First Love

CASSIE’S POV

It’s okay. It’s okay. Max would be mine. I told myself and smiled. Erica white was not that bad. She maybe ugly but heart was pure and I liked that about her. I don’t know how come she knew that I love Max. Maybe a women instinct or something else but I am happy that she won’t have any relation with Max after their wedding.

But then again why Max forced her to marry him? What’s his intention? What does he wants? I guess his parents forced him to marry someone and to go against their wish he decided to marry someone who’s both ugly and poor.

I shrugged my shoulders and texted Max that I love him to which I get no reply. But that’s okay. I’ll love him no matter what.

To change my mood, I decided to click a selfie and post it on my Instagram. It’s been quite a days since I last posted something. My 60 million followers would be dying to see my another post, right?

I frowned. Who am I fooling? They may have followed me but all they do is to troll me. Anyways, I posted my selfie and decided to read the comments. In a minute or so, thousands of comments flashed on my screen.

Since I was bored, I asked my chef to make salad for me so that I enjoy reading comments.

After I got my salads, I clicked on comments sections to read them.

“Beautiful.”

“There’s no such beauty other than you.”

“Please reply to my comment. You’re looking so gorgeous.”

“Wow.”

I raised my eyebrows. Ah ha, this all made my day for sure. I know I am pretty unlike that Erica. I would’ve been doomed if I was her. I mean she’s no pretty at all.

“Shame that Max chose Erica over you. She’s ugly yet she got him and look at you.”

” Your beauty is of no use.”

“You’re ugly. Erica looks better than you.”

“Erica and Max are made for each other. Don’t get in their way.”

“Your beauty is of no use. After all Max chose someone else.”

“How embarrassing it was for you. I thought you and Max were dating.”

I closed the Instagram and in next moment, I threw my cellphone away. I stared how it broken down into pieces.

“Fuck it damnit.” I whispered under my breath.

Lighting the cigarette, I inhaled a large blow of smoke inside my lungs while exhaling it from my mouth.

I am no damsel in distress that a knight in shining armour has to come to save me. I don’t give two fucks about it. I know such kinds of people. They’re just trollers. And these bastards don’t give a shit about my life.

I laughed, a dull laugh and decided to pay no heed to them.

I was about to sleep when I saw Max coming through the door. He was pissed at something. I felt happy seeing him and all my stress faded away.

He looked at my broken cellphone and raised his eyebrows. His mood changed suddenly and he gave a heartedly laugh. “Trolled?”

“Oh they’re bastards. I don’t give two shits to them” I smiled while walking up to to him.

Snuggling my arms around him, I hugged him tighter. And strangely this time he hugged me back. I was so surprised that I couldn’t help but look up at him who held a blank face.

“Let’s have sex.” He said and next I know he was kissing me while cornering me to the wall.

I was tired. Too tired to have sex but I don’t want to say no to him. Sex is the only way when he’s closer to me. And I don’t want to ruin it.

He took me to the bed and next we did sex. I faked moan as if I was enjoying it but in reality I wasn’t. The sex was painful because I don’t wanted it to happen and unfortunately I don’t want to tell him that. Otherwise he’ll never have sex with me again and I don’t want him to go away from me.

Once we are done, we lay down on the bed.

“What pissed you today?” I asked, creasing the skin of his chest.

He exhaled. “Erica was stressed out.”

I frowned. Again Erica?

“Why?”

“Some people were trolling badly for her looks.” He said.

I nodded my head. I know that already. People will troll you no matter what. Be it Erica white or Cassie Fox.

“She cried today and trust me it hurts me here.” He pointed towards his chest.

I stiffened. Is he falling for her?

I looked at his face and the expression he held scared me.

Max was definitely falling for her!