Please Love Me

Chapter 36

’m just staring blankly inside Sunny’s car. His smile keeps on coming back at me. That smile used to be

mine before. Not anymore though, it belongs to Monica now. I guess I’m the one who’s not yet moving

on. I need to. I have to...

"Where to?"

"I told you. We’re going to Dilingers?"

"For what?"

"Duh! Trish! To welcome you back!"

"I don’t want to.. I'm not in the mood."

"Why? Because of what you saw?”

She’s smirking like she’s planning something wicked. Geez! She’s so creepy.

"What’s with it?" I’m scared that she’ll see the answer in my eyes.

“Don’t be so special Patrcia! I know you...it’s still him!” She’s scary

"Of course not! I told you! I have already moved on."

"If so, why do you want to go home? Let your past make you better not bitter.."

Despite the years apart from each other, she still knows me so well.

We reached Dilingers, and I saw most of our friends there.

"You guys rented the whole place for me?”

Who wouldn’t be shocked? We’re nowhere near ten, but the whole bar is exclusive to just all of us. I’m

touched, but they shouldn’t because it’s just a waste of money.

"Just relax Tricia! This is all paid already.." Hays. What more can I do?

I’m beside Zion who keeps on looking outside. Sunny and Maico are just flirting beside us. OMG! I

though this is for me? Why does it seem like we are all in our different bubbles?

"Tricia sing for us!" I don’t want!

"Pretty please!!" they all chanted so I have no choice but to stand up and sit at the stool.

I hear you taking the town again..

Having a good time, with all your goodtime friends..

I don't think that you think of me..

Your on your own now..

And Im alone and free..

He’s now happy. I should be happy too...

I know that I should get on with my life now..

But a life live without you could never be right..

As long as the star shines down from the heaven..

As long as the rivers runs to the sea..

I never get over you getting over me..

I saw Zion looking at me. I smiled at him, but he looked in a different direction. Sunny is crazily crying

on the side. Gosh! I miss them!

I try to smile so the hurt won't show..

Tell everybody,I was glad you see you go..

But the pain just wont go away..

Loneliness found me,looks like its here to stay..

I know that I ought to find someone new..

But only find is myself always thinking of you..

As long as the star shines down from the heaven..

As long as the rivers runs to the sea..

I'll never get over you..

Getting over me..

Before I open my eyes, the person whom I am longing to came.

"Sorry guys! I'm here!"

I have waited for three fucking long years for this moment.

"Enzo.."