His Soul & His Shame

Holy shit! Is this real!

Is Ezra really on his knees and asking me to marry him? I can't believe it!

Hurt and sadness washes over his features when iam still stuck and didnt utter a single fucking thing. My heart and head said "Yes" the second the words tumble out of his mouth but my body is still in shock and not moving.

"It's Okay Baby girl! You don't need to say anything." A small smile apparead on his handsome face and he started to got up pulling me with him but I pulled him down and took his lips with mine showing him that I will marry him every single time if he asks me.

Our lips moved slowly savoring the taste of each other and I want to savor this moment as much as I can.

"I will happily make you my husband, Ezra! So, it's a yes!" I said, our foreheads touching and our breaths mixing with each other.

"Thank you so much, Baby girl! Thank you for making me the happiest man by saying Yes and accepting me after all the things I did to hurt you. You don't know how much your yes meant to me." He croaked out, cupping my cheeks and looking at me with so much love and adoration that I don't know how to feel.

I always craved his love, emotions and everything and now when I am getting everything from him, I am feeling overwhelmed but in a good way.

He pulled out a small box from his pocket and opened the lid showing me the most beautiful and prettiest ring I have ever seen.

"When I went on to pick out a ring for you, this is the one which reminded me of you the most." The ring is a stunning gold ring with a beautiful rose design and delicate pink diamonds on the rose.

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'It's so beautiful, Ezra! I love it!" I squealed happily, giving him my hand when he showed his palm to take it and put the ring on my ring finger which fit perfectly.

"I knew that it would look more beautiful on your finger, Fay!" Ezra kissed my ring finger and pulled me up and took me towards the table which is decorated beautifully with flowers and fairy lights.

"I'm starving, Ezra! What did you get there?" He pulled my chair out and helped me to sit down and took his seat opposite me.

I never thought I would be engaged and that too with Ezra but here we are on our date and enjoying food in a beautiful beach surrounded by trees and cool air flowing through us making me feel serene and happy.

"I asked my chef to prepare your favorite food!" He informed me, opening the lid of mouth-watering hot lasagna.

"Oh My god! I am going to stuff my tummy with all the yummy food." I joked, stuffing my mouth with a spoonful of the deliciousness and groaning at the taste of it.

"Don't make noises like that, Babygirl. I am on the brink of losing it." Ezra's husky voice broke my food trance, making me look up at him to see his eyes darkened with desire and want making me clench my thighs.

"What will you do If I don't stop!" I challenged him with a smirk and moaned. His jaw ticked and he narrowed his eyes at me with a wicked glint.

"Finish your food first, Babygirl! I will show you what happens when you don't listen to me when we are done eating." I ate my food hurriedly hungry for him and the things his eyes promised me.

We finished our food with a cheesecake and chocolate cake and I literally got a food orgasam with the delicious food and now it's time to get real orgasms.

"Come let's dance!" I put my wine glass on the table standing up and took his awaiting hand. Ezra took me to the middle and the music changed to a sensual one and the air around us changed according to the music and the mood. Ezra and I started swaying with the music and breeze, our bodies glued together and my head rested on his shoulder.

I feel at ease and home for the first time in years. I am unable to put words to the feelings and emotions I am having right now. I just want to cease this moment.

"I love you, Baby girl!" Those three words froze me for the second time tonight.

Ezra has said those words so many times throughout the years but this time it's different and I can feel the love in those words making me shudder in his arms.

"I.. I love you too, Ezra!" I choked the words out, hugging him close to my body and felt the way his body loosened up.

He took my lips this time with his and this kiss is different from the last one. This has desire, lust, love, longing and need. Our hands started exploring each other like it was our first time.

Ezra took me to the bed which is placed on the sand and we took our time to undress each other.

"Is it okay to be naked here?" I asked, worried that someone may come and see us like this.

Ezra laughed at my frown and flicked my forehead.

"It's a private property Fay! No one is going to come here." With that said he tweaked my right nipple and bowed his head to take the left nipple in his mouth making me thrust my boobs in his face.

I'm already dripping wet and I can't wait to have him inside me. It's been a long time since we did this and I can't wait any longer.

"I can't wait any longer Ezra! Please make love to me." My voice came out in a whisper as i am unable to form the words properly due to the need and desire consuming me.

He made me lay on the soft bed and started placing soft kisses all over my face and finally took my awaiting lips with his lips making love to them first and then he entered me making me shudder with each thrust.

"I missed feeling so warm, Baby girl. You are my home." With that he started making love to me under the stars like In fairy tales and we both shattered at the same time under those same stars feeling happy, content and sated and starting a new life and new beginning.