Dane’s Irresistible Desire

“I’m sorry about what happened earlier, Dane.” I looked at Cooper standing on the side of the door. I made my bed and replaced it with a bedsheet. His hand rested on the door and he looked hot. I turned my attention back to what I was doing.

“Sorry for what?”

“That I kissed and —–” He didn’t continue what he was going to say so I looked at him again who was just staring at me. I smile at him and seated on my bed.

“I kissed you back, means, I give you my approval.” I was also carried out by what happened earlier especially when his kiss deepened. Luckily Dylan came if not —– I know will go to play with fire. Fuck! I admit that I also really warmed up earlier knowing that my period has also been arid.

“Can I come in?” he asked without still leaving the front door.

“Sure.” He immediately came in and sat on the bed next to me that I had just finished fixing. I sat beside him. “Something wrong?” I asked because he is just looking.

He lives here and he occupied the other room. Cooper is a freelance model and Maggie hired him to be an endorser. She took Avel and she needs one so I recommend Cooper. They met and signed a contract through hello sign. This is the only place he stayed with me.

“Cooper, tell me what’s wrong,” I ask again because it looks like he wants to say something but he can’t. He clasped my face and smiled at me. The way he stares at me is full of love.

“Dane, way back then, why didn’t you agree — that something would happen to us?” The way he asked me was full of sadness and pain.

“I wasn’t ready at that time. You know how much I respect my family and I don’t want them to disappoint me if I get pregnant without graduating.” I heard him sigh and smiled hard at me.

“If I only knew you would break up with me. I hope I didn’t just tell you the truth about my secret. I feel useless when you leave me, Dane.” He removed his hand and then looked up. “I feel alone and unlove. I feel empty.”

“Cooper, I did that for you. Because I want you to explore and get to know yourself better.”

“I am not happy, Dane.” He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. “I sleep with a man to give myself but not the bottom but top if you know what I mean. I tried to have a relationship but sadly —- you are what I am looking for. You are the one I want to be with. You’re still the one I love. I know I’m disgusting in your eyes because I was able to have sex with my fellow man but, Dane, I still love you. I don’t know, even if I fantasize about using a man but I know that you are still the one I love. Just you, Dane.”

“Cooper, I don’t know what to say. But to tell you something I don’t hate you. If I could just teach my heart and force you to do it again I would have done it. I really loved but when Wallace came suddenly everything went to him.”

“Do I really have no space in your heart? Is there no hope at all? At least a little, Dane and I will work to grow it again.” I shook my head in response.

“It’s really just a friend and the one earlier —- just because of the body heat.”

“You love him so much that?” There is sadness in his eyes when he said that. “If you come back to him I will be happy for you. But, I want you to know that I am here willing to do everything for you. You can only come back to me if you still accept me. Because, Dane, I love you so much.”

“Cooper, thank you for loving me.” I took his hand and placed it on my cheek. I used to do this when I was confused then. When I am struggling with my situation. When I’m going through something. “But the situation is different now. Because something has happened to Wallace and me and my love for him has deepened. I know you still have a space in my heart but it’s not like before and I don’t want to rely on you anymore.”

“I understand, Dane. But I want you to know that I am here for you. Always, now and forever. I will love you, I will love you until I get hurt.” And he kissed my forehead.

“Cooper.” I don’t know how many minutes we stayed like that until he himself let go.

“All right, go to sleep and it’s night.”

“Goodnight.”

“Sweet dreams.”

When Cooper left I lay down and looked at the ceiling while thinking of the right thing to do. I love Wallace and I can fight him. I have already proven it. But now, I knew in myself that he didn’t love me. I know he only has a lust for me. Maybe he likes me but not enough for him to stay by my side. Unlike my love for him.

He just thinks of me as a simple fuck buddy. Only my body he wants. And now that my ex is back and he thinks we are together he is jealous that someone else already claims the body he once blessed. He’s really stupid.

I’m even more confused now because I don’t know if I’ll accept Cooper again. I don’t want to use him just to annoy Wallace because he doesn’t deserve that. But earlier I had seen how resilient Wallace was. Even if he says he doesn’t love me, but he is annoyed that I had another kiss, it’s so funny to look at.

My phone rang from the bedside table so I reached for it. Who will call me at this time? If those four are impossible and even more so I’m not a family not unless emergency.

I quickly became nervous when I saw Wallace’s number. I immediately thought to Dylan that something bad might have happened. It’s past 11 Pm and maybe he won’t call if it doesn’t matter and I see no reason to be important other than Dylan.

“Yes, Wallace, what’s wrong? Did something happen?” I have a worrying question.

[“You, has something happened, or will something happen?”] My forehead frowned after hearing what he said. What is the problem and what does he want to convey?

“Sorry?”

[“Is he bigger than mine? Did he satisfy you?”] The way he talked I knew he was drunk.

“What are you saying?”

[“Did he make you cum multiple times? How many positions did you make?”]

“If you don’t say anything sensible, I’ll drop the call.”

[“Wallace you’re talking with who?”] A woman’s voice echoed from another line. And if I’m not mistaken it was Isabelle’s voice.

[“I can do better, Diana. If you want to listen, then go ahead.”] I heard nothing from the other line but did not turn off the call.

[“Turn around, Isabelle, and I’ll fuck your ass.”] I heard Wallace say. Does he let me know that they will have sex with that woman and he claimed him in the back? [“I owned you, Isabelle. You are fucking mine.”]

[“Oh God, Wallace, you’re so aggressive. Oh, fuck! Slowly, shit, you’re going to rip my ass.”] I didn’t listen to the next one because I immediately turned off the call. I was already hurt by what Wallace was doing to me. He has driven me out of his life but he is angry that I am with someone else. I don’t know what he really wants.

He hurts me like this and he makes me hear that he has someone in bed with him. I don’t know what he really wants. He makes me look like he has a woman and he can change me right away.

The pain of knowing that the man you love is making others happy. You know you can do it too. But you can only do so much pain because you know first you have no right and second you never had a right. Most of all, he can hurt you face to face.

Well, he’s a man and he can play any woman he wants. But if he thinks it will affect me? I think Wallace forgot that I am DY. And DY would allow someone to defeat them. Did he want a game? Then I will give it to him. He would lick Isabelle in the ass but I wouldn’t cry. Even if they can produce offspring and the rectum grows, I don’t care.

He wants to play, right? I can give him what he wants.

Get ready for me you fool because I won’t cry because of you. Get ready for me and I will make sure you repent for what you have done.

You’ve messed with the wrong lady, Wallace. Of all the Dy you’ve chosen to play with the wrong one. The eldest of Dy that unstoppable and adept at fighting. I just lost when I gambled myself to you and it won’t happen again.

I will make sure I will win this time.