Chapter 27 No one could stop me from leaving
He liked everything was control in his hands, especially this woman. He indeed hated her, but she must stay with him. Leave? He could accept it.
“No way!”, he showed his attitude
” I am not going to donate my blood and even if I dead, I won’t give it to Qin Muyu. Lu Zhanxiu, do not forget that I killed myself before. Can you keep watching me for the rest of my life? There is time that you and antie qin cannot keep an eye on me. Are you sure that I am so lucky to be saved every time? But if I am not in good condition at that time, I also can not save Qin Muyu.
Think of it.”
He had no ideas to deal with Shen Xinyan this way.
He realized suddenly at this moment that the reason why she stayed here no matter how she was tortured by him, and it’s not how amazing he was doing, but she was willing to stay here as an exit of his lust without escaping.
If she wanted to leave here, no one could stop her.
Lu Zhanxiu was a little panic.
He found suddenly that Shen Xinyan would leave him one day without turning around.
What was he going to do at that time?
He dared not to think about it carefully and seemed to reject such thinking. He promised to Shen Xinyan if she donated blood, he would let her go three month later.
Qin Muyu was delighted most that Shen Xinyan promised to donate 1000cc of blood within three month , which was equal to kill herself. If people do this, the body cannot stand, let alone she was pregnant. And plus, she belonged to rare blood type and it’s not good for her to give birth to baby in the future if she suffered large loss of blood.
Oh no, she would not have chance to give birth to baby, because she would die before doing this thing.
She would not let her leave easily. If she left, she also had ways to kill her!
She found Shen Xinyan and acted hypocritically.
“Xinyan, I have already known what Zhanxiu had said to you. It’s not what I mean to do like this, but nobody could help me except you. You can help me that I really do not know what to say. So, I let my boy to treat you as godmother after it is born for the sake of being sisters of us. It also can make up for your unborn baby… ”
Shen Xinyan finally saw that a person could comply in public but oppose in private and could be shameful to this!
“Lu Zhanxiu, I have another request that Qin Muyu can not come to Yin Yuan again from day on, because I don’t want to see her. If it is possible, I hope that I won’t see you either.”
She saw him, which only made her upset.
“Shen Xinyan, you couldn’t have done too much! ”
He could understand that Qin Muyu did not come back here, but she was not allowed him to come back to Jin Yuan. It is unreasonable? Jin Yuan was his house, plus she was his wife now!
Shen Xinyan told her thought to auntie Qin in the room, auntie Qin disagreed of it immediately:” Young mistress, are you insane? How could you promise to young master , and you know you are pregnant clearly…”
“Shush! Auntie Qin, keep your voice down. I will be fine. I know my health clearly. I have already recovered well within these two month. As long as you help me in the next days, I am sure that it won’t happen to me with terrible things.”
“But in case… you think it’s fun with the rules of hospital? You don’t know how much blood a normal person can donate? You see in case something happens. ”
Charter 29 How could I fall in love with Shen Xinyan
Auntie Qin saw her like this, and only acquiesced it. The only thing she could do is to nourish her and give her a massage.
Shen Xinyan would divide the donation of blood into five times, and every time for 200cc of blood. She had anemia after the first donation. She stood up from the chair and almost fell down after blood collection by doctor, but fortunately, auntie Qin hold her.
“Young mistress, or you stop it. It makes my heart ache to see you like this. ”
“Auntie Qin. It doesn’t matter. I will be free if I complete the next four times.”
It’s true for her to be free. She would leave the place made her so upset at that time.
In the evening, Shen Xinyan had a fever and got cramp. She dared not take pills because of pregnancy. Auntie Qin boiled ginger tea for her and she felt so cold after drinking it. Even the heating made the room so warm, she still felt so cold. It looked so poor she was holding the quilt and curling there by herself.
She only felt a warming body holding her in her dream. She was feeling so warm and did not let it go at all. She did not see the face of that person, just held him tightly and clung to him for getting warm.
It seemed that a pair of big hands did message for her when she got cramp. The warming big hands pulled her foot and rubbed it when the sole of her foot was too painful to bear. She was getting better. But she didn’t stop until after midnight and had a good sleep.
While Lu Zhanxiu looked at her a pair of deep eyes in darkness, he frowned and had a nostalgic feeling for the first time because of her such reaction.
The second and third time of blood collection were at short intervals. Shen Xinyan thought that the kid was small and did not need much nutrition now. She should take advantage of this chance to do more blood collection, while she would draw less blood when the kid got bigger and she had to hide it.
But the result could be imaged. She nourished more for fear of lack of blood. She felt uncomfortable and started morning sickness because she have been pregnant for several month. But she did not want others to find that, she only could hide herself in the bathroom and vomited till the tears came out her eyes.
Lu Zhanxiu happened to see this when he came back—
“Shen Xinyan, what the hell are you doing? ”
She was frozen that she never thought he came back earlier.
She got washed in a hurry. She went out the bathroom, but he stopped her.
“You are not allowed to do the blood collection left. ”
“I will do what I have said.” She had to finish it for the last two times, so she could not give up halfway!
“I said no. Do you hear that? You can see what you have been. Do you want to die? ”
He did not know why she was so firm that she was dying for leave me?
“Lu Zhanxiu , do you really care whether I will die or not? ” If he really cared, he would not do this and believe what she said.
Lu Zhan was told that he did not know what to say and a pair of piercing eyes was looking at him. But it is undeniable that what she said was right.
He has been always struggling and did not know such a sense of strong feeling really meant.
Love?
How it was possible!
He thought that he just loved her body more, although it’s really vulgar to admit it as a man.
He could not deny it.