Chapter 43 Desperate Place
No matter how much you say, the person in front of you will not pity her. In his eyes, she is just a mistress student who steals other peoples sugar daddy.
Even if she wanted to explain, how could she do so. That she met Noah first, that she wasn’t the one who wanted to be Jessica and Noah’s direct mistress?
In this world, there are no words suitable for her to say.
In the end, she just smiled sadly and mockingly, turned around and left the principals office.
She, who blames no one but herself for being too poor all her life, blames herself for not fighting, blames herself for admitting defeat and running to beg Noah, blames herself for succumbing to fate, and blames herself for being the third party between Jessica and Noah.
Jessica’s power, how can she resist it.
I think I know that it was Jessica who put pressure on the school, and it was all a trick of the gods.
After leaving the principals office, Ava was like a puppet doll without a soul, walking numbly forward step by step, unable to distinguish the direction and unable to hear the sneers of the people around her.
Ava walked out of the school alone, forlornly.
Suddenly, a cold drizzle fell on her face and she thought, it was her tears, she went to stroke her cheeks but did not stroke the tears on her eyes.
Her heart, already completely dead and numb, where there are tears.
Tilting her head slightly, Ava realized that rain had begun to fall from the sky.
The pedestrians on the road began to run up in panic, the rain in the sky, getting bigger and bigger, pouring rain fell on Ava’s body, but Ava seems to feel no cold, full of pain are not felt.
Ava was walking alone on the road, letting the rain pour down on her, her heart was aching, her body was gnawing on her whole body like mole crickets, gone, everything was gone, she grew up without her father’s love and mothers love, so she always looked forward to growing up quickly and living a happy, fulfilling life with her own abilities, but her father’s illness, her own sale, changed the course of her destiny.
She also imagined that she would find a self-reliant job after completing her studies, and rely on her ability to support her father, and then she would be able to leave Noah and live a free life on her own, so she endured all the injustice she received during this time, but, God, how long are you going to play tricks on me?
On her face, there was still a hollow and mocking smile.
She, all the way forward confused, do not know where to go, where is their own place, heavy rain relentlessly poured on Ava’s thin body, as if God is also crying for Ava.
I don’t know how long I walked like this, just like this, as the relentless rain continued to wreak havoc on Ava’s body.
Ava doesn’t care about the rain, doesn’t care about getting wet, because what she cares about most is lost, is gone, still care about the wind and rain, Ava thinks about her current situation, really is ridiculous and hateful, hate their own incompetence, weakness.
The cold spread through Ava’s body, Ava shivered, and Ava looked at the familiar street with tears. It turned out that she had unknowingly returned to Noah’s home.
The corners of her mouth suddenly hooked up a sad and mocking smile, Ava ah Ava, you are really useless.
Heaven and earth, you can only return here now.
Ava mocks herself, because no matter what her status is here, whether she is a nanny or a lover, no matter how embarrassing her status is, Ava can only return to this home where she has been humiliated, and now, probably, only this man will take her in.
She approached Noah’s villa step by step, but before she reached the courtyard door, she saw Noah’s Lamborghini parked in front of the villa. She still did not go forward.
Ava looked at Noah’s back, her hand clenched in death, the side of that man’s face, still handsome and extraordinary. His figure is so magnificent, giving a sense of security.
His home is the only place in the world that she can return to, and he is the only man in her life with whom she has had skin-to-skin contact.
When she saw him, her heart inexplicably felt a kind of dependence.
Although, he was cruel to her, but he took her to the hospital after she was injured, he, to her should become better, to her will not also more or less care, even if it is just much less, she now feels, will warm some.
Yes, she is so cold now, her heart, really cold. Even a little temperature, she would feel warm.
But in the next second, her eyes suddenly narrowed.
After seeing Noah get out of the car, there was a woman who got out of the car with him and hid under his umbrella, clinging to each other as they walked towards the door of the villa.
Ava’s heart ached, she didn’t see who the woman in Noah’s umbrella was, but her heart, in a moment, fell to a low point, who was it, was it Jessica?
