Daisy’s Secret Crush

***Daisy’s POV.***

“Theo.” I say as we get ready for office.

“Yes.” He says as he wears a shirt.

“I thought that now that we are getting close, and I know you think this is fast.” I say and he interrupts by coming behind and zipping up my dress.

“It is not fast.” Theo says as he puts a hand on my shoulder, “Remember, we are four months late. We have to make up for it. I know we talk a little. But I enjoy having you around a lot. Not because of our chemistry, but because you are so…”

“So?” I ask and turn around and help him with his tie.

“Comfortable.” He says and when I quirk up my eyebrow in amusement he continues, “I mean you are hot and all, but you are very easy to get along with. Also, not to forget, you worship me.”

I slap his chest and say, “Stop embarrassing me.”

“I am doing no such thing.” He says and takes his jacket.

“You are. And I don’t worship you. I just…” I say.

“You just what?” Theo asks and stands between the door and me.

“You distracted me from my previous conversation. So as I was saying that we are getting close and it may seem fast-” I say.

“Which is not.” He says.

“Which is not according to both of us. So you won’t mind if I ask you to exchange keys with me?” I ask with hope in my heart.

“Here.” He says and throws a key at me and I catch it to see it has a daisy flower keychain.

“You knew what I was talking about and still let me go on and on.” I say.

“I am sorry, but I really like the face you make when you are nervous and shy. It is very cute. I just can’t resist.” He says, “And also, apart from flowers, I have to give you some gifts.”

“This doesn’t count as a gift.” I say and wave the key at him.

“Well, don’t worry. I have one more waiting for you right here.” Theo says and takes out one more gift from his coat pocket.

“What is this?” I ask as I unwrap it.

“Look for yourself. It is a customised gift. That is why it took me time to give you a proper gift.” He says.

“It is perfect for my first day. I am going to sign my first contract today.” I say and hug him.

Theo has given me a pen with my name written on it and it also has his initials on the tip of the pen and he says, “Also not to seem lame, I also brought another gift which is suitable for my girlfriend. The first one was for the boss in you. I hope it is not too cheesy.”

I open that and see a beautiful bracelet with my name on it and when I turn it over; it has Theo’s name on the back. He helps me wear it and I kiss him.

“I love your cheesy gifts. You will get your key tonight. Are you coming over?” I ask.

“I can’t. The media’s eyes are on me. You should be careful too. But I will meet you soon.” Theo says and something seems different about him and he looks excited for today.

“Okay. Now, let’s go down before Noah comes barging in here.” I say.

“I am standing here for the last five minutes.” Noah says from the other side.

“Creepy much.” Theo says after he opens the door.

“At least I am not cheesy like you. My gift was better than yours. Right, Daisy?” Noah asks.

“I am hungry.” I say to avoid the argument and go down to have breakfast.

“Hey! What did you give her?” Theo asks Noah.

“Like I’ll tell you.” Noah says and they chase each other until I stop them.

“He just gave me a letter that says I can adopt a cat or a dog or both from his farm.” I say and make them sit.

“What?” Theo says.

“Hey! Don’t judge my gift. Even though my gift is not as flashy as yours, it is at least lively and has emotions.” Noah says.

“Whatever. Daisy is too busy to adopt a pet.” Theo says.

“You are not the one who decides for her.” Noah argues.

“I know that. But it looks like I am the only one who cares for Daisy’s health. She won’t have enough time to take care of others as she herself would be tired. The beginning of any new business is tiring for a few months.” Theo says, and I almost choke on my toast.

“Guys, stop arguing. I would have decided when I wanted what. Nobody else. I am busy right now, but that doesn’t mean I won’t adopt a pet. But maybe after I settle down in my job perfectly, I will do it then.” I say before the argument escalates.

“But promise me you will adopt a dog.” Theo whispers in my ear and I smile.

“If you want a dog, adopt it yourself. I am getting a cat. And I have a feeling that she will wrap you around her little paws.” I say and he makes a face.

