LOVE AGAIN

I clenched my jaw and swallowed hard against the feeling of guilt and rejection

First how did she get to know about my purpose of playing her, secondly what a way to get dumped.

It was expected of course, what was I thinking, she did possibly be In Love with me, super model Noona Philips.

“My apologies”I replied.

Without any indication that she did hear me, she turned and walked away while I remained still, unable to think straight or even explain my own feelings about her instruction.

Having a nightmare could have felt better than this, I slowly sat down on my bed and cursed.

I couldn’t help it anymore, I have been entrapped like a cursed person.

I dashed into the bathroom, took my bath and made my way to her place. It was my first time in her mansion. When I got to her main apartment, the servant stopped at the door of her bedroom and went away.

I have never felt so nervous, the next minute I was asking myself why I came all the way here. I had nothing in mind to say to her.

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

“Come in”. Her voice sounded from the inside.

I opened the door slowly and entered the room and found her lying on the bed.

She looked surprised to see me, was she expecting someone else? Could it be a man? Is that why she is dressed like this?

She wore sexy lingerie and only the sight of her in that made me tight, she let her hair down, the curls adding a sexy aura to her beautiful face

My brows tighten into a frown, I tried not to look bothered but my face failed me.

“Can I speak with you?”I said huskily, trying not to look at her , but yet I found myself stealing glances the next minute..

“Yes…”.

. She stood up from the bed and approached me.

She moistened her lips with the tip of her tongue, her eyes sparkling with undeniable desire.

I had so many things in mind that it looks like she was flirting with me.

“Are you avoiding me? Or maybe I should be straight forward and ask why have you been avoiding me?”

I cursed inside , that wasn’t what I intend to say.

“I could remember the last time, you are the one who left me in the morning after what we shared the night before”she simply said.

I laughed nervously.

“I was just being childish, the truth is that….”

I paused abruptly, my heart beating fast.

She took a step closer , close enough to feel my breath.

“The truth is that?”

She kept staring into my brown eyes, devouring them with her big hazel ones.

She licked her lips flirty and continued.

“You want a woman who can satisfy you and make you feel like you are worthy of such pleasure again and I am that kind of bitch, Is that what you meant?”

My brow twitched, I pulled slightly away from her.

“Is that, what is it for you? the sex, the pleasure?”

I said slowly as if I forced those words out from my gut.

“Yes…. Frankly yes, isn’t it same for you too? What else could have been the reason two adults keep coming back to each other after all you are the one who is playing the game here”She laughed with glistening eyes and turned her back to me.

I knew deep in her heart she wanted more just like I do, not just sex, she wanted to feel love to the fullest and I am that man that can give her all that.

“No it’s not the same for me, I’ve never felt that way even from the first time we made love to each other, my feelings have been genuine but I was in denial and refuse to accept my reality because of my past failed relationships and your image, I judged you wrongly Noona”.

She slowly turned to look blankly at me for several seconds before my words managed to permeate her brain.

“Well.. I certainly didn’t realise that…”she chuckled nervously, hiding her pain.

“I don’t want just sex Noona I am sorry, give me a chance to prove myself to you, I know you must have thought I wanted to get you for Valerie ….”