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we went back to Tristan’s party after Lucifer left. Right now Tristan is talking to his acquaintances while I in turn decide to go to the bathroom.
It’s inside the house or let’s just say the bathroom is a mansion so I went in first. I searched for C. R. and luckily I found it right away. But even though I couldn’t get in, someone suddenly ran into me.
“What are you doin ‘here?” Fiona asked with a serious face.
“I’m just peeing–”
“I’m asking you why you’re here at Tito’s birthday party.” I smirked at him.
“I’m invited so I’m here.” I was about to pass him when he grabbed my arm.
“Fiona, hey!”
“I don’t want to see you approach Lucifer, do you understand?” He said frowning at me.
“Stop me Fiona–”
“I know that you’re pregnant.” I was stunned by what it said and my eyes widened.
“And I also know that Lucifer is the father of that child.” It released my arm.
“I am his fiancé. We’re getting married. I don’t want you to be a hindrance to our relationship, Lara! Stay away from him. I will give you what you want but not Lucifer. i can even give you money just to stay away from– “I didn’t finish it when I slapped him.
“I don’t need your money, Fiona.”
“Then what do you want ?! You want him? You want him to be the father of that boy who he didn’t want? You turned him on Lara. You’re really desperate–”
“Really Fiona? Who is more desperate than the two of us? Who ruined the relationship?” It was stunned and backed away.
“You thought I didn’t know, Fiona? You thought I didn’t know that you were the reason why Lucifer and I broke up?” I smiled bitterly.
“You’re the one who ruined our relationship! You’re the one who set me up! You’re the one who’s desperate for us Fiona! Because you, you can ruin our relationship to get Lucifer. Because you’re insecure! Because you’re desperate to get Lucifer ! ” it’s a good thing there’s no one here in the bathroom so no one can hear us.
“H-How did you kno–”
“Tristan told me everything!” Fear registers on its face.
“And you really felt sorry for Tristan who did nothing but love you ?! now you wonder why i am close to him? Because Tristan told me everything the truth. That he did it because you ordered him. And he who is dead to you, he obeyed your command. You’re not really ashamed Fiona. You just wasted Tristan’s love– ”
“Enough!” he shouted.
“I don’t want to fcking hear anything about him! I don’t care about him! And yes, I’m the one who did why you broke up. And guess what? Effective. My plan was successful.” It grinned.
“Lucifer doesn’t love you anymore, Lara. He doesn’t love you anymore. even if you beg, kneel and cry, he will never come back to you. Because I am his fiancé now. Lucifer and I will get married soon. And you? You and your future child, I will make sure to suffer. “I felt very angry at what he said.
“You can’t be sure Fiona. we realize, when Lucifer finds out the truth. You will suffer. Come on, if he loves you, why am I pregnant? “I grinned angrily at him.
“Because you turned him on–”
“Exactly! You’re not even married yet, so he can go crazy. if he really loves you, even if another woman undresses in front of him, if he really loves you, he won’t tempt you. He won’t fool you and he won’t get pregnant – ahhh! “I was overcome with pain when he suddenly pulled my hair and pulled it out.
“I swear, I’ll fcking kill you–”
“B-Release me!” I shouted but it didn’t stop me and still pulled me out.
“I should’ve fcking kill you. You shouldn’t be alive!” It pushed me against the wall loudly causing my hip to hurt.
because I was so angry, I didn’t even pay attention to the pain in my stomach and hips. I angrily rushed at him and pushed. It fell so I got on top of him and pulled his hair.
“Oh my God! Help! Let go of me btch!”
“You’re the btch of us two you idiots!” I pulled it out but I just stopped when suddenly someone shouted behind me.
“Lara!”
“Fiona!”
Lucifer and Tristan shouted at the same time as they gasped as they ran closer to us.
“H-Help me Lucifer!” Fiona burst into tears as she hugged the two of us.
“What the fck did you do Lara ?!” Lucifer shouted at me.
“B-Babe, she pushed me. She pulled me. She even slapped me–”
“You’re the first!” I shout.
“Lara, please calm down–”
“You are so fcking desperate Lara! Even Fiona can hurt you just because you’re desperate–”
“You don’t have the right to say that to Lara.” Tristan cuts off Lucifer which in turn makes Lucifer angry. His eyes glazed over at me and clenched his fist.
“My parents shouldn’t have invited you both here. You’re just making a scandal here especially you Lara. you don’t have the right to hurt Fiona– “I was suddenly very close to Tristan when I felt pain in my stomach.
“T-Tristan …”
“Hey, are you okay?” Tristan asked and I was supported.
