Bleeding obsession

29) Embarrassed!

Authors pov

Xavier woke up with the groan on his regular time. His eyes fell on the Sarah who was peacefully

sleeping on his chest, she was exhausted after a long night. He slowly removed her hands from his

chest and rolled her on her side not wanting to wake her up.

His eyes roamed on her face blankly, he removed the free strands from her face and covered her with

bed sheets.

Xavier walked towards the washroom and turned on the shower letting himself relax under the shower.

'why you have to give in so easily everytime... Always fell for her fucking games...'

He banged his fists on the wall angrily.

He still remember how they had each other the first time.

Flashback

"Hey, where are you taking me?..."

Xavier whined.

"Oh my god Xavier, just shut up and keep walking..."

Sarah scolded. She held his hand tightly and led him.

It was late night and she was taking him to the hilly part of the city. They could feel fresh cool winds and

scent of green trees.

Xavier had a small smile on his face as she was treating him like a child. She is the only one who

controls this rebel. She stopped and he looked ahead at the small tent like thing.

Sarah clasped her hands and looked at him admiring his happy expressions. He had a happy and

amused smile as he saw the small bed covered with white net under the sky.

Xavier inspected the glass jars which were hanging on the tree and giving beautiful lighting to the

place. His smile widened when he looked at the table which had small cake and candles on it.

"What is all this?"

He asked confused.

"Happy Birthday Xavier..."

Sarah wished and pecked his lips.

"Ohh, is it today?..."

He said and she scrunched her eyebrows.

"How can someone forget his own birthday Xavier..."

She said.

"There is nothing special to remember on this day..."

He shrugged, nothing was hidden from her. He has opened himself in front of her like a book.

She grabbed his hand and kissed it.

"Let's not talk about it... It's a happy day and I want to create happy memories with you..."

Xavier kissed her deeply.

"If it's not for you then I would___"

"Then you would have been the same fuck boy..."

She teased him and he shook his head chuckling. He loves how she is free with him. That's the main

reason he has hide his true identity from her.

"Come on let's cut the cake..."

She chirped.

Xavier cut the cake and they fed each other.

"Here is your gift..."

She took out a small box from her purse.

Xavier opened it and it had a platinum chain in it.

"Sarah it's too expensive... How did you get so much money for this..."

"I told you my father sends me lot of love in the form of money..."

She smiled bitterly.

"You don't think about it... It's a lucky charm, it will bring a happiness and success in your life. My

grandma told me about it so brought it for you..."

Xavier pecked her lips.

"It's beautiful... I will never take it off..."

He replied looking at her lovingly.

"You better not..."

She pointed her tiny finger at him threateningly.

"Or what?"

He said and tickled her.

She rolled on a bed laughing her heart out.

"Stop please!"

Xavier stopped and looked at her, she was lying beneath him. He leaned down and kissed on her neck

which soon turned into heated makeout.

"Xavier I want you... I don't want to wait anymore..."

She confessed cupping his face.

Xavier sat up and she looked at him with frown.

"I really love you Sarah... I don't want to treat you like other girls. I am afraid I'll hurt you..."

Sarah sighed.

"I am not virgin Xavier and I know you love me. You can't hurt me and I trust you with that. You are

afraid that you might lose interest in me if we have s.ε but it's not like that, our love is not that weak..."

"You are not virgin?... But you said you had no boyfriend before me neither you had hookups..."

He asked little bit mad.

"No! I won't tell you. You will laugh at me... And probably make fun of me for whole life..."

She pouted.

"I don't know about the fun but I like the concept of whole life..."

He grinned.

"Now tell me before I lose patience... I won't laugh, I promise..."

Sarah smiled embarrassed.

"You know I have a habit of reading erotic novels right?... I was reading a very good book and I wanted

to try it. I had no boyfriend so decided to use___"

"Use what?..."

He raised eyebrows.

"Used vibrator and I was so stupid. I didn't even knew how to use it properly and it hurt so much that I

threw it away and never looked at it again but I lost my virginity to it..."

