Chapter 64 Bittersweet (Part One)
Chapter 64 Bittersweet (Part One)
Carlson raised his head and was shocked by her presence, "When did you come here? "
"I've been here for a long time. "
Carlson still looked at her blankly, with an unbelievable look on his face.
Leena said again, "You can pursue her. Why don't you try to retain her? "
"What did you see?" Carlson said and stood up.
"I have seen what I should see and what I shouldn't. I don't know why Mr Carlson is so nervous. Is she
Lily? Leena looked up at him and answered coldly with stubbornness in her eyes.
In fact, when she looked at the woman in the distance just now, she could see her clearly. And because
she had heard of something before, she knew very well that the woman just now was Lily. She guessed
that Lily might be very important to Carlson, but she didn't expect that she would make him so
entangled. It seemed that he had a deep relationship with Lily.
"What do you know?" Carlson's tone turned lower and colder, as if a child who had been guessed right
began to be defensive and dissatisfied.
Leena still said calmly, "I don't know anything, but I can see that you have a romantic story with her.
You love her very much!" When she said this, she felt sad and unwilling.
However, a cold smile appeared on Carlson's face. He returned to act like a ruffian and raised his
eyebrows. "Do you think I will fall in love with anyone? Then can you tell me which woman I love and
which one I do not love? "
With a sneer and a wry smile, Leena said, "I can't tell who is your true lover and who is false one. At
least, I can tell that you don't love me. You love Lily. It turns out that you are like this when you really
fall in love with someone. In order to hide your guilt, you use playful words to hide yourself and protect
the woman you love? "
Wasn't it because she had guessed right what he was thinking? So Carlson refused what she said so
quickly. On the other hand, he didn't want others to know that he liked Lily. He didn't know if he did it to
cover up his weakness or to protect her. But anyway, judging from his nervousness just now, he must
have thought highly of Lily, so he was very wary of Leena.
It turned out that in his eyes, she was just an outsider, so he would be very defensive and resistant to
her.
Carlson wanted to explain, but Leena interrupted him coldly, "You don't have to be so vigilant against
me. I'm not your enemy. Even if I know your weakness, I won't deal with you, nor hurt Lily. I just laugh
at your forbearance and restraint. To put it bluntly, you are righteous, to put it bluntly, you are coward.
You don't even dare to pursue your own feelings, and you can't even give your beloved woman
happiness! "
Perhaps her words really touched the pain spot in his heart, Carlsonsaid excitedly, "You know nothing!
Stupid Leena! "
"Yes, I don't know anything, but I know Lily is very sad. She has been waiting for you for so many
years! "
"I haven't made any promise to her. She is just willing to wait! "
"How dare you say that you don't feel heartbroken? How dare you say that you don't love her? How
dare you say that you don't feel guilty and regret when you see that she has been waiting for you for so
many years without any result? "
Leena's series of questions rendered Carlson speechless. He had been staring at her for a long time,
and there was no room for explanation. Finally, he sat down dejectedly. He took out a pack of
cigarettes from nowhere. Perhaps the emotions in his heart were so intense that his hands holding the
cigarette were trembling.
"Smoking is not allowed here." Although it's outside, it's the garden of the hospital. There are still many
patients walking around, so smoking is not allowed.
Carlson seemed to be very depressed. He couldn't even smoke. There was no way for him to vent his
depression. In the end, he just lowered his head and scratched his hair.
Seeing him like this, Leena could see through him. Her heart was painful, but she still stood in front of
him stubbornly, watching him sad for other women and unwilling to leave.
After a long time, Carlson said, "How can you understand? You can't understand!" He repeated this
sentence, but never explained.
"I can't understand you. After all, you are selfish. You still love yourself more! "
She didn't understand why a person like Carlson had to suppress his emotions? Although he loved her
very much, he didn't express or promise her. He didn't ask her to stay until she left sadly. And the
reason why she was angry and aggressive was not only for Lily, but also for herself. How could a man
like Carlson get a woman's affection? He always put his justice first. Even if he had love, he didn't dare
to face it. He couldn't promise and happiness to a woman. Why did Lily still love him, and why was she
still foolishly tempted by him?
Lily was in a better situation than her. After all, she had won the affection of Carlson. But what about
her? What did she get? What was her position in his heart?
She couldn't figure out his emotion because of their cruel and kind relationship before. Even if others
repeatedly emphasized that he liked her, she still smiled and said that it was impossible for him to like
her. But one day she found that he really didn't like her. After he loved Lily most, she was not
reconciled. She was not reconciled that his previous ambiguity and tenderness were all acting. Why
could he be so serious?
She didn't know what she was struggling about. Her heart was in a mess, painful and unwilling. So
when she rushed up to question for Lily just now, she must be hiding her guilt. She tried to hide her
unwillingness and jealousy by being magnanimous, not jealous and striving for the happiness of her
rival in love. She didn't know that her behavior might be very childish in the eyes of outsiders. It had
nothing to do with her whether Carlson persuaded Lily to stay or not. What was she shouting for?
Thinking of this, Leena laughed. How childish she was! But she still wanted to know what she meant to
Carlson? 'Is the previous tenderness he showed before just a play? Did he ever like her a little?' she
thought.
"Do you have to pretend to be gentle and loving to every woman you want to make use of? "
Carlson raised his head, seeming to be confused about her words again.
"At this point, I know you want to take advantage of me, and I know that I'm not the one you love most.
Why don't you tell me the truth and let me know what you did before? "
Carlson slowly stood up and asked, "Why did you ask me such a question? "
"I don't feel good being cheated. Your tricks are useless to me. Why don't you tell me the truth? "
Carlson still stared at her with burning eyes, but his eyes were not filled with confusion, sarcasm, or
playfulness, but as if he had been stimulated and hurt.
Seeing that he didn't answer, she smiled and said, "Okay, then I'll ask you when you met Lily. When did
you start to love each other? "
Leena was getting more and more straightforward. As long as Carlson was not a fool, he would feel
that something was wrong with her words, but she could not care so much. The sourness and pain in
her heart were getting more and more difficult for her to hide her purpose. She just wanted to ask him
why.