Filthy Secret

That’s when Jason looked into her big beautiful eyes and saw them roll back into the back of her eye sockets and she passed back out again, but this time she seemed to be no breathing as he looked down at her chest. Quickly thinking Jason puts his fingers on her neck and looks for a pulse, but no pulse can be found!

Jason automatically goes into first aid mode trying to find the bottom and middle of her chest bones, the problem is because of her large breasts and the bra she’s wearing holding them it makes it difficult to find the right area, thinking about it for only a split second he rolls Belle onto her side and with a flick of his fingers he unfastens her bra clamp and rolls her back onto her back not even thinking he slides her straps down her arms either side pulling the bra out from under her work shirt through the bottom of her top. Tries to find the right position again this time without her bra in the way and after having a little bit of difficulty he finds the middle of her chest and praying he’s in the right spot places one hand over the other and begins chest compressions. Stopping every few minutes to turn his head to the side and putting his face sideways close to her mouth to listen for breathing, after 5 minutes The first aid team came running in and thanked Jason telling him “We’ve got it now Jason, I know you’re worried but please allow us to take over.”

Jason knowing she’s going to be safer in the first aid team’s hands stands and moves out of the way, standing back and watching for any sign of life. It takes about 2 or 3 minutes with the first aid lady performing CPR on Belle before he sees then turns her onto her side hearing Belle

struggling for breath. Wasn’t long after that the ambulance team came rushing into the room with the portable stretcher, loaded her up, and with the help of Jason and the first aid team loaded her into the ambulance team Belle was taken to the local hospital.

Jason goes out to the smoking area, lights up a cigarette, and is in shock about what has happened and worries he did something wrong and injured or made her worse. It’s been a long time since he had to perform CPR on anyone and wondered if he had done it right, he crouched down in the corner looking at his cigarette burning away in his fingers with a tear in his eye.

Narelle, the first aid officer comes over seeing Jason in the corner, puts her hands around Jason in a hugging embrace, and tells him “You look like you have been two rounds with Mike Tyson” looks at him concerned, places her fingers under his chin and lifts his eyes to her telling him “You did nothing wrong Jason when I walked in and say you were doing CPR on Belle and then down at your hands placed on her chest they were in the perfect position mate, you did nothing wrong Jason it was the shock that caused this not you.”

I just looked at Narelle with tears in my eyes and spoke “Are you sure?” wiped his eyes “Please tell me she’s going to be okay!”

Narelle drops her eyes slightly breaking contact with Jason saying “We don’t know what damage has been done. ” Looking at him concerned “Why don’t you go talk to Dave and ask him if can you knock off and can you go home?”

Jason looked up and around for Dave who was just walking towards the smoker’s area, his eyes were scanning around all the people until he locked eyes with Jason and walked briskly towards him “Jason I didn’t know you knew how to apply CPR mate but you look like you’re about to pass out are you, okay mate?”

Jason just shakes his head and nervously asks Dave “I’m worried about Belle, with your permission I’d like to go to the hospital and wait to see if she’s going to be okay.”

Dave takes on look at his distraught state nods his head and pats him on the back as he watches Jason almost running towards the clock-out panel on the walls swiping his card on the wall as he quickly moves towards the path to his car, looking back to see the machine didn’t light up but not caring “Fuck it, Jason, get your ass to hospital sort that out tomorrow!” he tells himself. The car park is about 100 meters ahead and while his power walking towards his car it feels like every footstep is in slow motion looking towards where his car is parked and grabbing his keys out of his pocket.

Switching his car on and dropping his car into reverse looking around him for others in his way, reverses the car up clicks his automatic transmission into drive, and starts driving towards the hospital. The whole way to the hospital trying to tell himself “She will be okay Jason, She’s going to be fine mate”.

Jason sat at the hospital for six long hours, waiting to hear if she was going to be fine, just staring towards the doors that opened towards the triage bed, a few other beds could be seen from here and as luck would have it as the nurse was walking through the door to grab his next patient Jason saw that one of the rooms that had their curtain closed was now open and seen his Belle sitting up in bed with doctors around her talking to her. Belle looked up towards the door and made eye contact with Jason, seeing the worried look on his face she looked up at the doctor and asked “How long has that bloke been sitting there” pointing at Jason sitting on the other side of the opened door.