She confessed embarrassed.

Xavier looked at her in disbelief and burst out laughing.

"You are the only piece in this whole world..."

He couldn't stop laughing.

Sarah pouted but she was admiring his laugh. He had a beautiful dimples.

"You look beautiful when you laugh..."

She confessed.

"And you are the only reason behind it..."

He pulled her in a embrace.

"Don't play with your body like that... It won't always end up funny..."

He caressed her head.

He kissed her passionately and finally their bodies melted together. They made love to each other

whole night. Xavier was totally drown in her and like he promised, he never took off that chain from his

neck.

Flashback ended.

He was Angry on himself that he gave in so easily to her demand. He hates how he get engulfed in her

so easily even after so many years. How could he forget what she has done to him.

'its not her fault, it's mine. I should have control myself. I couldn't stand strong on my place. It's only me

who should be blamed. For one night I let go of my years of torment and scratched the wounds which

were healing slowly. She doesn't care, she just needed comfort and got that. That's why she was with

me all the time, she doesn't give a fuck about love and I know that still I did it...'

He looked at his reflection in disappointment and started getting ready for the gym.

He came out of the closet and looked at Sleeping Sarah.

'that was the last time Sarah... I wish you go away from my life just like you did before. Atleast this time

it will be easy to deal with it... Just go away, I don't want to see your face which does nothing but hurts

me. You have turned all my sweet memories into bitter one...'

He went to the gym with sour face. He Angrily took off his shirt and started hitting punching bag.

Ace came from behind for his own workout.

"You started early today..."

He asked preparing for his workout.

His eyes fell on Xavier's back which had nail scratches on it. Ace shook his head in disappointment

thinking he was with Amanda.

"Xavier I know it's your personal matter but I really think that you should stop calling Amanda here... I

mean you are married and atleast you shouldn't do things like this in front of your wife, it doesn't matter

how you two got married..."

Xavier turned towards him with scowl. He haven't touched Amanda since he learnt that He has got

married to Sarah.

"What the fuck are you saying?..."

"Look at your back..."

Ace said tilting his head towards mirror.

Xavier turned around and looked at his back and Groaned. He had know idea that she has created a

designs on his back.

"This girl!..."

He mumbled. He looked at Ace annoyed.

"Mind your own business..."

Ace sighed and they started doing their workouts.

Sarah woke up as warm sunlight graced her face. She lazily stretched her arms and the silk bedsheet

slide down from her body reveling her naked form.

She quickly covered her body with loud gasp.

"Oh my god!"

Last night's memories flashed in front of her.

"How can I be so desperate. What he must be thinking of me. I was literally begging him..."

She face palmed herself embarrassed.

She saw discarded clothes on the floor and turned red in embarrassment.

"What's the use of being embarrassed now, you were totally shameless last night."

She slapped her forehead.

She collected the clothes from the floor and went to washroom.

"But why did he listened to me... He could have denied but didn't. Oh my god! Is he going to use it

against me. What if he insults me but he doesn't look like that type of man."

Small smile spread on her lips as she remembered last night. The way he touched her and worshipped

her body. It was so relaxing and satisfying.

"May be he isn't that bad. He saved me from kidnappers, he was there when is needed comfort."

She thought and her eyes fell on the mirror. Her eyes widened when she saw her whole body covered

in hickey's.

After shower she spent one hour to hide her marks. She was ready but reluctant to go out and face

him. She has no idea how to deal with him now.

"Did I really did a mistake?"

She thought.

Sarah hesitatingly went downstairs and couldn't see Xavier anywhere. Ace was at the dinning hall. She

greeted him and he smiled at her.

"How are you feeling now?..."

He asked.

"Better like never before..."

She smiled.

Ace raised his eyebrows.

"That's good... And yeah! I got your things from the car and send it for repair. I found this papers, must

be something important so decided to give you personally..."

Sarah looked at the envelope in his hand and her smile fell when she realized it's divorce papers.