Dane’s Irresistible Desire

Earlier my cellphone rang and Wallace was calling. I just threw it on the side of the bed and then stood up. I’ve been crying a lot since I arrived but eventually, I stopped as well.

I just realized that there is no reason to cry. As I said, Wallace and I are not in a relationship so he is free to have sex with others. It hurts because I love him but I can’t stop him. I just immersed myself in his body which in fact I could do to others but because I love him I can’t.

I got up and left the room to make dinner. I don’t want to involve my body in the pain I have right now. I have to eat because nothing will happen if I go hungry. My heart hurts and my body hurts too.

I just ate salad and while eating I was thinking of going out later. But I don’t know where I’m going. Whether to hang out or roam? I can also visit the house of one of the four but I might be even more jealous if they just flirt in front of me.

I was just standing up when suddenly the doorbell rang. I did not expect any visitors other than the delivery of the online shop. But it’s late and it’s already night. I opened the door and to my surprise, Wallace is there.

“What are you doing here?” I asked him annoyed.

“I called you many times, but you did not answer.”

“Ah, I have an important conversation.”

“So, I’m not important?” Be tough, Dane. Don’t be pure-hearted and waste your intelligence.

“Slight, what do you need?”

“Diana, let’s talk.”

“Is that important? I have a walk with Avel.” Shit, I don’t know why I said that. Though Avel and I actually had a conversation but not just now but before he left the country. But nothing, I’ve already said it and I can’t take it back.

“What?” He pushed the door and entered. “Who will you meet?” And hurriedly closed the door.

“Avel is Yara’s friend, why?”

“Are you playing with me?” He asked as he stared at me.

“Huh, why would I?” He grabbed me by the wrist and stared wickedly at me.

“What are you going to talk about with that idiot?”

“Nothing, random things. What can be talked about?” Why am I laughing inwardly? Honestly, Wallace’s stare at me was scary but it actually made me tremble instead of scared.

“You don’t have a topic?” His forehead was already furrowed.

“Why, do you need a specific topic when you talk?”

“So, you didn’t talk about business or anything. Will you just meet like that?”

“Sort of, it looks like that.”

“Are you dating?” His forehead furrowed even more. I think I can almost hear the cracking of his teeth. I can clearly see how tight it is. I want to laugh with delight. I like to think he’s jealous but I don’t care.

“Dating? Is that a date for you?”

“What the hell, Diana? What’s wrong with you?”

“Chill, Wallace. I don’t see anything wrong with what I’m doing. I’m single, and like you, I can hook up with anyone. Talk, hug, kiss, or even fuck them.”

“Is this about Isabelle?” I roll my eyes because of what he said. Wow! He actually mentioned that caterpillar in front of me?

“I don’t care for both of you,” I replied then turned away.

“You’re jealous of her?” I was surprised when he suddenly hugged me from behind. And this time he was calm. “You don’t have to be jealous of anyone, Diana. They are nothing compared to you.” I don’t know if I’ll be thrilled or even more annoyed. Do you compare me?

“Ah, why did you kiss then?”

“Dylan and I have a deal that when I kiss Isabelle he will fight Lucas in a street fight.”

“Lucas Andrada? Son of the Gov?”

“Exactly my Diana?” I slowly faced him. Ok fine, fragile if fragile. Is it my fault that Wallace also makes me feel important. That my feelings are important to him.

“Why is that your deal?”

“Isabelle is hard to get. There was no one else who cling to that but Dylan. I think your brother wants to prove that he’s the only one who’s good, so I agree with him. Besides, a good fight will happen when Lucas and Dylan face off. That’s why I agreed.”

“So she’s Dylan’s girl?”

“Yes, She’s Isabelle San Jose, the daughter of a mayor who studied abroad.”

“Ow, the black sheep threw in America.”

“Yes, and I have no plans to replace her with you, or let’s say I have no plans to replace you with anyone.” I just looked at him while explaining. His eyes drop to my lips and his finger caresses them. “Her lips are bitter, not like this fucking lips that are addictive.” He kissed me so I fought back. But I immediately stopped when I remember.

“Wallace, we can’t do it now.”

“Why, because you will meet that Avel? Let him harden waiting for you there because I am the one who is hardened now.”

“Stupid. I just want to retaliate.”

“What?” He asked with a frown.

“Not true I will meet him. Now I know how to get back at you. Anyway, we can’t because I have a period.”

“Ow, not a big deal. I am a vampire in my past life so I eat and drink blood.”

“Yuck.” I tried to get away from him but he pulled me closer and at the same time he dropped us on the couch.

“Why you’re so fucking irresistible, Diana?” He kisses my neck and my nape. She still doesn’t let go of his embrace.

“Wallace, I’m not kidding. I don’t like it because I myself hate when I have a period. ”

“Fine, let’s cuddle then so I can make up for your jealousy.”

“I’m not jealous.” Duh! Of course, I won’t admit it? It’s embarrassing to say you’re jealous even though you know you don’t have a label.

“Ok, as if I believe.”

“Don’t you have a walk with Dylan? ”

“There is, later. But here I am first. Diana. ”

“Hmph?”

“Thank you for making me happy.” I looked at him because of what he said. Our gaze met and suddenly my heart beat fast. Because Wallace’s stare at me will penetrate my soul. But my heart really rejoices when he looks at me like that.

“Are you saying?” I pretended I am angry.

“Fuck, Diana, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” The next thing that happened was he laid me on the couch and kissed me. “Don’t worry. No sex, because there is a period, noted. But let me kiss you, Diana. Make me insane in your kiss.”

We kissed passionately. There was no cut as he ran over me. The softness of his lips and the sweetness of his kiss. He is still on top of me but he does not give all his strength. Our kiss is getting deeper but his hand is not crawling. We only really do kiss.

“You make me insane with your kiss, Diana.” He kissed me again. If she only knew that even I was also crazy about his kiss. “Your soft lips are addictive, Diana. It’s just mine.”

“It’s all yours, Wallace.”

He deepened his kiss. I can already hear the two of us breathing. He kissed me so hard and it was as if I didn’t want it to end. When his cellphone suddenly rang.

“Fuck, alarm.” He then took it out of his pocket and off it. He also stood up and helped me to my feet. “I hate to say this but I need to go.”

“Take care.”

“Diana,”

“What it is?”

“You’re special.”

“Wallace.”

“Since you’ve been my girl. I didn’t look for anything else. That kiss earlier is the first kiss I had with another girl since we’ve been together and it won’t happen again. If it weren’t for the fact that I wanted Dylan to fight, I wouldn’t do that.” He stroked my face and kissed me on the forehead.

“Since I claimed you, I’ve been contented with you, Diana. You and you alone and I have no plans to look for anyone else. It’s only Diana. I want to share the bed only with you.” I feel so special because of what he said.

‘Does he have feelings for me too? Can he love me too?’

“Wallace, I think you need to go.”

“Fuck!” He suddenly hugged me so I was surprised.

“Hey, what’s that?”

“I don’t think I want to leave.”

“Dylan will kill you.” He hugged me even tighter. “Wallace, there are a lot of days to hug. Don’t keep Dylan waiting.”

“Fine.” I led him to the door but before we could open the door he hugged me again. “Fuck, Diana what is happening to me? I’m crazy over you.”

“It’s okay, we’re both crazy about each other.” We laughed and then opened the door. I still have his hand on my waist and so do I. But my eyes widened when I opened the door. Dylan was outside standing and staring badly at us.

“Dylan?” I called but he did not answer. “Wallace!” I screamed when I saw Wallace fall when Dylan kicked him in the stomach.