His Doll

Chapter 29- Anamika!

After Few months

Devika's p.o.v

" Abhinav, please go slow...you are hurting me. Ahh!! Please.. stop it, "I am almost crying because of

his hard thrust. It's been hours since he is inside me.

He almost choked my neck and said dangerously," Bear with it".

Saying that he again gave a hard thrust. I am feeling pain and exhaustion.

"Please, I am feeling pain, "I told him crying. This time he slapped my face hard. The impact was so

hard that my face started stinging and I felt blood in the corner of my lips.

He grabbed my chin tightly and said into my ear," did I tell you to speak? Hmm? Then why are you

speaking? Just lay down beneath me."

Saying that he kissed my lips and continued his pounding inside me.

After another hour he stopped and I took a relief of breath. We are both naked on the bed panting very

hard. We are sweating even though the AC is on.

He nuzzled on my shoulder and said seductively," My doll!! you are like a drug for me. what are you

doing with me? huh!! I can't resist myself around you! You are making me lose my sanity!! Saying that

he rested his one hand on my belly and I felt shivered. His every touch always makes my whole system

filled with fear.

" Don't talk when I fuck you. It ruins my mood. I am sorry if I exhausted you. What can I do!! You know

very well that how much I love myself inside you. How much I love to bury myself inside you roughly,"

saying all these he kissed my shoulder and left bosom.

I didn't say anything because I have nothing to say. I am feeling pain in my whole body. When it's about

intimacy, he becomes a wild animal. What would have happened if he behaved a little gentler with me!!!

He doesn't care about me. He doesn't care I am feeling pain or not. He is only after his pleasure.

I wrapped a thin quilt around me to hide my naked body.

" Don't forget to take the pill. I don't want to be a father so soon," saying that he went towards his side

on the bed and closed his eyes for sleep. After some time I heard his snores indicating he is asleep.

Slowly I got down from the bed. I couldn't even stand up properly. The area between my legs is paining

too much.

With limping legs, using the help of the furniture I walked towards the table and opened its drawer. I

took out a birth control pill and gulped it down with a glass of water.

He doesn't want to be a father so soon and I also don't want any innocent life in this loveless marriage.

If I give birth to any child than the child will suffer the most between us.

I didn't think further and returned to the bed. I laid down there beside him. He told me that I don't have

to sleep on the floor anymore. I am grateful towards God that I am not sleeping on the floor anymore.

I am lying on the bed but there is no sleep in my eyes. I am thinking about everything. About this

marriage's future.

I always wanted a person who will love me, cherish me and give respect to me but my luck is so cruel

to me that it gave me a person whom I don't even understand. I am adjusting with him. There is no love

between us. I don't know what he feels for me but for him, I only feel fear.

Recently I am not understanding his behaviour. For the last few months, he has again gotten back into

his previous beastly mood.

Sometimes he behaves so nicely and sometimes he behaves like a beast. Sometimes he cares for me

like I am his everything and sometimes he treats me like trash. What does he actually want I don't

know.

I am grateful to him for one thing that he permitted me for continuing my study though he didn't permit

me to use phone, hang out with friends and do other things.

I have to be with Arushi always and his guards are always with me like super glue. He fears that I will

escape with another man, that's why his guards always keep watching on me. Heck!! This man!! Why

he thinks so low about me.!!

He has given me a limited time for college. If I become late for some reason than he punishes me by

slapping or beating me with his belt or thick sticks. After hurting me, he apologised to me so badly like

he is really sorry. His mood always changes just like the wind changes its direction. Seeing his weird

conditions I have to always forgive him.

One day I requested him to return the company to my ma and most surprisingly he agreed and the next

day he told me that he has given back the company to ma. I was surprised that he listened to my

words.

Ma didn't contact me till now and I am still angry with her. Until she calls me first, I will not talk with her.

But, I am happy that my ma doesn't have to work as a swiper anymore.

Sometimes he behaves like a lover and sometimes he behaves like a completely mad person. He

doesn't beat me daily but when his mood become ruined for any reason, he unleashed his anger on me

by scolding and beating me.

What will be my future with him I don't know. I hope that one day everything will be ok. After thinking

like an eternity, when I drifted into sleep I don't know.

