Chapter 4 WHY DO YOUR KISSES EXCITE ME?
Alana
The night passed like a torment, I couldn’t sleep well, if I didn’t know the reason, I’d say it was due to the time difference, or fatigue from the trip, but it wasn’t anything like that, the reason was Dani. I lay down on my bed with the intention of resting, but in my mind an idea was swarming, and like a fool I went to her room, which is two doors down from mine, in front of her I tried to turn the knob, but it was locked, I turned to face her. back to the, and before I took a few steps, I heard a woman’s high-pitched moans. He was with her. Why couldn’t those moans be mine? Why didn’t he want me? I was shaken, tears streamed down my face, and I ran back to my room. I locked myself in, and I stood there in the doorway, leaning against it, slipping until I was sitting on the floor. I grabbed my legs and cried. I stayed there for a long time until I got up the courage to go to bed.
I turned from one side to the other in a frustrated attempt to forget that damn sound, and now I’m in my bed, in no mood for anything, my courage was gone with the moans of the couple in love, but if I came back willing to change this situation, I need to of something, an idea to achieve my goal, but what can I do? Nothing comes to my mind…
Oh, what hate!
My trance is shaken by the tremor of the cell phone beside me, I look at the viewfinder, and Raúl’s name appears. I don’t want to talk to anyone, but your image comes to my mind, your smile, your dimples, and that’s enough to make me smile. I don’t know why, but I want to answer the phone.
– Hello…
– Lana?
– Hi, Raul!
– Good afternoon. Are you okay?
– I am, but why are you asking me this? – I had the impression that he knew of my condition.
– You just got back from a trip, you must still be in bed, am I right?
– That’s right, Mr. Raúl Ibañez, I’m still lying in bed. You know a lot about my life, I’m impressed! I say, and I hear his laughter on the other end of the line.
– I can impress you even more, cariño! – I don’t know, but I think this sentence has an ulterior motive. Is Raúl wanting something with me?
– And what would it be? – I decide to join the game.
– How about we go out today?
– Where?
– I discovered a restaurant in the center of Madrid, it’s great. They serve wonderful food, the atmosphere is very nice…
– Wow… You’re really impressing me! – You now care about quality and…
– Cariño, you hurt me like that!
– Sorry, I didn’t mean to…
– I’m kidding. So what time can I drop by to pick you up?
– Let’s see, it’s 1 pm. Maybe at 20:00?
– It’s great. I’ll stop by at 8 pm to pick you up, mi cariño… Kisses!
– Kisses…
I hang up the phone, and remember what Edu said about “mi cariño”. A smile, and a laugh wash over me. Maybe his thinking is right, and Raúl has some interest in me, what if that’s true?
No, No, No…
Definitely not… What if he just wants to win me over? No, he wasn’t like that, or is he now? Maybe today I’ll find that out…
Raúl
– I’m still lying in my bed. – That phrase doesn’t leave my mind. Sitting on one of the benches in the locker room, wrapped in a towel, I feel my body react to what Alana said. My thoughts travel to her, completely naked, covered only by a silk sheet. I approach, discover her legs, her breasts, and slide my hand until I reach her thigh, I hold her firmly, I fit between them. Her breasts harden as I bring my hand to her waist. My mouth waters just imagining my hand touching every part of her body. My imagination takes me far, and I bite him with desire, I even hear his moan, it makes me completely hard. My erotic thoughts dissipate when Tomás and other teammates enter the locker room talking about something I don’t know.
On the way to Dani’s house I think about Allana , and I’m sure I can’t chicken out, I need to do something before I lose my nerve. In front of her I always felt like an idiot, I don’t know what power this girl has over me, but that has to change. I want her. As soon as I park in front of the house, I take a deep breath and get out of the car, head for the driveway, and ring the doorbell. I’m greeted by my future mother-in-law, Elena, who breaks out into a big smile when she sees me .
– Raul, how are you?
– Good evening, Dona Elena. I’m fine, is Alana?
– She is. You are going to leave, but I think you arrived too soon, she is not ready yet. Come in… – She motioned for me to come in.
– Alright, I hope!
– I just won’t be able to pay attention to you, I have an appointment, and I’m on my way out, but feel free, Dani will be here soon!
She says goodbye and heads for the door, leaving me there. I’m a little impatient, so I go upstairs to hurry Alana. In front of your door, I knock lightly and I hear your voice, allowing me to enter.
– Mom, I already… Oh, is that you, Raúl? – As she talks, I analyze her. She looks beautiful, with her hair down, wearing a white T-shirt and denim shorts, exposing her beautiful legs.
– Hi, I… – His mother opened the door for me and walked out.
– You made an appointment at eight o’clock, isn’t that too early?
– Sorry, I just came straight from CT, but don’t worry, I’m clean! I say and smile at her, and she does the same for me.
– It looks like you’d be dirty, Raúl! Come in, are you going to stand there at the door? Look, I’m choosing my outfit…
– Can I help you choose?
– If it’s not a little tiring for you… You can!
She enters the closet, takes a while and leaves there wearing a black dress, short at the thighs, marking her curves, especially her hips and waist. She turns her back for me to appraise him, and the dress is a real downfall for me, it leaves her bare back. I try to control myself, I bite my lower lip, with an immense desire to kiss every part of them. She turns around again, and looks at me hoping I’ll say something, my voice seems to be stuck somewhere in my throat.
– So, Raúl, what did you think of this one? – Is it too formal for dinner?
– No… It’s beautiful!
She smiles, and enters the closet again, I’m controlling myself not to do or say something stupid that scares her, because I don’t want her to think badly of me. It takes a while, she goes out again wearing another dress, light pink, thin straps, a little low-cut, it marks her breasts and her waist. She moves her hair to the side and her neck is exposed, turns her back once more to show me her dress widely, and waits for me to say something, I utter a single word.
– Beautiful…
She smiles again, and heads towards the closet, this time I follow. She is in front of the mirror, which is facing the door, I walk and stop behind her, who looks at me without saying anything. His big black eyes stare at me curiously through the mirror. I approach, and my hand touches her waist, we continue to face each other. I take the liberty of using my other hand to stroke her hair, she doesn’t show any negative reaction, she keeps looking at me, I have no doubts, I completely push her hair away and lightly kiss her neck, I feel her shiver. I watch your reflection and see your eyes closed, it gives me the courage to continue. I continue kissing her neck until I reach her ear. Alana seems to like it, I take a light bite of her earlobe, and I squeeze her waist even tighter, I put her body next to mine, and I hear her moan my name, it makes me feel unparalleled.
– Raul…
My friend is happy with that most affectionate moment between Alana and me. I keep kissing her neck, excitement and an immense desire take over me, and suddenly..