First day is getting hectic. But what we are waiting for is the contract. Clara told me that first I have to sign another NDA. And then the CEO of the new architecture company will meet me next month. Till then I have to gather my team for this firm.

We got many wonderful projects and seniors who were acting a bit snooty before, now joined and showed how they reached where they are now. Their business expertise came in handy.

Slowly, time passed by and our firm was getting a good name in the business society. We have extensive projects too. Meanwhile, I finally came to the conclusion on whom to select for the team based on their work for a month.

Everything was going well. Along with my business, my relationship with Theo was growing day by day, too. I gave him the key to my apartment and stayed overnight at his place.

That often happens. So there is no wonder that we have clothes at each other’s place by now. Theo is staying in Manhattan for a time as he is working on something, which is a surprise for all of us. I tried to guess many times, but Theo wouldn’t answer. In the end, I let it go for his sake.

We were very cautious about the media, but we used to find a way to be with each other. On weekends, we would either spend time with family or he would take me out for a long ride. The passion keeps burning more and more every day. It is like we can’t even resist being in the same room and not touch each other or make contact. But Theo was careful not to make the same mistake which he did on my birthday.

By the start of October, when I didn’t get my period, I tested at home. And after using two to three kits when it was still negative, I didn’t feel relief but a weird disappointment. It was not like I wanted it to happen. I thought about visiting the doctor after coming back from Bristol.

Theo dictated in clear words last month that they were going to celebrate Heather’s birthday in Bristol and that everybody has to leave everything for that. When everybody asked why, he said they would know when they reached there.

We are going to leave for Bristol this weekend and I have yet to pack. My mood is so down after those results that I just go to bed. Theo called me but I told him I was not feeling well so we should not meet today. But as I know him better, I know he will still come.

“What happened?” Theo asks as soon as he enters the apartment and I am on the couch sipping on a cup of warm milk.

“What are you doing here?” I ask as I sit up.

“You sounded a little low. I got worried. What happened? Tell me.” Theo says as he sits next to me and takes me in his arms.

“Nothing happened.” I say and feel my emotions trying to surface, but I try to put a lid on it.

“Daisy! What is it? You know you can talk to me about anything. We have been together for more than a month now. It is high time that we go a little deeper into our relationship. I told you about my problems and feelings. Don’t I have the right to know about your problems or your feelings?” He asks as he caresses my arm.

“I lied to you that night when you asked if there would be any consequences to us not using protection.” I say and Theo stills.

“You are pregnant? If that is what’s bothering you, then don’t be worried. I am not upset or angry with you. I thought it was something bigger than that.” He says with a sigh.

“So you won’t mind if I get pregnant?” I ask in confusion.

“I would, but only a little, and only because I am more worried about you. But we can do it.” He says.

“But the thing is, I am not pregnant.” I say and tears slip down my cheek.

“Then why are you so upset?” He asks.

“I don’t know. It is stupid of me to think of having a baby right now when our lives are in a mess and we are not in a very serious relationship. But I was not happy when the test came negative. And it made me feel many things which I didn’t want to face right now.” I say and fumble to wipe the stream of tears.

“Hey! Look at me.” Theo says and holds my cheeks in his hands and wipes my tears and says, “It is not stupid. Because if it is, then I am stupid too.”

I gasp and ask, “You mean to…”

“I mean to say, I adore you, Daisy. I know it has been just a month and we think everything is going so fast. But sometimes I feel it is the right time because you are the right person for me. I see myself with you and I see a good future. When a few minutes ago, I thought you could possibly be pregnant, I didn’t panic. The only thing that came to my mind was you and that baby standing near the shores of the beach and giggling. That image just surprised me. So if you are thinking that I would be upset or angry with you if you conceive someday, then don’t think that. I would be happy no matter what, as that baby would be just half yours.” Theo says and kisses me sweetly.

“But what if that never happens?” I ask the dreaded question. The secret I have never told anyone. Not even my Mom.