At morning

We are having breakfast silently. Abhinav, Arushi, Arnav and I are sitting at the dining table. Maids are

serving food. Ruhani ma has returned to her house and Avantika is now living with her in-laws. Abhinav

told me that I don't have to sit on the floor anymore and eat boiled meat anymore. I am grateful to God

that now I can eat like a normal person.

Everyone is silent when Abhinav said with his usual impassive tone," Next week is our first marriage

anniversary. I am holding a get together."

Listening to him, I become shocked and started counting all the months mentally. I have spent my one

year in this house with him!! I can't believe it!! How quickly time passes!! It's been one year since we

are married!!

Arnav and Arushi congratulated Abhinav and me. I can see Arnav is not that happy but Arushi is too

much happy. I just gave a small smile to them and Abhinav said nothing. He is always expressionless.

"Avantika and her in-laws will be also here," he said sipping his coffee.

I tried to ask him about my family that why doesn't he invite my family also. He looked at me and said,"

Your mother will be also here. I know how much you miss her".

I am looking at him dumbfounded. How did he know what am I thinking!! And why he agreed so easily.

This man is totally unpredictable.

After having breakfast, Arnav has already left for his Clinic. Arushi has gone to college. I am not feeling

well, I am still sore down there so I decided to stay at home.

Abhinav is ready for his office. He will just leave our room when he told me," Umm.. I have forgotten a

file in my study room. Go and bring the file for me".

I don't know which file he is talking about. I asked him," Which file are you talking about?"

" A file with the red cover. You will find it on my table. Now, go hurriedly. I am getting late, "He snapped

at me.

I didn't waste any time and walked fast to his study room. Normally, no one is allowed in his study

room. I am surprised that he told me to bring his file.

I entered his study room and walked to the table. But, I didn't find any red file. So, instinctively I started

searching.

After searching for some time I realized that there is no red file. Then I noticed the drawer of his table.

Maybe the file is inside it.

Without any further thinking, I opened it and found the file. Finally!! I took out the file and when I will just

close the drawer I noticed some pills inside the drawer.

Like a curious kid, I picked up the pills and tried to understand what kind of pill are those. And most

importantly why these pills are here in his study room.

Is he having those pills.? But, why would he be having pill? He isn't ill. He is completely fine.

I started reading the description of the pills. Before I could read properly, I heard footsteps. I

understood that someone is coming.

Immediately I hid the pills inside the drawer and closed the drawer. I looked at the door and an angry

Abhinav entered.

He marched at me with full rage and snatched the file from my hand. He slapped on my face and said

angrily, " Were you sleeping here? Why were you taking so long?.

I lowered my head and didn't say anything. His slapping is now so common for me that I didn't give any

reaction.

He ordered me to leave his study room right now. Saying sorry I left his study room. But, those pills

matter isn't leaving my mind. Why is he having pill and if he is having them than for which problem he is

having them!!.

Abhinav's p.o.v

"Your condition is getting worsen day by day. Though you trying very hard to control yourself but you

always fail. The doctor has given you powerful medicine but still, your condition isn't getting better. You

are always losing your sanity and snapping at anyone and anywhere. My doll is suffering too much

because of your condition," The good Abhinav is saying all this to me. My whole mind is totally fucked

up.

I am not understanding what should I say when I felt like the devil inside me is rising. Oh!! Shit!! He will

again take control over me.

Before I could do anything the devil inside me said," You are becoming weak again. What's all this doll!!

My doll!! Don't forget about your revenge. You are a ruthless mafia and there is no mercy inside you.

Don't forget this!"

My head is again spinning and my mood is again ruining. I took out another pill from my pocket and

gulped it down. If this situation continues then one day I will become crazy.

Right now, I am sitting in my black Mercedes. i am going to meet Bablu khan. The right-hand man of

Usman baba. He is one of those person's whom I respect most. He is the person who taught me all

kinds of martial arts, trained me on how to wield all kinds of weapons like guns, knives, swords etc.

Moreover, he is the person who trained me to be a mafia leader. Still, I remember that day when he

gave me a gun and told me to shoot a traitor. I was 16 years old at that time.

Flashback

( After ma's death and that fire accident I was roaming around the whole Delhi city like a hobo with my

siblings for a job and shelter. But no one showed any mercy to me. We were living under a tree at that

time. One day I left my siblings alone under that tree to find some food. When I returned, I saw that two

drunken men were trying to rape Avantika!!

