Madrid

Raúl

– Hello… raúl ? My heart races just to hear your voice, so melodious, light.

– Hi, baby! Good to hear your voice… I need to talk to you, I think yesterday everything happened very fast, and I…

– I’m a little busy, no time to talk right now…

– Not alright! We can go out tonight, remember I invited you, but we didn’t have time to agree.

– Oh, I don’t know if I should go out with you, I…

– Like this? Forbid you to go out with me?

– No, it’s just that… I… I…

– You are afraid of me? She takes forever to answer my question.

– Cariño, are you still there?

– I’m sorry… It’s just that I… I don’t know where this is going , and… I’m afraid of…

– Are we going to find out where this goes together? – Despite the adversities, yesterday was very good for me, wasn’t it for you? – and again she takes ages to respond, and I just hear her breathing on the other end of the line.

– I liked it, but I don’t know…

– Let’s do this, we’ll go out as friends, and I promise I won’t touch you. I say, and she spends another eternity answering.

– And where would we go?

– A very special place, I’m sure you’ll like it! Can I stop by your house in the early afternoon?

– It’s all right.

My hopes are renewed when Alana agrees to go out with me, and even though I guarantee we’ll go out as friends, honestly, I don’t know if I’ll make it, that was easier before I felt her lips on mine, her sweet scent. Everything is imprinted on me now, however all this happened very fast, and I know that I need to slow down, maybe I’m scaring her, I want to do everything right, and for starters, I need to talk to Dani, clarify what happened, or rather, what’s happening. I don’t want to damage our friendship, your support is essential, I don’t know what your reaction will be, and that worries me.

I get out of the club parking lot, because it was already getting bad, everyone who passes and goes to their cars, looks at me, waves, but I think they think I’m waiting for Pedro, who was kindly invited to meet with the deputy president and his manager, to resolve their future, because I was not the only one he chose to fight, he also did the same with other players, and club employees in recent months.

I get to my house, park and get out. Every time I arrive and look at all of this, I feel proud. I bought it with my work, this house is a trophy in my life. Apparently, it looks very simple, its facade is in a nude tone , it has a beautiful garden of red roses, as they are my mother’s favorite, and inside it has an extensive white hall that leads to the flight of stairs that is on the left in front. the living room, in this room there are two glass doors that lead to the parts I like the most of the house, the swimming pool and a small soccer field.

Upon entering, I realize that there is no one at home, I go up the stairs to my room, walk down the hall until I reach the door, open it and find the room in perfect condition, because before leaving I left it in a big mess when I was looking for a pair of sneakers . I see today, my spacious room, a huge double bed, closet on the left, a bathroom just for me, it seems little, but it’s a dream come true, because when we were born a wealthy family, four brothers, without a father, just a mother to work, support and educate children, to have a room of your own, is impossible.

I take off my sneakers, lie on my bed, brush a few strands of hair away from my face, and the image of Alana appears in my mind again, she said that she was taking a bath in the pool, at Babi’s house, probably wearing a bikini. Alana was not a swimsuit fan, I think she learned from her mother, Brazilian women usually wear bikinis. She hasn’t told me about her bikini, but I’m obsessed with this image, “Alana in a bikini” those curves on display, the top marking and exposing the cleavage of her breasts, and imagining it all makes me so excited, and I can’t resist. I take my hand to the zipper, unzip my pants and pull them out, press down very slowly, and my mind starts an exploratory journey through Alana’s body. My imagination goes to her room, wearing a tiny bikini, which exposes her beautiful body, and seems to ask that it be taken off immediately. She walks to the bed, and she stands in front of me, I stand up, approach and kiss her passionately on the mouth, my hands explore her back and thighs, and she moans, pushes me back, I fall onto the bed.

Alana looks at me seductively, takes off her bikini top. We exchange thirsty glances with desire, she lies on top of me, and I can’t resist, I grab one of her breasts, she moans, but along with her moan, I hear her voice with difficulty, saying “I want you inside me, Raúl!” , that makes me makes you crazy. She gets up, leaving me helpless, but she sits on the edge of the bed, I get up and lead her to sit on my lap, I kiss her mouth and lay her down, I take my clothes off in desperation, and I get on top of her. My hands caress her body, she looks at me with desire and says “I want more”. I kiss her mouth once more passionately, I take mine to her thighs, and I fit her legs, she smiles and pulls me against her, our tongues meet, and the pleasure takes over me, detaching my mouth from hers and following a trail from kisses down your neck to your breasts, they are just right for me, at least that’s how I imagine them, not too small, medium. My mouth gets lost between them, when I alternate between one and the other, I feel her panting, her moans get louder, and I walk another path, I go down her belly until I reach that part that makes me harder.

I sit across from her, and take off her bikini bottom, look over, and bite my bottom lip. Alana returns the look, and whispers lightly, “Suck me, Raúl!” and spreads her legs wider, I can’t resist her request, I lie down, and it doesn’t take long to hear her moan, which is more like a scream, when my lips touch her cavities of her vagina, she grips my hair so tightly, and screams asking me to go deeper. I answer her request, and my tongue invades the bowels that my penis wants to enter, she moans like a madwoman, and pulls my hair even more, and I realize that that moment will reach its apex, her moan is too loud, and the orgasm appears , I walk away to witness that wonderful scene. As I imagine all this, my moment to come also arrives, and I stand there, as if I was in the middle of delirium, and I wonder when I will have the opportunity to do something like this? When will I have Alana in my real bed?

My desire for her is more latent after I could taste her kiss, and I long for something more intimate, I have been imagining for the last few weeks what our first time would be like, and it makes me very excited, and I end up going out there to forget about it. a little. Clubs, parties, I meet a stranger, or even go out with an ex-girlfriend, and sometimes I end up in bed at night, to ease my cravings for Alana, but it hasn’t helped me. I always leave with a feeling of emptiness, and when I return home I think about her again and feel restless, so going out with another woman is no use, I want to feel her breath hitch when I lightly bite her nipples already hardened by pleasure, or exploring every part of her body with my tongue, and truly making her moan and ask for more, everything in me craves her.

Alana

As soon as I get back home I see Dani, he’s in the living room, lying on the couch, looking at something on his cell phone, I’m ready to go upstairs without talking to him, when I put my foot on the first step, I hear his deep voice calling me.

– Lana… – he calls out to me, and I turn in the direction he’s heading.

– Hey.

– I think we need to talk…

– What is it about? – I say, and look at him cynically. For the first time, I’m mad at him.

– If I’ve been rude to you, it’s because I care, you’re so naive, so…

– So stupid? I think this is the adjective you are looking for.

– No. No way, I would never think that of you, it’s just that I’m afraid you’ll embark on paths of no return!

– All this speech , is it because I went to a party?

– Of course not! Sit here, let ‘s talk, then I’ll explain the reason for my concern.

I watch his gaze, analyze it, and feel like he’s being sincere, so I walk over to him and sit next to him.

– First, I wanted to know something!

– What you want to know?

– What’s going on between you and Raúl? Are you together?

– No, but what does that have to do with the party?

– So, I don’t know exactly how Raúl feels about you, he never said anything to me, but I know he’s been saying something in the locker room…

– Has he been saying something about me in the locker room? What?