Raakshas - A human demon

Chapter 32- Tale of abuse

Raakshas's p.o.v

I am gulping down the alcohol bottle after bottle to suppress my anger and frustration. I am only

thinking about my unborn child who died a horrific death.

I was having so many plans for this baby. I was so much happy about this baby which I can't describe

in words. But that bitch snatched my baby from me.

I treated her like a queen, I loved her so much still she betrayed me and dare to kill my baby. I was

feeling like to strangle her to death but I couldn't. Because I still love her. I love the murderer of my

baby. Why this love is so complicated!

I am going to take another sip from the bottle when a strong hand stopped me from drinking.

I looked at the person and found that Abdul chacha is standing beside me. He is looking at me with his

disturbed expression.

" Do you have a death wish? Why are you drinking so much? He asked me angrily and snatched the

alcohol bottle from my hand.

I didn't reply to his questions. I am drinking so much to soothe the pain which was paining inside me.

My heart is crying for that innocent soul who died because of a selfish mother.

I asked Abdul chacha with my most painful voice," Am I that bad, chacha? Ain't I worthy enough of

someone's love? Why she hates me that much?"

Saying all this I am going to fall on the floor when he helped me to balance myself. He is now patting

my back to console myself.

" Raakshas beta(dear), control your emotions. You need to rest for a while," He said and hold me by

resting my one hand on his shoulder to support me.

I said to him sarcastically," Didn't I tell you that every woman is the same? They all are betrayer. I

thought Pari was different. But, it was just my misconception."

" Raakshas, I still believe that Pari is innocent. She might be an arrogant and proud girl. But, she will

never step so low to harm her own child. There must be some other story," Abdul chacha said with a

confusing voice.

Hearing him I started laughing like he has said any kind of joke. I replied to him gritting my teeth," it's

your misconception. That woman hated my child from the very first. Her inside was so much venomous

that she didn't think twice before killing her own child."

" But, still you need to hear........." Abdul chacha tried to say but I stopped his saying in the middle by

showing him my palm.

I said angrily fisting my palm," she is also like my mother. That whore hated her own child and pari did

the same thing. There is no difference between them."

" Raakshas, I think you should inquire that doctor. I don't know why I am feeling that the doctor isn't

right. I saw an unknown fear in her eyes," Abdul chacha said suspiciously.

I replied angrily," There is no fault of anyone. The doctor is right in her place and Niharika also

supported the doctor. There is no reason for them to say lie about pari. It's that arrogant and bitch girl

who killed my baby."

" Ok. Don't talk about all this matter anymore. You need to eat and rest for some time," Abdul chacha

said with an affectionate voice.

I freed myself from his hold and said to him sternly," I need answers, Abdul chacha. I need answers.

And now, that bitch will answer me why she killed my baby."

Saying that I stormed out of my personal bar. I heard Abdul chacha is calling me from behind. But, I

didn't reply. I just left the place and moved towards the dungeon where I have kept that murderer.

Pari's p.o.v

I am lying on the dungeon's floor like a corpse. My stomach is grumbling because of hunger. My throat

is feeling like a desert because I am thirsty. It's been hours since Raakshas has given me something to

eat. I know he is punishing me by starving. I don't know how will I make him understand that I didn't kill

our baby.

I am still shedding my tears over my destiny when I heard the door opening sound. I looked at the door

and found that my husband is standing at the door with anger and hurtful expression on his face.

" My husband!" My subconscious said with amusement and shock.

I mentally thought," Yes, my husband. I don't know when all this happened. I have started having

feelings for Raakshas! I have accepted him as my husband."

He walked towards me and made me stand up by holding my forearm tightly. His eyes are red

indicating he has cried.

" What was my baby's fault that you killed him/her? Raakshas asked me.

I replied with my vulnerable tone," I swear Raakshas. I didn't kill our baby. It was the doctor who

aborted our baby.