Can you believe two drunken men were trying to rape a 9-year-old girl.!! My other siblings were beaten

brutally. To save my siblings I picked up a stone and banged one of those drunken man's head. I

always carried a knife with me for safety. I stabbed another one with the knife and They immediately

died at the spot. I murdered two people when I was just 15!!

To avoid the police I ran away from there with my siblings. I robbed a passer-by and using his money I

came to Mumbai with my siblings. After coming to Mumbai, I started facing more problems. I didn't

have any guardian, nor I had any money. Every day I was begging in front of people to give me work,

food and shelter. But, this world is too much cruel.No one showed me any mercy. At that time I was

living with my siblings at the rail station. One night I was returning home after searching for work the

whole day. I was passing a quiet place when he heard someone is crying for help. The whole area was

covered with bushes so I wasn't understanding from where the cries were coming.

I searched for the source of the cry and found a man who was shot in his left arm. He was crying for

help. I ran towards him and tried to take him to the hospital.

But he told me that he can't go to the hospital. He gave me a phone number and told me to call on that

number by using PCO. And told me to tell the owner of the number that bade saheb( Sir) is injured and

he needs help. I did as he told me to do.

The whole time I was with that injured man and consoled him. I found a tube well and collected some

water using a broken glass bottle. I helped the man to drink the water. The man became unconscious

in my arms. I couldn't leave him alone in that dark area. So, I stayed with him holding him in my arms.

After 20 minutes another man came with 15/20 bodyguard type people and took that injured man. Then

another man told me that he is Bablu khan. But he didn't disclose that injured man's identity. Bablu

khan thanked me and left the place.

After 3 days when I stole a piece of bread from a hotel because of hunger, the hotel manager gave me

to the police. After getting arrested by the police, I saw another cruelty of this world. The policeman

broke my hand and feet just because I stole a piece of bread. After 3 days they threw my injured body

on the street. I was suffering alone on the street and crying. My condition was so bad that I couldn't

even be walking properly. I was thinking only one thing if I die then who will look after my siblings. I was

cursing my fate and everyone responsible for my misery.

Just like a God appears in front of his broken devotee, Bablu Khan appeared in front of me like that. I

didn't know how he found me. He came out of a car and without saying anything he picked me up, got

back into his car and took me to a place.

The place was looking like some secret place of any powerful man. There I again met that injured man

and found out that I saved none other than the most feared underworld don Usman Seikh. I told him

everything about me and my family. Listening to me he hugged me tightly like a real father. I requested

him to not share my secrets with anyone and he agreed.

Usman Sheikh took me to his home where I met Ruhani ma. They both took care of me like real

parents. And when I told them about my siblings they took my siblings also with them and took care of

me and my siblings.

They appeared in my life like a saviour. They treated us and gave us shelter, food, clothes and other

necessary things and most importantly love.

My siblings always liked to spend their time with Ruhani ma but I always spent my time with Usman

baba. He permitted me to call him baba( father).

He wanted to make me a successful businessman. But I wanted not only money but also power. A fire

of revenge was erupting inside me like a volcano. I wanted to taste not only money and luxury but also

power. I became hungry for power. I wanted to establish myself as so ruthless that only hearing my

name people will pee on their pants. The society which always gave me pain and I wanted to establish

myself as a superior in this society. I requested Usman baba to make me the ruthless don like him.

Though he resisted too much and tried to make me understand how much dangerous is this world.

That time the fear inside me had already died and before my stubbornness, he had to agree. At that

time I came to know the biggest secret of his life that his wife, our Ruhani ma doesn't know that he is

an underworld don. As she doesn't like violence so Usman baba always has to hide his real identity

from her.

At that time Most people only heard his name but never saw him face to face. Usman baba gave me to

Bablu Khan who trained me to become an underworld don. I was learning everything which an

underworld don should know along with my study.

After graduation, I established my own company "Agnihotri Corporation" with my own hard work.

Usman Baba always helped me as a mentor. Just At the age of 25, I become India's number one

businessman. I was listed as the most youngest billionaire businessman in India times twice.

I started the illegal land business along with my legal business which gave me more profit. Then I

started owning many clubs, hotels, restaurants, and many garments factories. I had opened many

branches of my company across the world apart from India.

Every day I was becoming successful when I came to know that Usman Baba was diagnosed as a

cancer patient I tried very hard to save him arranging all kinds of medical treatment but

after suffering for 2 years he died.

