Chapter 31: THIRTY
Chapter 31: THIRTY
But I had to quit, I no longer owned him. Someone else owns him. I need to let him go and move on.
I have to let go of something no matter how painful it is to be light. Because if I keep taking it, I will be
the only one who will have a hard time.
I looked into his eyes. Before I smiled.
"Hale..."
"Congrats, I'm happy for you. Because your dream of having a family of your own, the woman you love
will come true. Don't worry about me huh? I'm okay, I wish you all the best Jace. Thank you for coming
in my life. I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE. "
I kissed him, this is the last time I can do this. Our mediator is done. After I kissed him, I turned around
and walked to our car, fortunately Gov gave me the car key earlier.
I drove while crying, so sick! I want to shout but I have no strength. I had to get up for my son, I did my
part. I did not hide about our son, maybe that's okay. Maybe that is really what is destined for us.
I got home quickly, there was no maid here but only Manang and the guard. Because they are at the
reception.
Manang greeted me so I smiled at him. Before I go straight to the bedroom. There I released all the
pain.
Exhausted, I fell asleep quickly.
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I woke up when I felt Lucas hand crawling on my thigh.
I was not in the mood so I simply restrained his hands.
But he was just naughty and still continued to caress my thigh up.
"L-Lucas, I'm already pregnant ..."
I held his hand to stop his hand from crawling on my thigh. But I was surprised when he touched my
jaw.
"That's it! You're pregnant and you're still stagy!"
He suddenly came over me. He took both my hands and kissed me on the neck. He pushed hard with
all his might so he backed away and almost fell.
I was a little nervous because he thought so. I was surprised when he slapped me hard. I jumped to the
floor.
I stood up for a long time, I still couldn't stand when he pulled my hair and touched my jaw. It hurt so
much that he slapped my cheek.
"L-Lucas ..."
He lapped me again, I was nervous that my baby might fail.
"You're so artistic! How many times have I been fucked you, are you still like that! Or maybe you want
my Son?!" he shouted and grabbed my hair again.
"L-Lucas, t-that's enough..." I said sobbing.
My body aches. But he just held me by the jaw too tightly.
"YOU'RE MINE! DO YOU UNDERSTAND HA ?! YOU'RE MINE!" he shouted and pushed me hard on
the bed. Even if it is soft, it hurts. I feel like my baby is dumb inside.
He laid me down on top of me. He grabbed my two hands again and kissed me.
I can no longer push him, apart from my lack of strength, my whole body hurts.
I could feel him slowly removing my clothes. I have no way to fight him.
Up to my whole body naked. He is also naked.
I felt her pet's head tread on my mouth. He dived while holding my hand. I could feel her long and fat
pet coming inside me. I just closed my eyes. This is what I do every time he pushes me. Just turn a
blind eye and wait for him to get bored.
This is just my role, to be the target of anyone who wants to. A little and I'll convince on what Jace said
that I'm a whore.
He recognized the stab before I could feel the hot liquid flowing inside me out. He was still not satisfied
and he even forgave me. He put his pet in my mouth again.
I could do nothing but wait for the morning. I know it will only end there and I can breathe easily. To
make him tired.
He did a few more rounds before he could sleep next to me. I did CR, there I soaked myself. Even
though I know I will not be cleaned again.
When I finished, I left the room again. I would rather sleep in my old room.
But every time I remember that it all started here, how Luke would feed me. How he will exploit me.
I lay down, maybe if I wasn’t pregnant. Jace and I are happy. If I hadn't left then and listened to her,
maybe I would have been the woman next to her now. Hopefully, my problem is over.
But maybe this is really my destiny? That no one was destined for me. Or maybe we are not with each
other? Because if we really were, we would have been the ones who got married not Cyanelle.
I shouldn't have cried anymore! Finished! We can never do it again! He chose Cyanelle over my baby
and me. That was enough reason for me to forget him forever.