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| CHAPTER TWENTY TWO|
CLYDE’S POINT OF VIEW
“F-ck you all! You’re f-cking useless! Get out of my f-cking office now!” I shouted.
The worthless investigators I bribed to look for Nathania came out. I gave them a lot of money but they still can’t find that woman!
“F-ck !!” I shouted and threw the things I was holding onto the wall. When I looked at them, they were shattered.
My chest rises and falls in extreme anger. I clenched my fist and looked at his picture on my desk.
Where is that f-cking woman? Why can’t I f-cking find her?!
It’s been three weeks and I still can’t find her!
I know he’s hiding somewhere far away! I couldn’t find him because I knew Zach was stopping me! i know that he’s hiding her!
“I will f-cking kill you, Zach.” I whispered.
I was about to throw something against the wall when the door to my office suddenly opened.
Mom entered my office.
And the way she looks at me, I know she’s mad.
“Clyde Marcus Salvadore!!” she shouted and slapped me.
“You merciless asshole!” She slapped me again.
“You’re an evil! Cruel! I left you with your femininity but to know that you repeatedly hurt Nathania I will not accept!” And in the third time, she slapped me.
“What the f-ck mom? Stop it!” I moved away from him and cupped my cheek.
“Did you curse me, man?!” He asked but I didn’t answer.
“I heard about Nathania! I know all the things you did to her! And I am very mad at you, Clyde Marcus! You deserved to be called an asshole!” it shouted and stopped panting.
“Calm down, honey.” Suddenly dad came in and gave me a sharp look.
“I can’t believe you, young man! Nathania deserved to be treated well! She’s a nice woman! Why did you do that to her?!” Mom screamed again.
“Tsk.” I turned them away.
i did that so that she’ll know that i owned her. She’s mine. F-cking mine.
“Answer me, Clyde Marcus!”
“Mom, just f-cking stop it-”
“Watch your mouth Marcus. She’s your mom.” Dad interrupted me which made me sigh.
I didn’t answer and just sat down.
“Remember this, Clyde. you will regret what you did to Nathania. I’ll swear, you will beg for her forgiveness. “Madiing sambit ni mom.
I will never do that. I will never beg for her forgiveness. She will be the one who will beg to me.
I’ll make sure that she’ll come back to me. if she’ll come back, I will make sure that she will no longer run away from me again.
I’ll swear Nathania. I will f-cking find you. I won’t f-cking stop until I find you. Mark my f-cking words.
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I was stunned as I stared at the pregnancy test I was holding.
“Congratulations miss Oliveros! You’re two weeks pregnant!” The doctor said congratulations after seeing the pregnancy test.
I can not talk. I can not move. My eyes were just focused on the pregnancy test I was holding with… two red lines.
It’s positive. IM pregnant.
“Oh God! Congratulations, hija! I’m finally a grandchild!” Madam Eleanor shouted loudly.
I just checked-up after the first day the Salvadore couple visited me. They stayed for two days but they said they wanted me to do a check-up with them. they left after two days and came back after a week.
And this is it. When they arrived, we immediately checked up. And the result…
IM pregnant.
“Oh, I’m so happy right now honey! My first grandchild!” maam Eleanor said happily to her husband who was also smiling.
But I … I can’t smile.
No … I can’t get pregnant! But here it is. The fact that I am pregnant cannot be changed.
And Clyde is the father.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
How do I raise my child? I’m hiding from her father! I don’t have a job so how can I make a living?
No! I shouldn’t have gotten pregnant! I shouldn’t be pregnant by that demon!
My tears fell one after the other.
“N-Nathania? Why are you crying?” Madam Eleanor approached me.
“N-No… I can’t. I-I can’t be pregnant…” I stuttered.
“What do you mean, hija? Why are you saying that?” Ma’am asked but I shook my head.
“S-Clyde is the a-father…” My tears were still falling.
“We know, hija. You should be happy because it’s a baby. It’s a blessing…” maam rubbed my back.
“I-I can’t give him a whole family…” I don’t want my son to be like me.
I lost my parents early. My life was hard and this is what happened.
I don’t want my son to experience that.
And above all. Clyde can’t accept that we have a child!
I cried even more. “H-Clyde can’t accept this …”
“Please hija, stop crying. It’s bad for the baby. And please … don’t think that Clyde will not accept the baby. We’re here. My husband and me. we’re here to support and help you, daughter. Please… stop crying.” Ma’am apologized to me.
But I didn’t believe it, I knew Clyde wouldn’t accept it.
From the beginning, it didn’t want me to get pregnant.
I’m just an excuse and a toy to him. I know she doesn’t want to have children in a parausan like me and just helps with her body heat.
But here it is. Not that I don’t like this boy, but I’m just worried that his own father might not accept it.
I don’t want him to grow up without his father accepting him. my son was not involved in my anger at Clyde. It’s nothing naive. It’s innocent.
But I thought. I moved away from Clyde. I am far from the hell of his life. If he doesn’t like my son, I don’t know.
I will raise my son! I will be a mother and father to my child!
To be continued…