"Lies after lies! Damm it. Admit that you killed my baby. If you tell me the truth then I will not do

anything to you," He roared on my face making me flinch.

I said crying," Why should I admit the crime which I have never committed? You told me that you love

me then why you can't believe my words?"

" Love! Yes. I have loved you truly. I have loved you with my whole heart. But, in return what I have

found from you. Only your hate. You hated me. You hated my baby from the very first. That's why you

killed my baby," he growled at me and I flinched again hearing his loud voice.

Then he barked on my face holding my shoulders tightly," I admit that I have done many wrongdoings

to you. But, I have loved you truly. And you are returning that love by killing my baby. How can you be

so cruel! It was your baby also."

This time I couldn't control myself anymore and snapped at him," I am tired of the false accusations. I

am not in the fault of our baby's death."

Hearing me he holds my chin and said gritting his teeth," Do you know what I am feeling right now? I

am feeling like to strangle you to death. But, I can't. Because of this. Because of this stupid thing I can't

kill you. Because it only beats for you."

He said all this resting my one palm on his chest where his heart lies. I saw him shedding tears which

is very unusual for a man like him.

" I swear. I didn't do anything," I uttered timidly and cried out more loudly.

I saw him closing his eyes after hearing me. He holds my shoulder tightly and said with his dangerous

voice," You have taken away my baby from me. You better give back my baby."

Saying that he threw me on the floor and a yelp escaped from my mouth. I looked at him with my

horrified eyes and found him unbuckling his belt. I am understanding his motive.

I tried to run towards the door when he clutched my hairs tightly and again threw me on the floor.

He hovered over me and started tore downing my clothes. I am crying and resisting too much. I am not

in the state to have physical relationships right now.

I'm crying and telling him to not do anything when he said angrily," I will punish you every day until you

give me the good news that my baby is coming."

Saying that he tore down the last piece of clothes from my body. Now, I am completely naked under

him. He is also naked showing me his hard manhood.

He is now ready to shove himself inside me forcefully when I uttered with too much pain in my voice," I

am your wife. You can't do that me like that. You can't rape your own wife."

Saying that I looked into his eyes and saw him staring into my eyes without blinking. He is looking at

me so intensely like he is studying me.

For a few seconds, we both lost each other in our eyes.

He broke the eye contact and asked me dramatically," Wife!! Have you ever considered me as your

husband even for once? Tell me."

This time I couldn't say anything. I have lost my words. I might have hated him before. But, the situation

is different now. I have feelings for him. Over time I have grown feelings for him inside my heart. I

thought I will never be able to love someone again after Azhar's betrayal but I was wrong. My heart

started beating for Raakshas without my knowing.

" Raakshas, I .....me...I mean to......I started mumbling because I am not finding the proper words to

say something.

He sighed and stood up from his hovered position and zipped his pant. He threw my dress on my face

and I immediately wore my dress and wiped my tears.

Suddenly, I heard him saying," Rape! Do you even know the meaning of rape? Only I know what's

rape."

Hearing him I became surprised. What's he saying?

" What are you talking about? I asked him surprisingly.

He replied looking at the ceiling," You know what I never lie. After knowing the truth of my childhood

you might hate me more. You might feel disgusted about me. What's I am even telling? You already

hate me."

He said the last part sarcastically but I can realize the pain which is hidden behind his voice.

" What do you mean by only you know what's rape? I asked him again to know what's the secret of his

childhood.

Then he sat beside me and started saying," After Rajshri ma's death my life became miserable

because of my mother. She started torturing me without any reason. She was a sadistic woman who

loved to torture me."

Saying that I saw him closing his eyes. I asked him," Then?"

"Her madness reached its peak when she started giving me to some sick paedophiles who used to

rape me. I was gang-raped multiple times," He said and I saw him sweating because of fear.

After hearing the new information about his childhood I felt like someone has thrown me into a cold

lake. I became stiffened at my place. I am not finding any words to say. My whole system filled up with

loath and disgust for Raakshas's mother and those paedophiles. Is this type of mother exist in this

world! I am feeling too much bad for Raakshas.