I looked at Lucifer and noticed that the anger suddenly disappeared from his face and was replaced by astonishment.
“T-Tristan, it hurts …” I nodded and held my stomach. I also feel dizzy as if I will faint in a few seconds.
“What? What hurts?” Its a worried question.
“My t-stomach …. m-hurts–” Suddenly blood flowed to my thigh.
“Lara!” Lucifer and Tristan shout at the same time.
“T-Help–” I just realized that little by little my vision was fading. My whole body was weakening and I felt like I was going to faint. eventually, my surroundings darkened and I fainted.
“How is she?” I heard a voice when I woke up.
I never heard the voices again when they walked away.
I opened my eyes slowly until I saw the white ceiling. I frowned and wondered. where am I? I finally opened my eyes and noticed that I was in a room. Something stuck in my hand. Am I in the hospital?
“Lara?” I turned to call me.
“Tristan … w-what–” Suddenly I remembered what had happened. I bled … lost consciousness.
“Tristan is my baby okay ?!” I asked him and was suddenly nervous and confused.
“Lara! Lara, calm down. You’re fine. The baby’s fine. You don’t have to worry.” I looked at my stomach and caressed it.
“Thank God …” I burst into tears.
“Wait, I’ll just call the doctor.” he said and just a few minutes later it came back with a doctor.
“Good afternoon Miss Silva. How are you? Are you in pain?” The doctor asked so I shook my head in response.
“Nothing.”
“That’s good to hear. You’ve been unconscious for almost hours. I’ve heard you bled… well, good news. The baby is still fighting. That’s why, the child’s grip is weak. Maybe it’s because you’re stress. Please, it affects the baby. I suggest you should be more careful. You are not the only one in your body. You two. Be healthy and avoid stress. “the doctor’s sermon that I nodded.
My baby’s fit is weak. Fortunately, he fought back … nothing bad happened to him. My baby …
The doctor left but someone suddenly entered.
“What are you dong here ?!” Tristan asked angrily.
“I’m here to check her–”
“She doesn’t need you here, Lucifer. Go away.” Tristan’s expulsion of Lucifer.
“That’s my child! I have the fcking right to know if she and the baby is okay!” Lucifer also shouted back. I just closed my eyes and sighed.
“I’m fine and the baby.. you have nothing to worry about. You can go now. “I closed my eyes and pretended I was going to rest.
After I found out that the baby was weak, I felt like I wanted to put myself first. I will focus on myself first and my baby. I notice that my attention is only on Lucifer. I was really desperate. Desperate to be loved again by Lucifer. But what if my love for her would ruin my baby and me?
What should I do? to continue to be desperate for Lucifer’s love even though I know it’s vague? Or put myself and my baby first?
I’m confused because … I want to do the same thing.
“Tristan, what am I going to do?” I tearfully asked Tristan after I found out I no longer had a job. That I could no longer enter the place where I used to work.
“Lara, I can help you. Also, the doctor said that you are not allowed to do stress and heavy work.”
“What? I can’t depend on you, Tristan.. I have to work– ”
“Just put your baby first. I’ll take care of you.” My chest clenched at what it said.
Tristan, why are you so mean to me?
“I’m not your responsibility, Tristan. We’re not your responsibility. I don’t know why you are doing this but thank you very much. I hope that when the time comes, I will reciprocate your kindness to me. “He smiled and took my hand.
“I’m very willing to help you and the baby, Lara. Even if you don’t repay me yet. to see you happy, that’s enough for me. “Tears came out of my eyes so he wiped them away immediately.
“Please, don’t cry Lara. You’re ugly because you’re crying.” He joked, causing me to smile.
“‘Didn’t you say Lucifer did it again? He’s the reason you don’t have a job ? maybe he made the right decision too. Your stomach is quite big and you are not allowed to work. You should just rest and take care of yourself. “I just sighed and gave up.
I haven’t worked for almost two weeks. I didn’t even show up to Lucifer first. For what else? I’m sure it will say bad things to me again and make me look desperate again.
“I have to go Lara. I still have a meeting. Just call me if there’s an emergency, okay? I’ll be back tomorrow. Bye!” Tristan said goodbye and left my apartment.
I rested deeply and looked around my apartment.
What am I going to do today? It’s so boring!
Eventually, I decided to just watch television all day. Until late at night, I did nothing but eat, watch and lie down. Tristan didn’t call. Maybe its too busy right now. But to my great surprise there was a series of knocks on the door of my apartment. Is that Tristan?
I walked towards the door and without hesitation opened it. for my eyes widened when I saw Lucifer standing upright and staring intently at me.
