CHAPTER 68
CHAPTER 68
Chapter 68 Chapter 68 Summer Frost “What’s wrong. Summer? er? Why are you crying?” He cupped my check in his palms and gazed ed into my eyes after he came to sit beside me on the bed. “Talk to me… What’s wrong?” His voice came out almost in a whisper. My heart raced uncontrollably as those charming eyes gazed into mine, and his palms on my checks made me feel spark all over my body. My eyes darted to his s**y lips which were parted, and all I could think of was to kiss him. ‘Get that off your head, d, Summer. F**g get it off your head” I tried to resist him, but the more I tried, the harder it was for me. “…’m fine.” My voice shook slightly as I managed to shift uncomfortably on the bed, and quickly wiped off my tears. “I’m fine. Why did you come inside? I didn’t ask you to,” I turned my face away, trying to breathe fine. “Uhm…. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to. I just happened to hear you crying and I got worried. Are you sure you are fine? is there something bothering you? Do you want to talk about it?” He held my cheek gently and turned my face to look at him, but I slapped his hand off and rose to my feet. “Don’t touch me!” I snapped at him: Can’t he see that I was trying so hard here not to fall for this urge to have him? Why was he making it hard for me by touching me? “You don’t have the right to touch me, so stop it!” I snapped at him again, and he slowly nodded after he stood up from the bed. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to,” He apologized and sighed. “I’ll be in my room. Call me if you need anything.” I rushed into the bathroom once he was out of the room, and got under the cold shower. I was
hoping it’d help me cool down my body which felt like it was on fire. Though I didn’t touch my p**y, I could already feel the wetness. It was so sensitive that just the touch of a drop of water made me moan softly. Why was I so h**y? Well, the answer is anyone who had not had sex for six years straight would be in this same situation especially when being touched by someone they long so much for, right? My breath was a bit raspy, and my heart would not stop racing like it was running a marathon. “I should not have come here,” I groaned silently as t threw my head back and shut my eyes tightly. I was soaked in cold water along with the robe I was wearing for the next few minutes, and after I felt much better, I stripped out of the robe, wrung out the water, and spread it on the hanging line in the bathroom, After I changed into something else, I walked back into the room and slumped on the bed. For the eleventh time, I tossed on the bed uncomfortably. I thought the cold bath was going to help me relax, but it almost didn’t do any work. At least it worked only while I was soaked in it earlier. “Not today, please,” I cuddled myself up under the duvet and shut my eyes tightly, thinking of everything else except for Xander, but he just kept popping naturally into my head. I had forgotten about what happened earlier between Dad and myself as my thoughts were only dominated by Xander. ‘It doesn’t mean anything. Why don’t you tell him you are h**y and get this done with?’ I quickly sat up on the bed as that crazy thought hit me so hard. 1/3 Chapter 68 ‘Besides, you still love him. You can do it now and worry about what happens later, you know? Another thought came at me, but I quickly shrugged it off because no way I would ever do that “Just go to sleep, Summer. Don’t do something s**d,” Forcing myself to sleep when it was already late was difficult, but I eventually managed to, anyway I had no idea how long I’d been asleep, but I was glad I woke up on my own without any call disrupting my sleep or an alarm. I jumped off the bed with speed upon realising that it was late in
the morning and the sun was already out. “F**k! How did I sleep for so long?” I cursed loudly as I rushed into the bathroom, stripped out of the robe I was wearing, and just when I was about to hop under the shower to have a cold bath, Ispotted the bathtub which was filled with soapy water, and a note attached to the back of it. “Has this been here?” As much as I wanted to conclude that it was, the foam didn’t look like it was there since the previous day. Curious to know what was in the note, I removed it from the back of the bathtub. “I prepared lukewarm water for you. Come downstairs for breakfast. One more things. There is a bag beside the bed. You should change into the dress” A smile formed on my lips as this reminded me of ‘us’ back then. “He is so sweet,” it was an undeniable fact, and I didn’t try to deny it. I was curious to know how the dress will fit as I bathed, so I hurried back to check them out once I was done inside the bathroom. was a short lavender colored gown, red pant and bra which were perfectly my “He didn’t have to,” My cheeks flushed as I arranged them neatly on the bed and went to dry my skin. After I changed into the dress, I went downstairs, and he was in the dining room, setting the table. “Good morning. You are here,” He looked at me with a warm smile on his face. Good morning, it’s crazy how I suddenly became shy around him, but it’s cute, right? “Did you sleep well?” “Hmm,” I nodded. I felt a twitch in my abdomen when he picked up a bowl of soup which caused the veins of his hands to pop out. They were straight, big, and s**y. “Holly s**t!” I blurted out before I could hold it back, and he looked at me. “Is everything alright?” He almost caught me staring at his hand, but thankfully, I was quick to look away. “Oh, yes. I’m fine. I just remembered something.” I chuckled dryly and awkwardly “Hmm,” He nodded after he gave me a brief suspicious stare.
“Let’s eat,” He rolled up the sleeves of his shirt to his elbow, revealing more of his veins, and I failed to compose myself this time. “Xander.. “Hmm?” He paused and looked at me. “I want you,” it took me the last self restraint in me to hold those words back. “Are you ok?” He raised his eyebrows worriedly. 2/3 色 11:30 Wed, 12 Jun DOT. Chapter 68 “Hmm. I’m fine. I want to go home,” I quickly rose to my feet, and he pulled a puzzled look. “What do you mean you want to go? We were supposed to
“Please get my back from inside the room,” I cut him off, rushing my words. I might do something crazy if I stayed back here for another minutes, and that was the last thing I wanted…. 0