Love You Can’t Say

Then he dragged me to his chest aggressively and pulled out the tube needle quickly and held me down.

I shouted, “Dennis! Let go of me!”

He sounded indignant, “Let go of you? Isn’t this what you want? What are you upset for then?”

“Dennis, you can just tell me if you don’t want this baby. You don’t have to try so hard to force me to get rid of him!” I calmed down knowing that I wouldn’t be able to fight with him.

He slightly loosened his grip and let out a long sigh, “Clara, what do you really want from me?”

I didn’t say anything but felt heartbroken. Why did we have to torture each other? When can this end?

“You are hurting me! Let go of me!” It was really not easy to explain the whole thing between us in a few sentences.

After all, it took more than one day to get to where we were right now.

He answered, “I’m afraid I can’t do that right now.”

My face instantly got reddened and sounded annoyed, “Dennis, we are in the hospital!”

He nodded, “I Know. Do you want to do this?”

“Of course not!” This was too much for me.

He then pecked me on the forehead and then gripped my hand to help him to release.

I was too ashamed to talk to him.

After a while, I asked out of desperation, “Are you done?”

“In a minute.” He asked in a low voice.

I was quite speechless.

He finally let go of me in a while and rolled over and started breathing in a suggestive way.

I got out of the bed and left the room after organizing my clothes.

Just so it happened that I bumped into Olivia when I went out of the door with lingering redness on my face.

It seemed like that she had witnessed the scene.

“Clara, how shameless are you.”

I nodded, “Right. But there is no need of eavesdropping here.” Then I raised my eyebrows, “You can go in now. He might still have energy to have another round. After all, he is quite strong, isn’t he.”

Then I just passed her and left.

My hands felt slimy, so it took me a long time to wash it off in the bathroom.

It was already dark when I went out of the hospital.

Leo was really hard to get rid of.

Seeing that his car was parking in front of the mansion, I immediately turned around and went to YT Apartment, but my car was soon stopped.

Leo smiled at me, “You really don’t need to avoid me. It’s not a long term plan. I said that if we meet again, we will not be brothers and sisters. We should get along with each other in a different relationship.”

Sitting in the car, I watched him getting out of his car, approaching me and then leaning against my car window in a relaxed manner.

Right! I can’t just resort to avoid him constantly.

So I got out of the car and looked at him coldly, “What do you want?”

He smiled dangerously, “Clara, leave here with me. I missed you a ton all these years.”

I sneered and stared welling up, “Miss me for what? Are you thinking about how to torture me? Do you want me to see you murder someone again? Or do you want me to live in your shadows?”

He closed his eyes for a while and then said coolly, “You are not happy with Dennis, aren’t you?”

I shook my head, “I’m happy!”

He sneered, “How long do you think you can keep yourself unhurt by fighting a man with Manuel’s daughter?”

I really didn’t want to answer his boring question and just replied, “Are you here to just say all of these?”

He got straight to the point, “Go back to HL with me. I’ve bought the old mansion and redecorated it the way you loved it

I smiled, “So that I would be depressed again?”

He frowned and grew serious, Clara, you know that I never meant to hurt you.”

“So I am hurting myself?”

“Clara, being so stubborn won’t do you any good.” He started getting impatient. “Manuel and Luna are not good people. Do you think that they would just spare you after parting on bad terms with them last time? You can be storing yourself, but how about the baby in your belly?”

I paused and looked at him in disbelief, “Did you stalk me?”

He avoided my look, “No, I was protecting you!”

I sneered, “Thanks for your protection!”

Well, I can just walk if he didn’t let me drive my car.

Then he suddenly pulled my hand, “Don’t be so stubborn. You will ruin yourself!”

I was already irritated, so I tired to him and said to him clearly, “Instead of letting you ruin me, wouldn’t it be better if I ruin myself? Why can’t you just leave me alone? For the first time in my life, I finally saw a glimmer of hope. Why do you have to destroy this? Leo, would it do you any good to drag me down to the hell with you?”

I had forgot a lot of things, but with Leo’s appearance, some memories stared resurfacing which was too much to take.

Twenty five years ago, an elderly lady who was with herself the whole life met a little girl in a alley in HL. The girl was two months old and maybe it was because she was too hungry, she can only express her feeling through crying her heart out.

The lady was quite simple and kind. Seeing the poor baby, she carried her home and covered the baby with new blanket.

She meant to send this baby to the police station, but the offices all claimed that there was no orphanage in HL and they certainly can’t keep the bay as it would affect their work.

Then the lady just brought the baby home and raised her herself.

She didn’t have a lot of income as she just did farming all her life, so it was even more difficult to lead a life with a bay.

The lucky thing was that an investor funded a big factory in HL county. HL was a relatively small county and wasn’t exactly populated, so in order to have enough labor force, people of all ages can be employed in the factory.

So the lady who was already sixty years old entered the factory too and worked there for fifteen year.

Fifteen years later, the girl was old enough to help the lady around. But the lady was seventy five at this point and after fifteen years of toiling day and night, her already fragile body had become frail.

But in order to have enough money to send the girl into high school, the lady brought the investor’s bastard home so that the investor could give her a huge amount of money which can also cover the girl’s tuition.

That abandoned girl was me and that investor’s bastard was Leo.