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Ohio saw that I wasn’t even ready to let go. I looked up at the time and it was 2am but I was not given up yet despite how difficult it was.

I unbuttoned my top and bare out my big chest to him, he was looking at me as bare it all out.

I continued from where I stopped and just as I hoped he began to respond better.

And with time he turned me over and gradually our cloths went all off.

It was a good night and for the first time I confirmed what I have being wanting to confirm.

After it was all over he went into the bathroom and I can hear the shower. He was bathing.

I was busy beaming with an inner smile because Ohio was perfectly okay. He was good too and I wonder why we never did it earlier.

I replayed the moment on my head again and smile out this time. Ohio was really good in bed, nothing is wrong with his manhood.

That means he has it all and still refused to flaunt it with me.

He was on a white towel when he returned to the room, I entered the bathroom after he was out and by the time I return, he has changed the bed sheet and was laying down facing the wall again.

He never said a word to me, I wanted to crawl up to him and make him hold me but it was better to let him sleep in peace since I have satisfy my curiosity about him.

It was already 4am and very soon it will be day break. I felt bad that I disturbed the fine man all through the night just for him to do the needful but I was happy that he finally did.

I looked at my ring finger which still has the diamond engagement ring. I breathed in and within a short time I slept off.

When I woke up it was 9am in the morning. Ohio was neither on the bed nor in the room. On a good day he used to bring breakfast to me in bed but no breakfast and no good morning kiss.

I thought of last night and became scared and worried. Ohio was obviously angry with me. I forced him into given in to my selfish desires and now he was not talking to me.

He had wanted us to wait until our wedding night, he assured me many times that it was very close all we need is to wait and I will have him all to myself. Ohio once said he cherished me so much and was not after my body, he was mainly after my heart which attracted him to me first. He wasn’t like other men I had in the past, he was different and I deserve to be treated better. Ohio loves me beyond the physical. He want me forever. He asked me to trust him and be patient with him until our wedding is over. He will make love to me like the queen of his heart and treat me like his precious diamond. He will be with me all day and night and I don’t need to get up from the bed because, both breakfast, lunch and dinner will be brought to me in bed. He will carry me to the bathroom and give me a warm bath, dress me up take me back to the bed.

Ohio sound very romantic and I thought it was a mere fantasy. I thought he was impotent or have health challenge which he tries to cover up with all those sweet words.

I forced him last night and we ended up doing it before our wedding night and this morning he was gone.

I felt bad, I was scared of where he might have gone to. He has his reasons for not wanting to touch me but I was not ready to see reasons with him. I wonder how he is able to control his emotions, we sleep on the same bed, he cuddle me up and still will not make out with me.

My ex’s would have had had two to three round before day breaks. Indeed Ohio was different and wanted to prove that to me but I was faster than my shadow.

Who wouldn’t be, i try to endure and wait but sometimes I’m scared he was hiding something and my fears turn to anger anytime I think of Jojo calling Ohio Impotent or Melinda saying Ohio was too good to be true.

I walked to the kitchen, checked the dining, checked the gym, I was searching round the house for him. I wanted to check if all his cars were complete in the garage but I decided to check the basement first and he was not there. I looked out to the swimming pool and breathe a sigh of relief.

Ohio was swimming in the pool.

I ran down and straight to the pool side. I composed myself and try not to appear worried.

By the time I got there he was coming out of the water.

He took a towel and wrapped around himself, before grabbing his scotch whiskey cocktail that was on a table by the pool.

He looked up and saw me, I wanted to go and apologies to him but i held on just to know if he was in a better talking mood or not.

He drank from the cup before setting it down. I quietly approached him. He stood watching me with no smile on his face. I counted my every step towards him.

“Good morning.

He greeted first before I can even say anything. He did not use his usual pet name like “Good morning honey, love, my fine Bee…. like he will call me whenever he was happy. It was just a cold “Good morning” he gave me.

“I’m sorry about last night. Please Ohio…I’m really sorry for the things I said and for my whole actions and disturbance. I love you and was afraid that you might be keeping something away from me. I know I shouldn’t have pushed you harder than you can take. And I regret doing that….

He looked away, took another sip from his cup. His chest was going up and down slowly but steady. He looks calm. I guess the swimming did a lot of good for him.

“I guess you have finally confirmed that I’m not impotent and the size too… which was why you are sorry. I hope you will take back news to your so called friend and your sister, to those you sat to discuss me with. Bec…