Before dying, he gave me all his illegal businesses responsibility. Slowly I gained more power in the

mafia world using my own brain and with bablu khan's help. And now, I am the most feared mafia

leader along with the number one businessman's title. I returned to Delhi when I was 27 years old. The

city where I lost everything and now in this city, I am the king!! )

Flashback ended

I always wished one thing that why didn't God make me the real son of Usman Baba.

Whatever my destiny was always cruel towards me and it has made me cruel like it.

Last night Bablu khan's son called me and informed me that he is very ill. His condition is very bad.

Though he was having all kind of modern medical treatment but seems like God doesn't want him to be

alive anymore. His son informed me that before dying he wants to meet me. Again I am going to lose a

person who always cared for me. Why God is always snatching everything from me!!

Author's p.o.v

" Bitch...can't you do anything properly? you lazy ass!! Actually I shouldn't have given this job to you.

You are old and can't do any work properly. I should fire you, "A woman is yelling at Bhabani.

" Please, I will be careful from next time. Don't fire me. This job is the only earning source of mine. If

you fire me then I will die because of hunger!! Bhabani pleaded and the woman slapped her hard on

her face.

The woman said dangerously," If I find another laziness than trust me I will beat you black and blue and

then throw you out from my house. Now, go and bring coffee for me," The woman ordered Bhabani and

she ran towards the kitchen.

It's been many months since Bhabani is working as a maid in this young woman's house. Abhinav has

fired her from that swiper's job. He has made her a real beggar. Abhinav has trapped her again and

snatched her house from her.

Now, she is living in a slum with her other children. She has to stop their education because of financial

problem. Ruhi has to work also with her mother as a maid and Neel has started working as a bus

conductor.

Their condition is too bad. But, the most disturbing fact for them is that Abhinav has threatened them to

not talk with devika about their miserable condition. If they say anything to her then he will make their

life more miserable. Ruhi, Neel and Devika three are so unfortunate that they are paying for their

mother's sins. Bhabani is still clueless why Abhinav is doing all this.

Right now, Bhabani is done with her work and returning to her house. She is totally weak and walking

very slowly. Suddenly her phone rang and she took out the phone from her bag. She has sold out her

android phone for money and bought a simple buttoned phone.

Right now, seeing the number her heartbeat increased and without wasting any time she picked up the

call.

She almost yelled," Hey, who are you? How did you know vivek? Why didn't you call after your first

call?"

Yes, the person is none other than that person who called bhabni once and told about vivek.

Bhabani is now too much stressed and wanted only answers.

The person said with his deep voice," If you want to know about vivek's murderer than meet me at the

old cement factory."

Saying that the person cut the call.

" But, who are you? Hey? Hello?? Bhabani is yelling on the phone but no one is answering and she

understood that the person has cut the call. Bhabani couldn't recognise the voice. The voice is too

much deep and she never heard this voice anywhere.

She is now too much desperate to know about vivek's murderer. She didn't waste any time and started

walking towards the old cement factory. The factory is abandoned for many years. People don't usually

go there.

Bhabani couldn't take any taxi and waste her valuable money. So, she decided to walk.

After 45 minutes of walking, she is now in front of the cement factory. She is calling on that number

again and again. But the number is switched off. It's almost evening time and the sun is almost setting.

It's getting dark and the whole area is empty and quiet. Bhabani is feeling scared. But still gathering

some courage she entered the factory. The factory is looking too much creepy.

Bhabani started yelling, " Hello!! Anyone there? Hey??

But there is no response. She is now entering more inside of the factory. She is forgetting the fact that

she is alone here and anyone can do anything to her. Suddenly she heard some footsteps behind her.

She immediately looked back and found nothing. Then she heard someone's whispers. This time

Bhabani is hell scared and started screaming.

" Hey!! Who are you? Did you call me here to scare me? But, remember one thing, I am not scared of

you, "Bhavani said with a shuttering voice.

But the whispers are increasing and she heard a woman's voice from behind. Bhabani gulped down

her saliva and wiped the sweat beads from her forehead. She slowly turned around and seeing the

person she becomes shocked and panicked.

Her body started trembling with tremendous fear. She is feeling like someone has snatched the land

from under her feet. Her eyes become round like a potato and she yelled loudly"Anamika".......