MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 15: 1 Have Made A Decision Chapter 15:1 Have Maile A Decision

Angelia

things.

Between serving the customers and getting verbal pushes from Andy to accept the offer, the rest of the shift passed in a blur. As I walked back to my apartment, I reminded myself about the reasons why I wanted to join the Bdsm club in the best place. I craved so many things. The excitement, the pain with the pleasure and the loss of control which for me was the most intriguing one. I was hesitant in bed, always overthinking every move I made and wondering if I was good enough. It took all the pleasure away and I couldn't enjoy myself. But having someone else call the shots, I could let go in a way I haven't been able to do before. In a way, I was taking control by letting go of it. Hi, Riccardo, no, I couldn't start a conversation like that.

Hi, it is Angelia Hartwell calling.' What if he didn't remember me?

By the time I got home, I had decided to f**k it and just call him. No need to overanalyze everything, I had saved his number from when he called me yesterday like I knew I would say yes even when I thought I was going to say no. The phone rang three times before he "Miss,

answartwell, so glad you called. What can I help you with?"

My heart still jumped a beat at the sound of his voice. Once again, I tried to place where I might have heard him before, it sounded so familiar but the answer kept avoiding me.

"Do you have any questions about the membership?

"I have made my decision." I mumbled.

"That is good, so will you join us as a member?"

It was almost as if he sounded hopeful but that couldn't be right. I must have misheard the slight rise in his voice.

"If the offer still stands then yes, I would like to become a member." I swallowed, developing a sudden dry throat. My heart was beating a little faster as I waited for him to respond. "Great,

I will have my secretary take care of your membership so we can get that fixed as soon as possible. Are you able to swing by the club this week?"

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It was all happening so fast but d**n if my stomach didn't feel like it was holding a hundred butterflies.

"Sure,

I can come tomorrow after my shift. It ended at five so I can be there by seven if that works?

Goodness, I was actually doing this, I was becoming a member of a bdsm club. Twenty-three years old me would be stoked to hear it.

"That would be perfectly fine, ask for Bryce at the front desk and remember to take with you your identity card when you are coming. I hope you have a great time at the Pleasure Palace." "Great, thank you, Mr. Morgan." I said sincerely before we said our goodbyes and hung up.

Drying my clammy hands on my dress, I let out a relieved breath. The conversation had gone. great and I could see now that I hadn't needed to worry. After a quick shower and change of clothes, I went to the kitchen to make my dinner. Just as I was cutting up the onion, I remembered that I hadn't asked if I needed to wear something coded or not for tomorrow. I then remembered that I probably should buy some new lingerie and other outfits for tomorrow. I did have some money saved for emergencies. Grabbing my phone, I dialed Andy's number. He always knew about my involvement with the club and I figured he would be the perfect person to help me.

"Can't get enough of me?" That was the first thing he said as he answered the phone.

"Could you help me with something?" I sniffed, trying my best to not dry my teary eyes with my

hand.

"Hey, are you crying?" I could hear the worry in his voice and I laughed.

I am cutting onions," I said as I swept the onions into a bowl.

"Oh my goodness," he sounded relieved.

"So what do you need help with? Did you call that guy and accept the offer? Tell me you did, I am living vicariously through you which I never thought I would ever do, no offense." Chuckling, I moved my phone to rest between my shoulder and ear so I could wash my hands.

"Don't worry about it and yes, I did call him and I am going there tomorrow to finalize it all. Are you free later? I could use a second pair of eyes when I am shopping, I have no idea what I should wear for a sex club," Chapter 15: I Have Made A Decision.

"Are we shopping for lingerie? Please say yes." He always likes saying something like that and from what I had heard from him, he knew s***y and I wanted to look stitty and some dresses as well, I will take a print screen of the dress code so we know what to look for. But you have to come with me or else I will probably end up with briefs and..." I searched my brain for something unflattering. "And "And grandma's bras?"

"Well, we can't have that, are you ready in an hour? We can meet at the bus stop by your apartment?" He suggested. "That sounds good, see you then."

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I was feeling jittery as I ended the call, I had never felt this kind of excitement before like my skin was vibrating with glee and nerves. Trying something new and stepping out of my comfort zone was scary but it was also worth it. It felt like I was finally starting to live. Lspent more money on clothes for the club than I probably should have. Black and s****y were most what the dress code mentioned with suggestions to what it could be, everything from negligee, bustier and garter belts to little black dresses. My wallet hurt from the shopping spree but if I was going to the dungeon, I wanted to go all out. The worst thing for me was to stand out so I made sure I wouldn't.

Andy was a huge help, going into the store, I was clueless and didn't know where to start. He, on the other hand, knew where to lead me and which lingerie to try on. Usually, I went for comfort over style with a cotton bra and cotton briefs. I haven't exactly had someone to dress up for in th bedroom in a good while but those kinds of underwear wouldn't do in this situation. Chapter Comments

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