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CHAPTER 15
ALPHA ROBIN'S POV
Harry was so pissed at me for turning her down.
"She asked for the right punishment, how dare you turn her down? You would have allowed her to work at your quarters," Harry continued complaining.
"Shut up Harry, what is done is done. She cannot work there. She is not supposed to be so close to me," I told him. That was also a big decision for me to make, I was denying myself what I really wanted and he needed not to make me feel so bad about it..
I wanted to be close to her but not this way. Her being in my quarters, the two of us being alone without supervision would lead to so many things that I was scared of. Harry had fallen so hard for her, I liked her too but this was the point in time where one of us was supposed to be sensible.
I had decided to be sensible and that is why I turned her down before running away so as not to change my decision concerning the matter.
Just admit it, you have fallen for her. For how long will you keep running away from her like a coward?" Harry asked.
"Shut up, okay!" I snapped.
"You are my wolf, you don't get to control me, I am the one who gets to control you!" I added, I was so pissed at him for always going against my decision.
"I know what is best for you," He urged.
"Shut up Harry! I don't want to hear another word from you today!" I made it so clear.
"Your ex-girlfriend cheated on you. That has nothing to do with you or with Anita. Anita is a nice girl. She had not been in love before. You are going to be her first and only love. Please give her a chance. Make her work in your quarters and monitor her closely. Don't let the last bad experience with love stop you from pursuing the desires of your heart," I had warned Harry not to talk but this is what he ended up saying.
I wanted to shout at him all over again when I remembered the core rule in all of this. Harry was my wolf, he had my best interest at heart. He has always been there for me, he knows what I truly need and that is why he is insistent on me choosing to give her a chance.
"Harry, I am so scared. I don't want my heart to be broken all over again. I cannot handle it. You know how I am when it comes to love. I love so deeply, I love so obsessively to the point that it starts becoming unhealthy for the two of us," I reminded him.
"Deep down, I know that you are a very good man. The heartbreak could have made you arrogant, cold and a bit dismissive of people but I know for sure that that is not who you are. You are so loving Robin, you really are," Harry reminded me of who I am and it felt good to hear this. I am not a monster. I thought that how I reacted after the heartbreak would make someone think that I was a monster but the truth is that I was not. I was just a guy who was in deep pain, trying to do everything to numb the pain.
"Thank you for affirming me Harry, but I cannot say yes to her right now. She will not accept my offer. I had already turned her down. Her ego will not allow her to say yes to me," I was honest with him.
Harry chuckled. He was happy that finally he had convinced me to say yes and this brought him so much joy.
The only reason I decided to listen to him was after he revealed that I was going to be her first boyfriend. That made me excited about pursuing her. I would be the guy to define love for her. I would be the first guy to actually make love to her and give her the sweet pleasures until she loses her mind. I would be the first guy to make her go crazy about me and it brought me so much joy.
"Let's run to where you left her. Maybe she is still waiting for you to change your mind," Harry revealed and I didn't waste any more seconds.
I started running back hoping to find her. I was sweating by the time I arrived but unfortunately she was not there, she had already left.
"We can go to her room and talk to her," Harry insisted when he felt how disappointed I was not to have found her waiting for me to change my mind. Forget it," I said. I should not have listened to him.
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Damn, I shouldn't be chasing after a woman, I should be on the field fighting. Since when have I allowed my emotions to lead me, I have really not learnt from my past experience.
"Come on, don't say that. We had already decided to give her a chance," Harry tried to convince me all over again but I was already back to my senses.
"Don't mention the girl to me again, I am done with that discussion." I made it clear before going to my quarters. I needed a drink.
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ANITA'S POV
I stood there after Alpha Robin turned me down, hoping that he was going to change his mind but that did not happen. He ran away from me and after a few minutes of waiting he didn't come back.
Sadness engulfed me as I walked away. I blinked severally allowing tears that had formed in the slit ends of my eyes to fall. I thought to myself that maybe I should give up. Why was I being so insistent in loving a man who wanted nothing to do with me?
I kept on crying as I headed to my room. I wanted to forget him. I couldn't take the disappointment anymore.
I locked myself in and continued crying, hoping that he was going to come and look for me.
Deep down there,in his cold heart, I knew that he had warmed a space for me. He is just too scared to let me know. Maybe he had been hurt in the past and that is why he didn't want to give me a chance.
Whoever hurt him must be stupid, how do you hurt such a man. Alpha Robin is so handsome, so sexy.
Despite the disappointment and trying to give up, I decided to fight for him for one final time. I hoped that this would eventually make me end up on his bed.
That being said, I decided to go and see Lola. The two of us needed to talk. I had a few things that I wanted to say to her. Don't get me wrong, I was not going to apologise to her, I was going to put her to her place. She is not ready for what is to come. She should never have underestimated me.