Forbidden 23
Forbidden 23
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After bathing I climb into bed, and ignore the world. I sleep the rest of the day away and the night. Grateful not to be around people, I need time to think of a plan. A plan that gets me away from Joel but keeps Ivy safe as well. My dad has been calling but I ignored him, if he apologises he will expect me to go back, and I can’t do that.
Jasper tries calling but I ignore him as well, but his texts become increasingly more worried, so I tell him where I am. Not long after there is a knock at the door and I walk through, opening it, he stands looking at me confused.
“Baby girl, it’s been twenty–four hours your dad is freaking out, stop ignoring him.”
I want to tell him, no, but the truth is I miss my dad. Right now seeing him would help me feel safe, but I can’t. Every choice I have someone gets hurt, if I go with Joel, I get hurt. I feel tears fill my eyes and his arms wrap around me.
“Something is going on baby girl, what’s wrong?” He looks at me worried, and I shake my head as I begin crying harder. “Look, whatever it is. I promise not to tell your dad, I don’t want to lose you baby girl, so please just speak.” He grips my chin forcing me to look at him. I open my mouth to talk and close it again. Sure he said he wouldn’t tell my dad, but he would. If I said Joel beat me and sold me out for sex, keeping me chained like a dog, he would tell my dad and a war would break out.
“My dad has never shouted at me, not like that. He really hated me.” I choose to lie instead, and he smiles.
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“He fucking loves you, he doesn’t hate you. Sit, we need to talk, there was something your dad knew that I didn’t.” He pulls me through and we sit down, I wait for him to talk and now he looks like he is debating
1. it.
“About a year ago, Ivy went a little wild. She was going to parties and drinking, and one night your dad brought her home barely conscious. Your dad was so mad over James, baby girl because that night Ivy was in James’s car.”
“James wouldn’t do that.”
“Ivy said he never touched her when she woke up, but to your dad, he had her in the car and she was passed out. Sure nothing happened, but who really knows what could have‘ if your dad hadn’t shown up.”
I shake my head. “No, Daddy, James is a lot of things but he wouldn’t rape a woman, or use her drunken state for sex. He isn’t like that, he has fucked up ideas but he wouldn’t, he isn’t that sort of person, I know that sort of person and it isn’t James.”
I can’t let them think that. “Do you know how many times James pushed guys away from me when I was drunk before and drove me back to his and let me sleep without touching me? A lot.”
“How do you know?” Jasper looks at me and I look at him confused. “You said he isn’t that sort of person, you know that sort of person, how?” Shit, I try and think of something but nothing comes. He moves pulling me onto his lap. “Baby girl, just tell me, I swear you can keep names hidden, but there is so much more there that you aren’t saying.” He looks at me waiting.
“It doesn’t matter daddy, all that matters is I know James would never do that. Especially not to Ivy.”
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“It does matter, especially if someone LUMO
girl, please.”
“Look, if you keep pushing and asking, just leave. I don’t want to talk about it.”
He sighs but nods. “One day you will need to speak about it baby girl, about everything. For now, I will let it go.” He pulls me closer and I settle against him. “The plan is baby girl, from now on you leave your bike at the hotel, and I will pick you up. Then if your dad checks it’s here. If you don’t answer the door, just lie and say you went to get food.” He smiles down at me and I nod.
“Thank you, daddy.” My lips press against his and he pulls me closer, moans escaping my lips as my hands begin to undress him and he chuckles.
“Baby girl, I’m meant to be talking to you, getting you to see your dad was worried.” His words vibrate off my lips as I pull him down onto
1. me.
“Well, you should stop wasting time talking Daddy and start fucking. We get interrupted, this is the only chance we’ve had without that risk.” I pull my top off and his hands grab me holding me closer to him.
“Okay baby girl, get up, and go get your ass bent over that bed.” He moves back and I follow his order, walking through I strip the rest of my clothes and bend over the bed. Soon I feel him behind me, his hands tying my legs to the bed posts using underwear. “Quick, hard and dirty baby girl.” He slams into me causing me to scream, he doesn’t go slow, he fucks me like we could be stopped at any minute which has me crying out in pleasure too quickly.
I slam back on him, refusing to let him stop, his groans become louder
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as I keep doing it, until I hear him groan and his hips stutter almost. His hands hold me against him. “Tonight, my place. I plan to tie you down baby girl, hours of fun. I think you need it.” His mouth kisses my neck as he moves and unties me.
“Now baby girl, get ready. Come see your dad because he hates himself for how he behaved. Only you can stop that.” He kisses me and I get ready, soon I am on my bike following behind him. We stop at the club and we walk in. I see my dad, he’s sat with Sam and Diesel, clearly hurt. He looks up and is shocked to see me.
He moves and hugs me. “Sorry princess, I freaked out. I’m sorry.” I hug him back and smile up at him knowing what will help.
“Fancy a bike ride, Daddy?”
“Sure, did you come on your bike?”
“I did, but I meant just on yours.” He looks at me shocked, once I learned to ride I complained so much about getting on the back. I know though it makes him happy, I watch as he smiles and we leave, sitting on the bike my arms wrap around him and I feel safe. Safer than I had with Jasper, but the feeling of being safe just rips me apart when I realise I need to agree to leave with Joel, just to save everyone else.
Thirty minutes later we stop at the club and I climb off the bike and he hugs me again. “I’m sorry princess.”
“Daddy, it’s fine. Jasper told me why.” I smile at him and he nods, before we walk in. I sit with Jasper as my dad grabs us drinks.
“You made his day baby girl, maybe even year.” I look at him confused. “He has missed you, missed having his princess on the bike with him. So that meant the world to him.” He smiles and I nod.
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“I could see he was upset, I wanted to cheer him up.” I did. “Plus, I missed it, I missed everything here.”
“Then stay.” I look at him, shocked by his words. “You’re not studying baby girl, and he won’t care. So why leave? Stay here, we can keep seeing each other.”
“I can’t stay daddy, I have a life.”
“You call that a life?” He looks at me shocked.
“Don’t, if you’re going to start trying to control me, you can fuck off like the other assholes.” I stand and walk through to the bathroom, why did he have to bring up me staying?