

hurriedly.

He hugged her tightly and said burying his face in the crook of her neck," I will die without you. You are

the oxygen which is keeping me alive. I just want to live for you. Give me a chance to heal your

emotional wounds."

Pari felt wetness on her skin indicating he is crying. She closed her eyes and hugged him back.

" I love you, my little fairy. Don't leave me ever. I have found a reason to become a good human being

and you are that reason. I am sorry for not being with you when you needed me most, " Raakshas said

with his heavy deep voice.

His breath hitched and he became shocked when he heard Pari's soft voice. He couldn't believe his

ears what he has heard.

Pari said timidly," I love you too."

Raakshas smiled and looked at Pari who is still crying. He kissed her forehead and hugged her again.

He is feeling like he has found the most precious jewel of his life. Indeed she is the most precious for

him.

They don't know how many minutes they were hugging each other. They forget about everything

feeling each other's heartbeat. They forget about time and their surrounding.

Their emotional moment was interrupted when someone knocked at the door.

" Who is there?" Raakshas snapped at the person still hugging Pari tightly.

A womanly voice said with too much fear," Master, Khalid Sarkar is here. He wants to meet you."