Breaking Rules

I tried to avoid him when he approached me. But I couldn’t move because the couch we were sitting on was so small. He leaned in close to me. The way he looked at me was strange once more. I was struck by nervousness yet again. “You need to talk, mi amore. I’m sure you can; I’ve already heard you. Why hesitant now?” I shook my head again at him. I couldn’t do it, I just couldn’t do it. His fingers touched my cheeks. For a brief moment, he stroked it. I noticed his gaze fixed on my lips. He caressed my lower lip in an unsettling manner with his thumb. It bothers me so much that I can’t relax. He looked up at me once more, his finger still caressing my lip. I gasped for air as I watched what he was doing. What exactly is he doing to me? “… Sera…” His brow furrowed slightly as he looked at me. His finger kept caressing my lips. I am well aware of this. I’m not that stupid to be ignorant of what he’s up to. He’s seducing me as usual. And here I am, submitting to him. Being under his spell. “Sera, talk, I want you to talk… or…” His gaze returned to my lips over again. “…. or else I’ll kiss you. Now. Choose wisely, amore.” His husky voice sends chills down my spine. I shook my head. I’m not sure what kind of response that is. But even then I felt his lips on mine. That’s when I realized that no matter how hard you look on your physical appearance, there will always be soft parts in your body. And one of them is his lips, which feel so soft against mine. It’s… Everything is wrong, but I can’t stop myself. His lips brush against mine. I could hardly move as a result of what he did. All I knew was that I was just putting up with his kiss. I could feel him leaning in closer to me. His kisses are slow and shallow, which made my heart beat faster than usual. Not like when he first kissed me in the library. This one is special because it is gentle. And I’m just like a plank of wood, not moving and just letting him in on what he’s doing. “Fuck…” He groaned as he continued to kiss my lips. I could feel his tongue licking my lips. I could feel the electricity flowing through me as he did it. And what he did make my lips part. His hand, which was just on my cheek, moved to my nape, he pushed my face closer to his and deepened the kiss more. I moaned out of nowhere. His tongue explored the insides of my mouth. My eyes widened, and I tried to push him away, but couldn’t. “Aza-z-z-zel, hmm…” When he sucked my tongue, I moaned loudly. I pushed him again, but he only gave me a few shallow kisses before pulling away. He put his forehead against mine while cursing several times, then he smirked and opened his eyes. “Now, you can talk.” We were trying to catch our breath. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes. “Damn it!” As Azazel drew me closer to him, I was taken aback. I landed on his lap, my eyes widening as I gazed at him. Without my knowledge, the skirt I was wearing shifted, exposing a small part of both my thighs. He let me straddle him, I can see how ragged his breathing is. His gaze on me became even more intense. His gray eyes are filled with lust and desire. He licked his lips and stared at me intently. I couldn’t even stop him when he pushed the back of my neck to kiss me again. Every kiss he gives me now is more sensual and engrossing. He drew me in closer to him. It didn’t seem to be enough for him, as he put more pressure on his body. I moaned as I felt his hand on my stomach.  

I didn’t even notice that one of his hands had gotten inside my blouse. He sucked hard and bit my lips. I put both of my hands on his shoulders. Gripping on his shirt. When his kiss landed on my neck, I was already biting my lip. “Ahh… ” His tongue was brushing up against my skin. My body is once again heating up. I can sense the pleasure he wishes to instill in me. Even though I knew what we were doing was wrong, I didn’t push him, but instead, I even him closer to me. His lips moved to mine, kissing me once more. And this time I returned the kiss. I imitated the way he kissed despite knowing nothing about it. I expected him to be annoyed, but all he did was grumble and pull me closer to him. “I want to taste you, Sera…” He just said between our kisses. “… you’re so forbidden, hmm.” He stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes. When he took off his shirt, I was taken aback. But only for a split second because he kissed me again. I could feel his body heating up even more. With his kisses on me, I gradually became intoxicated again. I’m so intoxicated by his kisses that I didn’t even notice him unbuttoning my blouse. But the coldness I felt had vanished as a result of his warm hands caressing my skin. Inexplicably, my feeling heats up again. His kisses went down to my collarbone again, but only for a moment before I felt his kiss go down even further. His kisses found their way into the valley of my breast. As he gently bit it, I was able to scratch him in pleasure. He nipped it and sucked it. “A-Azazel…” I wriggled in pleasure on top of him. Something hard is pressing in between my legs. And I’m not sure what possessed me to move to feel that thing. I grind on top of him. Azazel groaned and placed his hands on my waist. “Shit, baby!”  He stopped kissing my skin and gripped my waist. I noticed him staring at me, even more intensely than before. His hands began to guide my lowered body as it strode back and forth on his lap. As pleasure seeped into my body, I could feel myself wetting down there. I wrapped my arms around him. As he steered me back and forth on him, I realized that the most difficult thing I’m having with my feminity is his erection. When he started kissing my neck, my lips parted as more pleasure filled me in. “Fuck!” he grunted as he intensified my pace of grinding on top of him. I can feel myself trying to grasp something. He stopped kissing me and groaned louder as if he was about to reach for something as well. His eyes were tightly closed as he gazed upwards. I bit my lower lip as I noticed sweat dripping down his brow. I’ve never felt anything like this before. Everything was wrong, but it all felt so right at the same time. I don’t want to be a pleasure slave, but I can’t stop myself whenever Azazel does something to me. “Ahhh, A-Azazel,” I said, feeling the urge to pee, oh my gosh! He opened his eyes and looked at me, his one hand pressing against my lips as he pushed me to kiss him. After one more grind, I felt something was released on me. My muffled was imprisoned in his mouth while he groaned as he hugged my body tightly. I let myself lie down on his body after gasping for air. “Damn it, I came with my fucking pants on…” His hug tightened around me. He leaned back on the couch, trying to catch his breath. I looked at him with my lips parted. He smirked again, his hands caressing my back. Our bodies were so close to each other that there was almost no space between us. I can feel his chest moving up and down. His face was close to my cheek. He buried his well-defined straight nose in there. He stopped caressing my body, but I can still feel it on my back. He was playing with the lock of my bra. “No man, baby, could ever do these things to you. Just me.” He whispered. He pressed his face against my cheek even more deeply. My waist was squeezed by one hand. “I own you. Every part of you is mine and mine alone…” He sighed before proceeding. “You are solely mine. You’re all mine. Mine, Sera…” What he said gave me goosebumps. “Keep it in that pretty mind of yours.” All I could do was nod. “Good girl, amore.” He kissed my cheek. Now. How could I possibly get away from him?