“L-Lucifer-”
“So you decided to avoid me again? Why? Are you tired? You don’t want to? Have you given up?” This series of questions stopped me.
What is he doing here?
“W-Why are you here-”
“Why do you keep on hurting me, Lara ?!” My ear was touched by its cry.
“What is hurting you? Lucifer, you are hurting me over and over again–”
“Do you think I’m not hurting too ?! Do you think it’s easy for me to hurt you even if I don’t want to ?!”
“What do you mean?” He took a deep breath and suddenly hugged me tightly.
“I can’t take it anymore, Lara. I’m sorry.” My heartbeat quickened at what he said. It was as if I suddenly felt pleasure in what he said. Is this real? is it true that a Lucifer is here and asking for forgiveness?
I smelled it if it smelled like alcohol and I was right. He is drunk.
“Lucifer, you’re just drunk–”
“Just drunk but not drunk.” He said and pulled me inside. It closed the door and locked.
“Come home Lucifer. You’re just drunk–”
“When I saw you bleeding, I felt remorse. I remorse for what I did to you. I was carried away by anger. I allowed myself to be consumed by anger.” Its face became gentle.
“Lara, I’m hurt too. I was hurt first.. to see you with another man while naked is super– “I didn’t finish it and slapped him.
“What’s this, Lucifer? What’s your plan now? Do I think you don’t love me anymore and you won’t come back to me? What are you doing here ? do you still plan to hurt me even more? Isn’t it enough that my child is almost gone ?! Isn’t all my suffering enough ?! “My tears began to flow.
“‘Didn’t I tell you, listen to me? To my explanations? But you didn’t! You didn’t listen ! what is this? You will have to wait for our child to disappear before you listen to me– “He turned to me and suddenly kissed me on the lips.
My eyes widened and stunned.
“I’m willing to listen now, Lara.” He whispered and kissed me passionately again.
I don’t know but instead of protesting I drifted into his kiss. I admit I missed him. I missed him kissing me with caution. But I still couldn’t help but worry.
Is this really happening? Is it true that Lucifer is here and kissing me?
I totally thought it would listen to my explanations and reasons … it didn’t happen. His kiss descended on my neck as his hand descended on my waist.
“I miss you …” he whispered.
I close my eyes and look up. Why does it feel delicious? my body heats up quickly. Maybe it’s part of pregnancy. I quickly warm up and warm up.
“Looks like my baby likes what I’m doing to her …” He grinned and lifted me up. As I was being lifted it carried me inside my room.
he laid me down and he was barely on top of me.
He took off the dress I was wearing and I just realized that I was naked under him.
“L-Lucifer-”
“Shh …” He kissed both my breasts.
“Lucifer …”
its fingers traveled down my waist, to my thigh, all the way to my womanhood.
“Ah -Lucifer!” I was relieved when he caressed it.
I heard him laugh slightly and stop.
“Why did you stop? look Lucifer if you do again what you did to me before leaving me like this, I will kill you! “I almost shouted at him and felt annoyed.
It laughed even harder and shook even more.
“I won’t do that again, baby …”he said and stroked me there again until it inserted a finger into my womanhood.
I clung so tightly to his arm and bit my lip so hard.
“Ohh ..” I looked up and was even more exhausted when it added another finger.
It penetrated my femininity. I muttered and muttered one after another until I realized that I had reached my climax.
I gasped then. But suddenly it took place.
My eyes widened as I looked at him.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be gentleI won’t hurt our baby inside your womb. “He said and winked at me.
I just smiled at what he said and at his wink. I opened my thighs even more. When you really love, you will voluntarily open your thighs.
I laughed at the thought but slowly Lucifer’s manhood entered me. My lips parted and let out a moan.
It began to swell. My moans continued.
“Oh Lucifer !! Ahh!” I clung so tightly to his back.
“I miss you so much, Lara.” He said and continued to make me happy.
I closed my eyes and became even more exhausted.
A few more exits and exits, moans the two of us could only hear in our rooms and the solitude of our bodies.
my heart is so happy with what is happening now. It’s like I don’t want the night to end. All I want is for us to be like this for life. It’s just the two of us. No problem, no hindrance, and no pain yet. But I know those are unlikely to happen.
when we were both tired we lay down on the bed. I hugged him tightly as my eyes wanted to close and sleep.
“I love you …” I whispered to him even though he was very sleepy.
It was not immediately answered. the answer I expected that he loves me too I did not hear but he said something else.
“Lara, we both know that I will hurt you again … I hope you will understand and forgive me.”