Ava is ashamed of herself for thinking that Noah would take her in, thinking that he would take her to the hospital because he cared for her.
But she now realizes that her fantasy, as humble as it was, was a luxury for Noah.
She, at all, should not have a single illusion about this man, what he needs is just a bed-warming mistress, she did not come back for just one night, and he brought back a woman.
How cold and heartless he was, that he himself imagined that his home was where she belonged, but instead, he brought a woman back.
Will she still be able to enter that mansion.
The image of him and Jessica entwined, once again into Ava’s mind, Ava could not help but turn and run away, as if to escape from a horrible nightmare, Ava ignored the rain pouring down madly, dashed in a world full of water, the rain in the sky is still wild, as if to swallow Ava, swallow the world…
Ava stood at the entrance of Bright Light Hospital in the rain, looking up at Jacks hospital room, which was lit up and seemed very warm, but she didn’t go in, just looked up and watched for a long time. She has nowhere to go, and her only concern now is her father, although Jack never gave himself fatherly love, nor did he give himself a happy childhood, but after all, blood is thicker than water, and the blood of the Mu family flows in his body, the person who gave his life, no matter what, is his own father…
She really has nowhere to go now, and she can only come here.
The sky, gradually darkened, the surrounding passers-by in the rain, have looked at Ava as if looking at aliens.
But she was oblivious, Ava watched the rain pouring down mercilessly on her body, letting the tears slide down her face, her heart full of holes, helplessly squatting on the steps of the hospital entrance, the cold penetrating every inch of Ava’s skin.
Suddenly, in the next second, the rain that had fallen on her suddenly stopped falling, and Ava looked up from between her knees, only to find that an umbrella had suddenly appeared above her head, and the person holding it was Liam!
Liam’s face enlarged a little in front of himself, Ava’s teary eyes, suddenly filled with surprise.
Liam, it was really Liam, and she thought that after the last time, she would never see this person again.
But now, as if he had fallen from the sky, he suddenly appeared, surprising her, yet feeling aggrieved.
Seeing the only person in the world who cared about her made Ava’s heart feel even harder, and tears flooded her eyes again.
Liam saw Ava so wretched, a heartache invaded, I did not think I had thought so many days of the woman, looking for so many days of the woman.
When the goodbye look, it is so pathetic look, so that people can not let go at the sight of the hand, do not want to let her disappear in front of their own again, the thought of losing the feeling of again is tense.
” Ava, why are you here.” Liam, while helping Ava up, asked about her condition with concern.
After the last time, he looked all over the world for Ava, but Noah’s background was beyond the scope of his investigation.
So, he could only find a way to see Ava again while asking for help.
Because, he really misses her from the bottom of his heart, only a few days without seeing her, his heart is aching with want, no matter day and night, as long as the thought of her being taken away by that demonic man, he would hate to find her immediately.
After that, he would stand guard outside the Bright Light Hospital almost every day from time to time, and he waited, for this day.
But I didn’t expect, at the sight of the woman he loved, that she would be so miserable curled up in a ball in the rain, crying out in pain.
His heart, like a knife cut, he would rather be hurt himself than the woman he loves so aggrieved.
” Brother Liam… me…” Ava looked at Liam as if she saw the last continent of this doom.
Cowering from being soaked through, his face is white and his lips are bloodless. But the words came to his lips, but could not say a word.
Now she is in no position to say anything to Liam, and in no position to rely on him.
When he saw Ava’s eyes that were about to push him away again, Liam’s heart shook and he fiercely took Ava in his arms, holding her carefully, as if she was holding a precious treasure, and gently asked, ” Ava, don’t push me away, don’t look at me with such eyes that you don’t deserve, no matter what happened to you, how can you do this now? Ava, please give me this chance, okay, I really do not want you to suffer a little bit of aggravation, you do, I really hurt, Ava, what is wrong with you, tell me, okay? Let me come with you to carry the burden on your shoulders, okay? Ava…”