I am still looking at him with my wide eyes when he asked me chuckling," Do you know why my name

is Raakshas?"

" Why?" I asked him.

" Day after day my patience level was breaking by tolerating all those rape tortures. I was just a 9-year-

old boy back then. My sadistic mother never showed any mercy on me. One day I couldn't tolerate

anymore and killed my mother by slicing her throat with a kitchen knife. The whole neighbourhood

started calling me Raakshas who killed his own mother. After that day I named myself Raakshas," He

narrated the whole story and I am just blinking my eyes repeatedly. The curiosity of knowing his real

name is building inside me but jerked off the idea of asking.

What I should say now! Should I console him? I touched my cheeks and found that they are already

drenching with tears after hearing his miserable childhood.

Suddenly, without any warning, he holds my shoulder tightly. I became startled by his action.

He asked me having a dark expression," Now, you must be hating me more. Right?"

" No..I don......." I tried to say but my voice stuck inside my throat because of nervousness.

He just nodded his head and said taking a deep breath," You know what I have understood one thing

after meeting you."

" What? I asked and tried to free myself from his grip.

He replied chuckling," That is 'you can't force someone to love you."

Saying that he jerked me off like trash and left the dungeon. I called him multiple times but he didn't

reply to any of my callings.

Author's p.o.v

After talking with Pari, Raakshas came out of the dungeon. He is too much disturbed about everything.

He is going to his room when his phone started ringing. He received the call and it's from Imran.

Before Raakshas could say hello, Imran said in one go, "Vedant bhai is badly injured. He is in death

bed. There is something very important which he wants to share before dying."

Hearing the words Raakshas felt like the ground has slipped from under his feet. Sweat beads started

forming on his forehead.

" What the fuck are you talking about?" Raakshas yelled clutching the phone tightly.

Imran replied hurriedly," Master, please. Come to the Silver Line hospital as soon as possible. Vedant

bhai is admitted here."

Raakshas just cut the call and yelled going towards the main gate," Take out the car right now."

After 20 minutes of the car ride, Raakshas reached the hospital and found that Imran and some of his

men are standing outside a hospital cabin.

Raakshas rushed to the spot and asked Imran worriedly," Where is Vedant? How did all this happen?"

"After checking the new shipments of drug Vedant bhai was going to get on the car. Before he could

enter the whole car blasted. It's pretty obvious that someone has set a bomb in Vedant bhai's car.

Someone tried to kill him," Imran replied and Raakshas lost his control over his anger.

Raakshas ordered Imran," Search for that motherfucker who tried to kill my friend."

" The work will be done," Imran said and left the place immediately.

Raakshas looked through the glass door and found that the doctors are treating Vedant's wounds.

Raakshas is too much worried now. Vedant is like his brother. He can't lose Vedant like that.

Raakshas is looking at Vedant when the doctor came out with a worried and nervous expression on his

face. He is afraid of what will be Raakshas's reaction after hearing Vedant's condition.

" How is my friend?" Raakshas asked the doctor hurriedly.

The doctor replied gulping down his saliva," 70% of the patient's body is burned. He is in critical

condition. We can't say anything surely that he will be able to make it or not."

No sooner had the words left from the doctor's mouth Raakshas hold the doctor's collar and whispered

dangerously," Listen, doctor, do whatever you wanted to do but I want my friend completely fine.

Otherwise, I will kill your whole family with my own hands."

" We are doctors. We aren't any God. We will try our best to save your friend and the rest....time will

say," The doctor uttered gathering all the courage he had inside him.

Raakshas left the doctor and told him to do anything to save Vedant.

When the doctor left Raakshas again looked through the glass door at Vedant's face.

He remembered Imran's saying that Vedant wanted to share some important information. Raakshas is

wondering what kind of information Vedant was talking about.